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[Anonymous No.13439700]

What drug do you regret?

[Anonymous No.13439713]

Spice, binged that shit for like a year. Except it wasn't like the kind you got in a store, got it from a drug dealer and it was the best feeling ever

Now my dick barely works LOL how do I get viagra?

[Anonymous No.13439749]

Salvia, I now know how death feels like.

[Anonymous No.13439757]

Cocaine.

[Anonymous No.13439765]

Percocets, was addicted for 4 years

[Anonymous No.13439778]

>>13439700
Dabs and acid. I lost a lot of my inherent edge and good thought patterns by doing those repeatedly over the course of a few months. Literally dropped my iq score 15 points.

[Anonymous No.13439786]

>>13439757
Railed a gram a day for about 6 months, then quit. Best time of my life that I'll always remember fondly.
Did you spiral?

[Anonymous No.13439795]

alcohol

[Anonymous No.13439797]

>>13439700
Piparazine that was sold as "ecstasy"

everything thats been what it was supposed to be was good

[Anonymous No.13439798]

I loveyou guys :)

[Anonymous No.13439814]

>>13439700
Meth. I've done it 5 times and still fantasize about it nearly daily.

It is depressing to realize that I will never feel the pleasure of binging on meth for 3 days straight, watching porn with a limp dick for 2 of those days and then cumming raw inside a random on tinder on day 4 and literally overflowing her pussy with semen.

It's weird in hindsight, staying in the exact same position on my bed trying to get off to porn for days. My whole body was sore and I was so tired, but when the climax finally came, and it was inside a woman, it was unreal. Nothing in life will ever feel that good again. If I had 50 women, all 10/10 sucking my cock and begging to
Fuck me, it would only be 1 percent of the pleasure felt in that moment.

Nothing in life will ever compare. I've been sober for a year and I can feel my heart start racing if I begin daydreaming about meth, which is too often.

No human should ever feel that euphoria.

[Anonymous No.13439821]

>>13439814
honestly these are the stories that we need to be telling our children to keep them away from drugs

[Anonymous No.13439829]

DXM. mostly good experiences on it but i had one shit trip that was comparable to a violent schizophrenic episode. still recovering from it.

[Anonymous No.13439835]

ITT: degeneracy

[Anonymous No.13439849]

>>13439814
>No human should ever feel [...] euphoria
No need to worry about that here, friend.

[Anonymous No.13439887]

[Anonymous No.13439888]

>>13439821
I agree. The last time I did meth was an embarrassing one. I went on backpage when it was still a thing and when I called, asked if they were into ice skating. After the 5th call, I got a positive response. I bought a hotel room, invited her over, and we both got high. I ate her out after we smoked and then asked her to suck me off. Meth kills my dick unlike any drug. I can stay hard all night on adderall but on meth it's not possible. I had already paid her $600 for 2 hours of sucking my limp penis but I threw another $300"at her to keep going for another hour. Of course nothing happened. I literally had a hooker suck my limp dick for 3 hours and paid her $900 to do so.

The 2nd time I did meth I tried to have a threesome, of course couldn't get hard and wound up fingering her ass while the guy fucked her pussy.

Yes, these are the stories we should tell kids to keep them off drugs.

[Anonymous No.13439907]

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[Anonymous No.13439956]

>>13439700
alcohol, i regret almost all my decisions i made while drunk. increased anxiety and aggression.

i smoke weed now and im mellow as fuck and life is fun again

[Anonymous No.13439964]

Alcohol and porn. Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me a sinner!

[Anonymous No.13439967]

>>13439778
It most likely didn't.
If anything you getting additional perspective*

*Unless you were younger than ~24 when you did this.

[Anonymous No.13439970]

>>13439700
Acid. Gave me panic attacks for 2 straight years after a bad trip. Contemplated suicide for a long time.

It ultimately led to some improvements in my life, very much on the upswing now. Led me to religion, a new girlfriend, and a new path in life. But damn if that wasn't the hardest 2 years of my life.

I was a leftie wuss before everything happened but I realized (through therapy and some serious redpilling) that the only person you can always count on is yourself.

[Anonymous No.13439989]

>>13439700
>What drug do you regret?
Gay furry cub porn

[Anonymous No.13440005]

>>13439778
How often and how much acid were you doing?

[Anonymous No.13440010]

>>13439956
I know that feel. Nothing good has ever happened to me while drunk off my ass. All regrets and stories that make me cringe. It helped me open up and be a little more fun, drunk me is good at making friends but it's not worth all the stupid shit that came along with it.

My biggest regret is computer duster though. Only """drug""" that I feel has left me permanently cognitively damaged. It didn't turn me retarded or anything but I always feel like I'll never be able to reach my full potential academically because of it,and I'll probably get alzheimers at 50 years old.

[Anonymous No.13440015]

>>13439814
>>13439821
wtf I love meth now

where do I buy it, is it at cvs or do I need a prescription

[Anonymous No.13440016]

>>13439786
Damn, did your hair start falling out?

