It’s an endless cycle... one thing keeping me from ending it all.

[Anonymous No.12956325]

>wakeup

>check CMC

>check biz

>check Reddit

>check YouTube

>check biz

>watch 5 minutes of porn video

>pause porn (in the middle of fapping) to go on biz

>rinse and repeat literally all day every fucking day

I’m stuck in this cycle and don’t know how to gtfo.

I keep saying “MUH bull run is around the corner” but we all fucking know this shit is going to be sideways for another 6 months

Shit feels hopeless frens...

[Anonymous No.12956333]

>>12956325
dude it could be a lot worse than sideways is what i've come to realize. It could go to 1500 for the next year. I think we need to get some skills. I'm learning to trade so i can be closer to freedom each paycheck.

[Anonymous No.12956338]

>>12956333
Your trips brought joy into my life

[Anonymous No.12956354]

In case no larp:

First thing you have to do is force yourself into a PATTERN INTTERUPT. Right the fuck now, switch off your phone and PC and go for a long walk or run (1 hour+). Don't bring your phone with. Get some fresh air in nature and just get your mind off things.
Stop eating junk food, just cut that shit out as it makes your brain foggy and fucks with your will power in other areas. Also, get some motherfucking sleep and drink at least 3 liters of water today. Just fucking do it, don't ask questions.
Get the fuck on /r/nofap and read the top posts. Really digest why the fuck fapping screws with your hormones. Visit this website: https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/
Learn some MEDITATION motherfucker. This is the best book on the subject. Fucking read it. http://misc.equanimity.info/downloads/mindfulness_in_plain_english.pdf

Now that you're stabilizing your body and mind, its time to look into yourself and find your passions again. Read a lot of /r/theredpill to get an understanding of your masculinity. Your passion is the way you make love to the motherfucking world. Your seed is the output of your work, and gives you both purpose and peace. You need this to break free from addictive cycles.

Don't delay another day, every day of the cycle cements your neural pathways deeper and makes it harder to get out of.

[Anonymous No.12956375]

>>12956354
Cringe

[Anonymous No.12956381]

>>12956354
thank you

[Anonymous No.12956394]

>yfw this gets you to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
>yfw it's not a train or a truck or a bullet
>yfw it's everything your hope that died a long time ago ever wanted

It resets you and makes you extremely suggestible to reprogramming.

[Anonymous No.12956410]

>>12956354
This is a good post. Listen to it, anons.

[Anonymous No.12956536]

>>12956354
nofap is important, if you can add nopillow to your life

[Anonymous No.12956646]

>>12956325
i was in that cycle. added hiking to distract myself and you can check that stuff on your breaks.

anon if you're going to be a neet just have something like that to distract yourself for 6-10 hours and you won't feel so bad.

[Anonymous No.12956687]

>>12956325
Haha... are you me? Upvoted!

[Anonymous No.12956779]

>>12956333
>It could go to 1500 for the next year
Anon...
This is exactly where it will go. If you think 3.5k is the bottom I have bad news for you son.

[Anonymous No.12956879]

How do you go about meditation?
This fucking image board, mobile app, reddit, hackernews etc are absorbinng my mind

I want to get back to the attention span whenn I was kid and I was getting bored and making all kind of plans. This was such a good time.

Any anon has been regaining his attention span?

[Anonymous No.12956882]

>>12956325
r u me

[Anonymous No.12956913]

>>12956375
Hes right you know....