Anyone else feel empty by getting more women, but can’t stop chasing them at the same time?

[Anonymous No.12391293]

Pic related is my spreadsheet. I haven’t updated since November and now the number is at 32.

How do I get over the feeling of needing to be validated by women to have a worthwhile existence? I wish I was LARPing. Yes I’ve gotten chlaymdia four times. I haven’t gotten anyone pregnant.

Does it feel better the more girls you fuck? I’m 22 and in college if it helps.

[Anonymous No.12391323]

>>12391293
Anon you reminded me of that insane Norwegian girl who keeps condoms of men she fucked in her wall. You might have a sex addiction, seek help

[Kekovicius !!seZ2sXABmE3 No.12391333]

>business and finance
But, find someone you can emotionally connect with before having sex. Also, you wrote "six" in 3rd column, 3rd row, but numbers in the rest of the column, might want to get that fixed.

[Anonymous No.12391336]

Excellent work, anon. I also keep a spreadsheet and hit #125 on Saturday.

I have fucked some girls simply by showing them the spreadsheet (or a derived chart) and asking if they want to become a statistic.

Others are BADLY freaked out to learn that you keep a record of any kind (clearly it is severely autistic). So be careful with mentioning it.

Can confirm you never really get satisfied with it and will always want more. Good to start so young, though, I didn't even break #10 until I was pushing 30 :/

If you start tracking exact dates you can come up with interesting plots that indicate your fluctuating health state and vigour. My lays cluster strongly, ten in a few weeks and then none for a while, etc. As my sex drive and energy levels ebb and flow.

[Anonymous No.12391363]

>>12391323
Go to a therapist? I don’t have money for that chit, I’m buying shitcoins.
>>12391333
Thanks anon, I’ll change the number. It’s so hard for me to emotionally connect to any girl after getting badly burned last summer by a girl I really loved.
>>12391336
How do you introduce the spreadsheet into the convo? Kek, also how the hell did you reach 125 girls after you turned 30? Online dating? Cold approach?

[Anonymous No.12391374]

>>12391323
I just read that again. Kept condoms of men she fucked in her wall? Strong wtf, did she keep yours? Kek

[Anonymous No.12391399]

>>12391293
No anon it gets worse. Learn from my mistakes. Don’t have sexy again until you are married to a virgin. If you can’t find a virgin then someone who’s had under 5 partners. I’m not even joking.

[Anonymous No.12391421]

>>12391399
Sex has gotten pretty meaningless desu. Does have sex with a virgin really make it meaningful again?

[Anonymous No.12391449]

>>12391293

>no column for nationality
>no column for age

Never going to make it. Get on my level anon.

[Anonymous No.12391454]

>>12391363
>How do you introduce the spreadsheet into the convo? Kek, also how the hell did you reach 125 girls after you turned 30? Online dating? Cold approach?

Vast majority from tinder. I am SHIT at cold approach and social circle, despite being very good looking and quite good at talking. I suffer a lot of anxieties and shame about getting with girls, which is prob why I had to overcompensate so much like this.

I'm 32 now and am really embarrassed to be such a fucking loser doing this shit, wish I had a wife and job and all that shit. But I lost my 20's to internet forums.

[Anonymous No.12391461]

>>12391293
This is fucking disgusting.

[Anonymous No.12391465]

>>12391421
uhm I really thought the sex with my first virgin gf was the best even though she completely sucked at it and didn't do anything at all.

yeah... its weird.

[Anonymous No.12391473]

Jesus christ this thread is depressing. Society is a mess.

[Anonymous No.12391474]

>>12391293
>parading fucking bitches less than 8/10
The ABSOLUTE state

[Anonymous No.12391490]

this is some quality autism
8/10 for not including skin texture, odor, and 3 generations of heritage

[Anonymous No.12391504]

>>12391293
26 here I don't keep a spreadsheet. Without Thailand vacations I'm probably around 20 now. If we count times I took home some 3/10 and whiskey dick plus ugly girl resulted in not hard peepee maybe 25.

With Thailand vacations well in the 100s.

[Anonymous No.12391511]

I honestly believe society is going to degrate badly when boomers are gone. This degeneracy ist just insane, all I con do with these thots is stick it into these objects and thrust hard until I cum and then run. The thought that they did the same shit with x guys before me and will do it with x guys after me just disgusts me. Never going to commit and have children even if it is my greatest wish but at this price it is just not going to work out.

[Anonymous No.12391514]

>>12391449
I have more to the column, I just couldn’t fit it in the photo. I have the dates of last contact, their current relationship status, and whether they are alive or dead (one of my gals passed a couple of weeks ago.) Post your spreadsheet anon.
>>12391454
Why do you feel like a loser? Also what do you mean “lost your life” to Internet forums? I will admit, I do browse I Ferber forums at least 30-60 mins daily, should I stop this?
>>12391465
Yeah, I would rather have a girl who is inexperienced yet enthusiastic to have sex with me rather than an experienced “dead fish” type of gal. Maybe looking for love is better than looking for sex outlets.

[Anonymous No.12391534]

>>12391293
>attractiveness
>Six
>6
>6
>7
I was about to read your blog but I can't get over this. Fix this, you piece of shit.

[Anonymous No.12391537]

>>12391473
Help me anon.
>>12391474
Kek, I’m a 6/10 irl so I get what I get.
>>12391504
Why do you want to forget who you’ve stuck your dick inside?
>>12391511
Society told me to do this. I thought adding to my spreadsheet would bring me ultimate happiness.

[Anonymous No.12391552]

>>12391534
I know it’s annoying it glitches out. I have OCD also.

[Anonymous No.12391554]

>>12391293
>had mental issues

Oh, the irony

[Anonymous No.12391579]

God I wish I could just find a plain looking, blonde, petite virgin girl to marry. It's a shame even church types are turbo sluts these days.

[Anonymous No.12391582]

>>12391293
>having sex
loser kys

[Anonymous No.12391595]

why do people do this? Don't they feel ashamed?

[Anonymous No.12391607]

>>12391537
I sometimes try to remember each of them when laying in my bed at night. I prefer to keep memories not spreadsheets my fren

[Anonymous No.12391610]

>>12391595
I prefer to actually remember who I’ve stuck my private parts into. LMAO @ Alzheimer cucks.

[Anonymous No.12391619]

>>12391607
Trust me, I have vivid memories of every single one...

[Anonymous No.12391625]

>>12391610
I'm not asking you why you keep the spreadsheet...that's not such a big deal, but rather why you have sex with so many women, and also so carelessly.

[Anonymous No.12391644]

>>12391537
don't you see that we cuck each other?

[Anonymous No.12391696]

>>12391625
It adds to my sense of self worth. And for the stories I tell my friends. Some of them were because of legitimate emotional connections. 75% were just smashes.
>>12391644
What do we do anon?