[Anonymous No.13440030]

>>13439970
What happened during the bad trip?

[Anonymous No.13440058]

>>13439778
Yeh I did dabs a couple times. It’s not even marijuana anymore at that point. Concentrated are the devil.

[Anonymous No.13440061]

>>13439700
Malastarean spice

[Anonymous No.13440079]

>>13439700
Having tried both meth and weed, but never really getting into both...

I'd have to say I most regret smoking weed. What a shitty drug, worse than booze.

[Anonymous No.13440086]

>>13439700
Coffee.

[Anonymous No.13440096]

high dose of DOI, somewhere around 6-8mg
36 hours straight tripping that no amount of bricks could even put a dent in

[Anonymous No.13440114]

>>13440079
I like it. I like that it doesn't follow the same rabbit hole of other drugs where you need more and more to get high and then you become hopelessly addicted needing the drug just to feel normal. A nice joint will always get me high and if I need to stop I won't get any horrible withdrawal.

[Anonymous No.13440132]

>>13439967
Was 27 at the time but the impairment is unmistakable. 3+ years later, my focus and memory are still shot, I can't do basic arithmetic in my head, and my spatial reasoning/visualization skills are drastically hindered.

>>13439970
Glad you found the light acidbro. Keep it up.

[Anonymous No.13440152]

>>13439700
weed and ive done every drug including crack meth and fentanyl

[Anonymous No.13440169]

>>13439700
got injected with fake morphine in the hospital that made my veins burn.
snorted some meth that I thought was coke. Didn't sleep for the rest of the weekend. That sucked.

[Anonymous No.13440173]

>>13439700
DMT, which I do and don't regret. I don't even regret the 2 times I did PCP, but DMT..you can't unsee that, and I will forever wonder wtf I even saw, and where the fuck was I. It did however lead to me seeing nothing but irrelevance in my own existence, which has surprisingly lead to me making very positive changes in my life, with my mentality being that whether I'm at the happiest I ever could be or starving in a gutter, it really doesn't matter..and if it doesn't matter, then I'd rather be rich. But part of me wants to see the world as the world againm

[Anonymous No.13440177]

>>13439700
research chems. once sweated out probably 5 pounds of water, could not speak properly, stayed up all night fucked as hell, had to go to work the next day and my pupils were like dinner plates. still tripping, and i worked in a call center. should have taken the day off.

still in the back of my mind i wonder if it caused any permanent damage? sometimes i have trouble paying attention to things.

[Anonymous No.13440188]

>>13439778
>>13439778
>dabs

god if i could just have all that time back. I couldn't even tell you how many hours i wasted sucking on a dab pen and doing absolutely fucking nothing. I don't neccessarily regret smoking weed because it's helped my dispostion in some ways but concentrates and oils and shit are death. They will fucking ruin you, your motivation, and your will to live. even as i type this out and look back on how much worse off i am I still just want to take some dabs

[Anonymous No.13440190]

>>13440169
I'm sure you realized when you felt the burn.

[Anonymous No.13440195]

>>13439700
Ayahuasca because I was in the jungle in December 2017 with no internet and it cucked me out of life changing gains. On the bright side, I would have been an absolute faggot to people if I had actually made it, so maybe mother Ayahuasca had my back the whole time.

[Anonymous No.13440198]

HOPIUM

[Anonymous No.13440213]

>>13439786
I did a bumb or two a month for about a year until one day I bought an 8th and couldn't put the bag down
the most euphoric drug experience I've had was doing 1.5 grams of coke and 7 grams of marijuana for several hours straight
luckily the daily use only lasted 2 weeks

[Anonymous No.13440219]

>>13439778
A Harvard chemist said you should only do acid once every six moths max
I still think that’s too much, for you kiddos reading this, it’s real and You will burn your brain cells and I promise you I am not hating on your new gained perspective
You won’t know it till it’s late, yes it’s a beautiful experience, yes it can change your life, yes there are a lot of positives. Cherish it and do it in moderation and give it the respect it deserves
Now buy bitcoin and fuck the kikes

[Anonymous No.13440314]

>>13440213
I used to do an eight ball in one setting probably twice a week. Besides my rent, I didn't even have money for cigarettes by the end of a binge. Did that for about 2 years.

Do I regret it? Probably not, but I could've made so much money had I invested properly.

[Anonymous No.13440478]

>>13439888
Checked and kek'd audibly.

[Anonymous No.13440527]

Coke only because I did it until 7 am yesterday and now im depressed

[Anonymous No.13440540]

>>13440173
Would you recommend it? Can you still see beauty in art?

[Anonymous No.13440552]

>>13440219
Thoughts on microdosing?

[Anonymous No.13440582]

>>13440152
Is that on weed's own demerits or because it was a gateway drug?

