This is the end for me

[Anonymous No.11365573]

Goodbye /biz/. Not LARP. Here my story, just give me the time of day to tell my only remaining friends something that I have not told anyone else.

About a year and a half ago I was unhappy wagecucking. I had a great job looking back, but I went for a lateral move at my job, 3 months of working hard to showcase my talent. Unfortunately the team didn't make me an offer. I worked for 2+ years in my current role and I was trapped, tried to work my way up but I kind of shot myself in the foot by telling my boss I wanted to make a move to another team.

Needless to say, I became the guy who never got promoted as everyone else around me moved up. Literally everyone on my team but me. I was miserable everday, feeling unvalued, and despite having 100k in my bank, I wanted to make a name for myself.

I discovered crypto, threw 25k in, and over the course of several months I made close to a million dollars. I finally made it, or so I thought. I was unprepared to deal with the crash, kept buying dips, and opening a loan out. As I stand today, I have 50k in my 401k, 20k to my name, and I am 60k in debt unable to get a job because of a large employment gap discrimination.

Im going to cash my 401k out, use the remainder of my crypto to pay off my debt, then jump off the Verrazano Bridge in New York.

Im not looking for sympathy. I viewed this as my last hurrah before ending myself anyway, and in a way Ive found accord. I went for it, I didnt settle, and even though that was the smarter thing to do, I face my decision.

Im happy, finally happy and come to terms. I will be drafting a final response to my family, cutting off loose terms, and letting it all out with the remaining few people who are important in my life.

Chrstine, Im sorry I couldnt give you the life you wanted.

And /biz/, thanks for everything. The memes, wojacks, JUST frasers, and everything inbetween kept me upbeat in my final days.

Goodbye /biz/

[Anonymous No.11365596]

See you faggot tomorrow

[Anonymous No.11365610]

Just make sure you are sober. If you have the nerve to kill yourself sober, you actually meant it

apart from that wish you the best brother, might join you one day. theres absolutely nothing wrong with suicide.

just make sure its the right decision

[Anonymous No.11365615]

>>11365573
Why would you pay off debt before killing yourself???

[Anonymous No.11365628]

>>11365573
You have white genetics, born in a first world country. And you just squandered it away.... As a person born in one of the worst countries for entrepreneurial enlightenment. FUCK YOU. God the opportunities you are wasting.

[Anonymous No.11365632]

>>11365615

This is a debt a friend gave to me. I am not going to fuck him over. If it was for mr. goldstein id tell him to suck it

[Anonymous No.11365686]

I suggest u dont

[Anonymous No.11365688]

Serious follow up question.

I have 800 credit and access to 75k credit line in potential cash out. Credit card debt is not considered bereavement on settlement for any remaining, if any assets i have when Im gone.

How do I help someone out without it making it look sketchy? I want to do one last deed, and I can give less of two fucks if goldman sachs or chase cannot collect my outstanding

[Anonymous No.11365691]

you'll probably regret it during the fall
money isn't really shit to be honest
I made a mill last year and did the things I've always wanted to do
they were fun but not what I expected it killed the wonder
there are 1000s of other things you can do that money can't buy
try to put your head in a different place and stop worry about financial success (only 1 very minor gauge of the human experience)

[Anonymous No.11365705]

>>11365688
if you care about your girl get a life insurance policy put her as a beneficiary and make it look like an accident
most life insurance has a 2 year suicide clause

[Anonymous No.11365711]

>>11365688
Just buy BTC with it and send it to me. :-)

[Anonymous No.11365712]

>>11365688
most CCs will only let you take out certain % in cash back.

You would have to buy valuable shit and give it away

[Anonymous No.11365713]

>>11365705

looked into that and unfortunately my life insurance policy is null from quitting my job. opening a new one and dying would be a hard clause, likely attributing even a high speed crash to a suicide. I dont think thats worth it, but i definitely considered it

[Anonymous No.11365721]

>>11365573
DON'T DO IT YET OP. NOT BAITING OR TROLLING JUST TRY AT LEAST ONCE THE LOTTERY

Seriously. Ignore my autistic behavior and try at least once

[Anonymous No.11365729]

>>11365711
Ah I forgot to add my adress OP
Its 3NyE8nwfACLoMmF8KqVy4cvbvQBLBQeaBa

[Anonymous No.11365737]

>>11365721

Is it tonight? heh, why not...I was planning this all out in the coming week.