[Anonymous No.13440588]

>>13439970
Hi Jeremey

[Anonymous No.13440594]

>>13439888
based

[Anonymous No.13440664]

This thread is making me glad I'm sober now. I had like 10 bch the night bcash got listed on coinbase. My roommate and i watched my wallet value go from like 17,000 up to $40,000 in like an hour. So euphoric. We decided to drive in to SF to get an eight ball and when we got home it had crashed to like $25,000. Should have sold lol. Stayed up all night doing blow and i think bcash bled from that ATH and never recovered. Thanks to all you corekikes

Im going to leave it at that before i remember my more painful memories from abusing alcohol and coke. My life is better now but man my mid 20s were a trip!

[Anonymous No.13440840]

>>13439888
OH NO! And checked.

[Anonymous No.13440973]

>>13440005
It was somewhat erratic over 3 months but from my journal entries it works out to a few really deep inhale dabs after work at least every other day and
acid at sub 20 mics ~ 2 days during work with a full 100+ mic trip on weekends. By the end of it I was a complete mess, unrecognizable even to myself. I lost a handful of loyal friends and got kicked out of a comfy side gig because I had become so unreliable and dodgy. It took over a year and a half to get used to the HPD.

>>13440219
This. Your ability to focus and make connections is the most precious thing you have by far. I suggest you do not fuck with it, and if you do be exceedingly careful/patient. The old you DOES NOT come back.

[Anonymous No.13441002]

>>13439700
Amphetamine, destroyed my fucking nose now I have serious problems breathing from the nose and an insane chronic sinusitis
I can still remember the exact smell of that shit

[Anonymous No.13441004]

I know I'd fucking love amphetamines but I don't know enough people/am too pussy to get them.

I can't even get a prescription for ADD lel. Guess I'll have to live off fucking lame placebo Nootropics.

[Anonymous No.13441009]

Weed, but I'm realizing it could've been anything. My schedule for the last 8 years is get off work at around 2 or 3pm, get home and smoke pot jerk off and play video games until 9pm and go to bed.

Fairly innocent but not at all fulfilling. I'm unemployed at the moment and the realization that i have next to nothing to be proud of outside of my career has left me with some regrets .

I've been drug free for the last 3 days and I feel worse, maybe as I continue a positive routine this will change.

My real addiction is comfort and its effect is stagnation. Pulling my head out of my ass as we speak and i hope ya'll are making progress big or small as well anons

[Anonymous No.13441014]

>>13439700
Crystals of MDMA/MD
Took that shit too much every weekend, snorting that shit also broke my fucking nose
That's the one I regret the most, made me fucking retatded

[Anonymous No.13441038]

>>13441009
Stop smoking entirely. You'll be fine in a week but you need months to fully recover your motivation

[Anonymous No.13441043]

>>13440664
yeee nigga sf 8ball nights

[Anonymous No.13441058]

>>13441014

>>13441002
At the age of 14 for several years, until 17 I think. Now I don't do shit, only acids or shrooms sometimes

[Anonymous No.13441072]

>>13441043
There were a couple times where i would drink like 6-8 beers, ride my motorcycle across the baybridge, meet my connect, do a few bumps, and fly home at like 100mph. Lucky to be alive and not arrested

[Anonymous No.13441128]

>>13441038
I'm drying out completely and it's been a bit of an eye opener. I am having withdrawals from weed for Christ's sake, I didn't know that was a thing.

I've quit a heavy cigarette habit in the past and it's not even close to that discomfort, but I was surprised that I've been getting the sweats and moodyness at all.

It's going to be a process of getting to know myself without that daily habit. From what I've read it can take about a month to feel "normal".

The interesting thing is that ive never been without drugs, was on ADD medication throughout my youth and got off of it in grade ten. Pretty well got into pot immediately after that and never looked back until now. Going to be an interesting ride.

For you fellas going through harder shit than me drug wise, I cant imagine the panicked mind set you must be going through.

Good luck to all you bros

[Anonymous No.13441141]

>>13441009
what would you have changed about your habbit then? Sure you could say that you would have learned how to code but when coming home tired as fuck it usually doesn't happen.

[Anonymous No.13441146]

>>13441072
i remember blasting down El Camino on my 400sm to a baby shower for a dude and we got strippers but they turned out to be prostitutes couple bumps,beer, and hummers and i blasted back home wasted at 4am...

dirty ass bay shit

[Anonymous No.13441153]

>>13441128
hard for me to eat and sleep without herb

[Anonymous No.13441164]

>>13441128
I had to quit weed because of the court when i was 20. I didn't realize how addicted i was. Almost violated probation

[Anonymous No.13441171]

>>13440540
No. I'd recommend a light dose where you don't break through. I did it twice, rhe first time was the coolest quickest trip I've ever had. The second time where I actually broke through was terrifying. The best way to describe it was as if I peeled back the veil and saw reality for the first time. No, I don't really see beauty in anything and see nothing but pointlessness, I don't believe in reality anymore as I knew it. I have another dose that I've had since I did it last and am too terrified to do it again, but know that's the only way I could understand more, but still won't do it.

[Anonymous No.13441172]

>>13441146
Mac dre would be proud of us. I hope you get rich Anon. Im trying to buy a house in the next month so i cant dump any money in crypto this time around even though i can feel it

[Anonymous No.13441173]

I once took cough syrup to get high on "DXM" because i fell for 4chan memes I was a teenager at the time 16 years old, Drank the entire bottle in about 20 minutes I felt like literally all of my energy was completely drained. I wasn't really in pain but it was a horrible feel nonetheless never felt anything like that i literally had 0 energy. I literally lay in bed for about 10 hours, only times I got up was to pee and it was a STRUGGLE to walk 8 feet to the restroom. It felt like my body went into a coma except I didnt pass out or anything I was awake and Conscious the whole time. I didnt trip or anything like that no hallucinations whatsoever. Started feeling better after like 10-12 hrs of laying in bed. 26 years old now and I dont do any drugs since then.

[Anonymous No.13441204]

I think I was lucky really. Was really heavy with drinking and weed but the hangovers and paranoia stopped me ultimately. No long-term damage from what I can tell. With LSD and MD I have always been very conservative. Always had a big gaps between use.

[Anonymous No.13441228]

>>13441141
I see it at something I've had to go through(and continue to) with the good and the bad. It could've just as easily have been alcohol, sex, or anything to zone out and not have to stress about the days and weeks ahead.

The main takeaway that I'm understanding now is that I havent been living a fulfilling life and I'm almost at a loss as to what that life is for me at this point.

I've really been half assing my life and used pot to make me comfortable with that. I may end up being a miserable fucker without it but I want to see what I'm like without any substances at all(pots been a part of my identity for a very long time so this unknown territory)

[Anonymous No.13441236]

>>13441153
Yeah I've been having alot of restless nights man. I'm also fucking starving but as soon as I have the food in front of me I'm nauseous so hopefully that wont last much longer

[Anonymous No.13441266]

>>13439778
>Literally dropped my iq score 15 points.
Did you measure this? Frequency of LSD and dabs use?

[Anonymous No.13441269]

>>13441172
I'm sure he would, back at ya, housing here is a bitch, looking into going to Delta being a Delta rat
>>13441236
exact same boat, usually can last max 3 days

[Anonymous No.13441282]

>>13439970
>Led me to religion, a new girlfriend, and a new path in life.
HAHAHAH what a fucking cringey christcuck.
>Boo hoo I was a leftie 'wuss' before I got christpilled and now I'm a badass redpilled free thinker!

[Anonymous No.13441290]

Lexapro. I'll never be the same person again.

[Anonymous No.13441318]

Probably heroin. Although I never got addicted, just the thought of putting snorting shit that someone cooked in their bathtub and added questionable fillers to is disgusting. Also, it was probably the comfiest drug - subtle in a way, which is probably how it sneaks up on people.
Other than that, I spent a shitload of money on weed, which was mostly a waste. It's better if you use it every once in a while rather than everyday.

[Anonymous No.13441322]

>>13441282
The jew lashes with astonishing speed.

[Anonymous No.13441336]

All of them

[Anonymous No.13441337]

I should have never taken fucking Molly.

That shit is messing up everything I want to do in life (employment, federal, clearances, etc.)

It was the best fucking time ever though. LAKE HAVASU AND THREESOMES AND GETTING FUCKED ON A SUEDE COUCH

[Anonymous No.13441346]

>>13441171
>The best way to describe it was as if I peeled back the veil and saw reality for the first time. No, I don't really see beauty in anything and see nothing but pointlessness, I don't believe in reality anymore as I knew it.
You can come to these conclusions about reality entirely independently of drugs, but with a greater understanding of it than what drugs will impart. Read Oswald Spengler's Decline of the West.

[Anonymous No.13441353]

>>13439888
Beyond disgusting. You put your mouth in a low grade prostitute's vagina and watched a guy fuck a girl whilst you tried desperately to be included?

I'd just exit now if i were you.

[Anonymous No.13441369]

>>13441346
This but not your shit lit. Sartre, Heidegger, Merleau-Ponty, Hobbes and maybe some ethicists give you any insight drugs ever could but much more comprehensively and leave you able to articulate it beyond "i don't know man, it was just... weird."

[Anonymous No.13441376]

>>13439888
did the other guy cum on you to assert dominance?

[Anonymous No.13441404]

>>13440015
If you never run into it naturally through life, feel blessed.

[Anonymous No.13441418]

Accutane. I'm mixed on it though. The acne i had in my teens was the severe cystic variety. The med worked. But goddamn those long term side effects.

[Anonymous No.13441423]

>>13441404
I know people who had it and say it was massively underwhelming. Heart racing, teeth grinding and inability to sleep for a day or two but that's it.

[Anonymous No.13441443]

>>13441423
good meth used to be euphoric, so did speed/crank
todays meth leans more to straight stimulant

[Anonymous No.13441450]

>>13439700
4-AcO-DMT, still have flashbacks every now and then

[Anonymous No.13441460]

>>13441266
Just from random internet tests taken 5ish years apart. Admittedly that's weak, but the changes in my ability to think are substantial. For example, I now have have a very poor sense for directions and relative positions of landmarks. Never used to be a problem, now I can't figure out a lot of verbal/written directions or alternate routes on the fly even in familiar areas. It's like my mental maps went away.
Another example, for my old job I'd have to make materials lists for bids. Used to be that I could walk through the job and add things in my mind as I went along. As a result of my binge, I've found it impossible to hold any material item in my head long enough to add it up. Eg 'I need 280 feet of number 5 rebar. at 10 feet per stick that means i need x sticks' is often impossible for me to do without writing it down. Never was a problem in gradeschool or during my stem education.
I've got plenty of other examples that come up every day, multiple times a day. The exact measurement of IQ change doesn't matter so much as the fact that I've become embarassingly stupid at a number of things that were formerly second nature to me.

[Anonymous No.13441468]

>>13441369
>Sartre
LMFAO. Good job naming the greatest sophist of the 20th century.
>Thinking Spengler is cringe
I'm sorry bruv, there's no helping you.

[Anonymous No.13441475]

>>13441468
I don't know spengler but i do know you. Sartre is well worth reading and between him an Niezstche you have all the material to handle any 'what the fuck do i do with reality now' questions that come after a strong trip.

[Anonymous No.13441479]

THIS WHOLE BOARD IS FULL OF DRUGGOS?

[Anonymous No.13441489]

>>13441479
>THIS WHOLE BOARD IS FULL OF DRUGGOS?
>THIS WHOLE *WORLD IS FULL OF DRUGGOS
all of human history is littered with substance use and abuse, its only the last shitty hundred years that you've been brainwashed into thinking its bad, because (((productivity)))

[Anonymous No.13441494]

>>13441479
You kidding? This board is full of drug addicts and schizophrenics. Tons of mental illness on this board and it's blatant in almost any thread. That's why everyone here LARPs 24/7 and pretends they're going to be rich some day. Mental illness/drug addiction is rampant on this pathetic shit flinging forum.

[Anonymous No.13441549]

>>13439700
smoking a bag of fake heroin, trying to smoke molly and ritalin, smoking crack and meth and doing so much meth. lol

[Anonymous No.13441568]

>>13439849

[Anonymous No.13441588]

Cocaine was the most overrated thing ever

Regret alcohol the most

Would like more xanax

[Anonymous No.13441593]

>>13439814
Cringe and liberal as fuck

[Anonymous No.13441598]

>>13441128
exercise. read. drink water. eat food. shower. walk (far).

[Anonymous No.13441601]

>>13439700
codeine

[Anonymous No.13441602]

>>13439888
My bad, this is cringe and lib as fuck. Quoted The wrong one

[Anonymous No.13441617]

>>13441369
So bringing it to contemporary gounds of the 20th century, Jean Baudrillard‘s ‘simulacrum and simulation’ concept expansion of simulations fascinated me. Particularly within the matrix having a sort of ‘reboot’. This peaks, if I may, my interest in the ‘simulacrum’ or science fiction computation and artificial manifestations of reality. These discoveries are seen through Terrance McKenna’s work along with his brother on the psychedelic called amanita muscaria. This is a few reports but personally I hope medical mushrooms pass but we need a buzz term like mycology therapy. Have you read any of those authors? I have Hobbes on my backlog so figured I would share some relevance to listing scientist from around the same time of in lieu of personal account of mythology or theism. Can you give a description of each of the authors you listed or which you have read etc? I too seek to question reality.

[Anonymous No.13441629]

For all you out there with permanent cognitive damage from abuse, psilocybin might help. Respect it tho, it's not a drug but a medicine only meant to be used in therapeuticial purposes, also dyor. Shrooms effect on the brain is truly revolutionary but once again, do be careful.

[Anonymous No.13441637]

>>13441617
If you liked simulacra you would very much enjoy 1000 plateaus.

[Anonymous No.13441646]

>>13441173
Heh I tried this too, but actually got high.

Only problem is the cough syrup was packed full of sorbitol so not only was I high, but I also had the worst diarrhea of my life at the same time.

[Anonymous No.13441648]

>>13439700
Alcohol

[Anonymous No.13441653]

>>13441637
Robotripping? LSA?

[Anonymous No.13441677]

>>13439700
LSD

Had a bad trip last week, almost died. Really put off all drugs forever, ruined drugs for me entirely. I deserved it for abusing it

Super depressed rn thinking of kms

[Anonymous No.13441682]

>>13441677
Me too. But I did shrooms and I am still fucked up 2½ years later. Lost my job and everything else.

[Anonymous No.13441693]

>>13441682
Really? Cool. So what we just both fucked ourselves for life? I guess suicide is cool

[Anonymous No.13441701]

>>13439970
I know what you mean.
I was wondering if anyone else had a bad trip which combined with ego death resulted in problems with self confidence
Because it had that effect on me

[Anonymous No.13441756]

>>13441677
>>13441682
>>13441693
h-hi shrooms here to among other stuff

[Anonymous No.13441773]

>>13441677
People really are stupid. It's not because everyone take one pad that you should you sheep. Take less. I have taken LSD for 6 month, I never took more than half a pad, and always had extremely pleasant trips.

[Anonymous No.13441830]

Benzos

Addiction is different to everyone; as in you dont have the predisposition to become addicted to everything just to certain substances.

Tangled with coke, speed, designer drugs, opiates, molly, ghb name it.

To me nothing is worse than benzo's. Horrible nightmares, sweat, brainfog and crippling anxiety during withdrawal. Yet always theres this little voice in the back of my head. Just one pill for good sleep wont do you harm. Just this ones. Before you know it youll be finding excuses to take them the next day again and again.

That shit is the devil

[Anonymous No.13441838]

>>13441629
Bonus;

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mPqWstVnRjQ

[Anonymous No.13441846]

>>13439700
DMT. I really lost myself after a terrifying trip. I left the room, or "blasted off", and it made me question everything and quit my job and drop out of school to make a new path for myself.

[Anonymous No.13441861]

>>13440664
FAG

[Anonymous No.13441863]

>>13441846
What are you up to these days?

[Anonymous No.13441864]

>>13441701
Me here , too.
Tripped on Acid like 30 times in total and the first bad trip I had was like after the 20th time, so needless to say that it got me a bit on the wrong foot. Needed like 6-9 months to recover but afterwards, I was a much better human than before, got my first gf, made it in crypto etc..

The drug I regret taking is 100mg amphetamine (without tolerance) because afterwards, I felt like I lost 15 IQ points and my memory bandwidth was vastly reduced for several months. It's probably not a big deal if you take less but on such high doses, it tends to fuck up the dopamine system for quite some time.

[Anonymous No.13442095]

I was mainlining ritalin daily around a decade ago. Was on a ton of other drugs, methadone, benzos and pretty much anything I could get my hands on but after 10 years clean the only one I still get cravings for is the damn ritalin.

[Anonymous No.13442126]

Currently dabbing concentrates about 3-5 times a day and have been for 6 months.
I'm tired, weak, have 0 motivation and struggle to eat or sleep unless I'm high.
Tell me to quit

[Anonymous No.13442137]

>>13442126
Drugs are meant to be fun dude, that sounds shit. Quit

[Anonymous No.13442201]

>>13442095
i'm on ritalin right now it's subtle and decent when you're just trying to walk thru this cold plane but i sometimes go ages just forgetting about it, would suck to actually crave the shit desu

[Anonymous No.13442228]

>>13442201
The rush when used IV is literally better than crack. That's the only way you'll really get hooked on it. Stay the fuck away from needles lads.

[Anonymous No.13442243]

>>13439700
Lyrica and Benzodiazepines

But I find Lyrica even more addictive than opioids

[Anonymous No.13442261]

>>13442126

Nice that was me 6yrs ago. I didnt smoke dab, but weed in general for everyday for 2yrs to the point I got very paranoid and anxiety for the last 6months but I still 'had' to smoke. It ended up in somekind of psychosis.
I regret it as fuck, its a smoky curtain in my life. All I did when I woke up was to think 'where do I get my morning smoke'. Then I hang out with guys I knew had weed etc. It was trash.

>>13442228

I'm so dissapointed that many of my old good hangout buddies use IV or are in jail now. If not, they are on the borderline of it. Shit is crash

[Anonymous No.13442282]

>>13441693
I'm much better, had panic attacks everyday for like a year. Just get one from time to time now. But still my life is rekt pretty much, can't keep a job.

[Anonymous No.13442319]

I snorted fentanyl a few times. Did not enjoy it. Opiates fuck my stomach up. It's also by the far the hardest and most degenerate drug I've ever tried.

[Anonymous No.13442401]

megadose CBD/low THC edibles, super trippy, different from 50/50 or high thc feeling, turns pain into pleasure and excitement so you can imagine the shit you do while tripping on this..

[Anonymous No.13442544]

>>13439700
Carbohydrates.

[Anonymous No.13442584]

Shrooms. Tripped on 6g of golden teachers and was spazzing out on the bed for 3 hours, making noises, laughing, screaming and yelling, speaking in tongues. My life was flashing before my eyes for most of it. It was fucked; I thought I had finally gone and ruined my brain.

Never had a bad acid trip though... 50 or so trips and counting. It goes with me so stupidly well.

[Anonymous No.13442596]

Heroin, I was strung out from 18-20, prayed to god I would die every night and woke up pissed I was alive. Been off the junk for almost 9 years now. I still smoke some weed here and there and have 2-4 beers a week. Hard drugs just aren’t worth it imo.

[Anonymous No.13442599]

Sugar

[Anonymous No.13442600]

>>13441450
Elaborate? I was keen to order some

[Anonymous No.13442603]

>>13439970
Glen?

[Anonymous No.13442619]

>>13441846
To be fair you probably didn't have much to lose, but your ego!!!!

[Anonymous No.13442668]

Weed. Smoked nearly everyday for 2.5 years. It feels like permanent damages have occurred. I just feel dumber, as tho my IQ has decreased by st least 5, maybe 10 points. My memory has gone to shit, especially long term. My friends bring up past memories asking "do you remember that time we XXXX" and for the most part I have no recollection.
It also killed my motivation and eagerness to do anything, I was counting down the minutes at work so I could come home and melt into the couch and that's it, that was my day.

Drugs are bad

[Anonymous No.13442690]

Adderall

[Anonymous No.13442695]

Also psychedelics are the greatest thing to grace this universe. Anyone who got fucked up on them is just natural selection

[Anonymous No.13442707]

>>13442695
>psychedelics good
>other drugs bad
Literally the most NPC thing to say

[Anonymous No.13442713]

>>13442584
This. Anyone who thinks shrooms are a profound insightful experience has never taken it to a full amount and experienced the schizophrenia.

[Anonymous No.13442723]

Doing shrooms, mescaline, lsd, etc gave me a new lease on life and made me realize I was wasting it on total bullshit. You know what’s a hilarious concept on a good trip? Money, possessions, working for shekelberg for more money, etc

[BSV will win No.13442731]

>>13439700
4chan.

[Anonymous No.13442741]

>>13442707
Hitler did nothing wrong, faggot

[Anonymous No.13442751]

>>13442707
Nah i stand by what I said. Psychedelics are fucking great and useful. Their therapeutic index is on the same level as thc (toxic dose/lowest dose of effect) and they're non addictive. One of the founders of AA did acid with Aldous huxley and that helped him quit drinking. Polymerase chain reactions were thought up of on an acid trip. Suck my uncircumcised cock you faggot

[Anonymous No.13442758]

>>13442751
Aldous was CIA asset you dumb cunt. Helping them to spread psychedelics to the counter movements

[Anonymous No.13442767]

>>13440132
Pussy. I’ve been dropping 3 strips for half a year now. Still hold down a six figure job. Don’t blame the drugs for your own retardation

[Anonymous No.13442774]

>>13440219
Citation needed. I saw an article where a guy thought he turned into OJ and flew off a window.

If you believe that I l’ve got some bags for you to hold

[Anonymous No.13442783]

>>13440973
Those are rookie numbers, plus the 100 mcg trip must have been ruined by your tolerance and microdosing during the week.

>dabs every other day
Try a whole gram every day and then we’ll talk about “heavy usage”

[Anonymous No.13442799]

>>13441423
Yeah and 80% of the time you’ll be searching the ground for more meth. Hotel owners are evil and they speckle the floor so it looks like there’s shit on the ground

[Anonymous No.13442825]

i dont regret the amphetamine, speed, booze and weed from 15 to 17. those teen memories will forever last.

what i do regret is cocaine and booze in my 20s. mixed with whores and gambling that shit fucking destroyed me. the first months the joy seems to last forever but after 2 years you literally feel like death and the drugs stop working for the most part

i turned into a huge bitch now that im withdrawing from it and i dont give a fuck. im playing with my puppy and watching sitcoms with my mom on weekends now. rather do that for the rest of my life than overdosing one day and making my family cry

[Anonymous No.13442831]

>>13441346
>>13441369
No. This isn't something you can get from reading a book, and the only reason I was vague to the point of being akin to 'I don't know man..it was just weird' is I didn't want to sperg out. I was not on Earth, more likely not even in our dimension. I was in contact with 2 beings that didn't even have a solid definable shape, the best way I can describe them was 2 dimensional beings made entirely of sunspots. Despite that, there's not a single doubt in my mind they were not only very much alive, but much more advanced than we are. Where I was was essentially an endless pitch black room with no definable ceiling or floor, with the walls being entirely what I can only describe as panels alternating being full of neon green and pink plasmas. It wasn't some spiritual or esoteric experience, I didn't feel as though I was among the divine; I felt as if I was aboard an alien spaceship. Sorry but no book is going to show you what I can still see. I function just fine, possibly better than before I did DMT, but I am still very much broken as a result or doing it.

[Anonymous No.13442835]

>>13442825
amphetamine and xtc* i meant to say. speed is what we call amphetamine here

[Anonymous No.13442843]

>>13442758
They were useful in psychotherapy in the 50s before CIA went full retard. They're banned now because they quickly realized a mass population that can experience ego death is dangerous to the established order. That's why its shilled as a hippie drug, so when you do reprogram yourself, its around a bunch of fucking degenerates

[Anonymous No.13442847]

>>13439700
Shrooms.
I hate this world so much

[Anonymous No.13442851]

I've taken a large array of psychedelics, empathogens and stimulants, and by far the most problematic drug in my life has been alcohol. No competition.

[Anonymous No.13442888]

>>13439700
Did 600 micros of LSD in nature. It was great until I decided to smoke weed. It kicked the trip into another gear - saw rainbow colors, fractals and lost my mind along with any conecept of time, for a few hours.
Did LSD one more time after that but I love shrooms a lot more. Feels more natural.

[Anonymous No.13442932]

>>13442831
Unless they imparted some great knowledge on you. You can literally get that from reading books on physics and esoteric ideas. Multiple dimensions anyone whose not a brainlet can come to a conclusion there are probably other entities more advanced than us that inhibit those realms. I’ve done my fair share of psychs and I’ve grown way more from reading and meditating than drugs. Though I think DXM opened up something where I saw glimpses of my future which is weird.

[Anonymous No.13442992]

>>13439700
alcohol,

slav here, started drinking when I was 15, fucked up so much and missed so much opportunity that its really sad, social life, education, even phyical development and health problems, thankfully I quit when I was 21 and have been sober since but still is 5 years of my life is gone

[Anonymous No.13442995]

>>13439713
Seriously? How does spice fuck your dick up?

[Anonymous No.13443003]

coffee. alcohol. been drinking both since i was 10. god knows how i'd have developed if i stayed away

[Anonymous No.13443048]

>>13442932
Well it's a different thing between being able to conceive of such things which I already was able to, and actually experiencing them. No, no knowledge granted, just more questions really. I guess I did learn about the insignificance of my own existence, but beyond that, just interdimensional insanity.

[BSV will win No.13443069]

>>13443003
jury's still out on coffee. some say it's really good for you, others that it's bad (but not really bad). personally i think a low amount like 2 cups a day only makes you healthier.

cgp grey haven't corrected his classic pro-coffee video yet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTVE5iPMKLg

[Anonymous No.13443081]

>>13442847
Because of disillusion?

[Anonymous No.13443103]

>>13443048
>inter dimensional insanity
That’s a good way to sum up 70-80% of psychedelic experiences. I have been tempted to do a shroom trip since I haven’t touched psychs in 2-3 years because my last trip of acid and DXM resulted in a month long psychosis episode. I’m probably best just staying away because again I don’t think there’s anything drugs will give me that books and meditation can’t also, tho my new found knowledge and open mindedness makes it tempting.

[Anonymous No.13443152]

>>13442713
Well duh? If you act like a complete idiot you deserve the aftermath of it. Who the fuck takes such a high dosage anyways not knowing what the fuck you are playing with? Inside a apartment?

Shrooms are best at 1g-2.5g in my opinion. If you are experienced and have a solid mind you can play around with higher dosages.

Why do I bother tho, people are stupid and deserve the outcome.

[Anonymous No.13443156]

>>13442599
This. I've been smoking weed on and off for 15 years, and taking microdoses of acid weekly for almost 3 years straight rn . Weed has its problems for sure, but all of the experiences in this thread just confirm the fact that problems with drugs almost always come from people taking too much.

[Anonymous No.13443162]

>>13440582
Smoking weed is nigger fuel. It was a gateway drug for me but I love psychadelokz and stimmies. Heroin, crack, cocaine, meth, fentanyl, MDMA I was able to have casual experiences with. Even drinking. Smoking weed is satan's curse. Fortunately I have weed oil prescribed to me because i love it too much to ever quit but at least i smoke drastically less.

[Anonymous No.13443167]

>>13441830
Same my dude

I've done every drug and can get off them easily except for benzos. I've always been an insomniac so benzos was like manna from heaven for the first year. The high makes me feel like a little kid with no inhibitions, music sounded great, all that fluffy shit. Now they don't even put me to sleep anymore but I still take it hoping it will work.

[Anonymous No.13443179]

>>13443162
I've taken to draining vape pen cartridges and hitting them in the dab rig straight.

I'm pretty sure it's cheaper to get the wax, but the wax is too convenient, and I end up hitting a gram over one session :(

[Anonymous No.13443187]

>>13439795
same

[Anonymous No.13443207]

>>13442932
What are some physics & esoteric books your recommend?

[Anonymous No.13443242]

>>13443103
Lmao no it is not. I do LSD often and have done shrooms dozens of times, there's no comparison. DMT isn't a trip at all, you are no longer wherever you were. It's not something you can take and then manage to go out on like I can on acid. The lasy physical sensation i felt was my bowl falling into my lap, and then back and sober 6 or 7 minutes later.

[Anonymous No.13443254]

>>13443179
Concentrates are satanic. Youre basically a crackhead. If your tolerance is such that smoking .1 grams of bud cant get you off then imo thats a problem.

[Anonymous No.13443276]

>>13443207
Idk if I’d call it physics (though the author is an Astro physicist from fucking Israel of all places) but a book that peaked my interest in science in general was the golden ratio by Mario livio. It outlined how nature favors mathematical patterns and fractals which made me start looking for patterns in all my endeavors like most other autists do. Esoteric the best starting place is Prometheus rising but if you really want to dig deep into the occult the secret teaching of all ages by manly P hall and Blavatsky’s secret doctrine are super in depth (though sort of a dry read). Reading those things during work hours have made wage cucking 10x more bearable.