[Anonymous No.11365739]

Sounds like bait. But if not, fuck you, suicidefags.

>not looking for sympathy

but

>has a job
>has a gf or did she leave you because of denbts?

You've made it compared to most of us in here. I don't get people who would KYS just because of money - as long one has just enough to neet comfortably (which in the US may involve living in your van on $200/mo), what's the hurry?

Grow the fuck up.

[Anonymous No.11365742]

>>11365713
if you lost your job why don't you get out of new york for a while that place is aids
if there really is an afterlife do you want your ghost to be stuck in new york?

[Anonymous No.11365746]

>>11365573
AI is coming. It will save us, even you. It will make us all rich beyond imagination.
Also, explain the work gap by saying that you were working on a crypto startup and then the market died.
People will laugh/find your failure relate able
I know I would

[Anonymous No.11365756]

>>11365573
lmao pay ur debt u still have 10k. i have to get to jan 7th on 3k and i'm happy with my life. stop being a boomer faggot

[Anonymous No.11365758]

>>11365739
>>has a job
>>has a gf
yeah op you're actually lucky

I'm unemployed neet virgin with a felony drug possession charge
but I don't blame you I think about eating a bullet a few times a day

[Anonymous No.11365760]

Dump Christine, proceed with Christine 2.0.
Lower expectations.

[Anonymous No.11365773]

>>11365573
>going to cash my 401k out, use the remainder of my crypto to pay off my debt, then jump off the Verrazano Bridge in New York.

Good Goy! His last move on this earth is giving his overlords his hard earned shekels.
Take example /biz/!

[Anonymous No.11365774]

>>11365573
why would you pay off your debt? nobody is liable for your debt. might as well get a hooker and some blow

[Anonymous No.11365798]

>makes.more than me
>has more than me
>actually had a girlfriend at some point in his life
>bahwww it's so bad I'mma kms XD
By, loser. You won't be missed. I'm on the way up.

[Anonymous No.11365807]

>>11365573
>unable to get a job because of a large employment gap discrimination.
For one year gap? I can't imagine how discrimined i'll be then, last time i worked was 7 years ago... What do?

[Anonymous No.11365812]

>>11365573
Please don't do it. Crypto will go back up some day man.

[Anonymous No.11365821]

>>11365573

Stop being a retard. Half of us here are depressed as FUCK dont actually Gall for the suicide meme. We Will all figure something out anon. Dont check out and increase the NPC to PC ratio. Plz

[Anonymous No.11365822]

>>11365573
just buy LINK and hold retard
it's that easy
also you're in a better position than 99% of Earth's population so killing yourself over it is just pathetic

[Anonymous No.11365831]

>>11365822
the dabbing at the end waste a great apu.gif, sad

[Anonymous No.11365834]

>>11365573
you literally have only 1 life to live. why waste it. you have it better than 99% of the rest of the world out there. cards are already stacked in your favor. just think of the people who would give anything to be in your situation. people literally die trying to make it inside western nations.

also you're an idiot for not cashing out at 1m, but even that 1m wouldn't make you any happier. studies have shown that if you make over 50k a year (basically have your basic needs met), making any more than that is not correlated with an increase in happiness.

hang in there brother. remember you always have the option to kill yourself. its not going to go away, but if you do it, your life will.

[Anonymous No.11365835]

Do some shrooms you fucking faggot

[Anonymous No.11365851]

>>11365573
Hey man. I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough go of it. My dad killed himself in 2008 -- it's a fucked up think to do to the people you love, but I ultimately respect people's right to do it.

What I don't understand is why you, in particular, feel the need to do it. My dad was 10x more fucked that you are right now. You have work experience, money in a retirement account, some crypto left -- I don't get it. Keep up the job hunt, put it all into chainlink, sit on your hands for a year. I bet it'll work out for you.

Just my 2c.

[Anonymous No.11365863]

Don't do it, man. There are thing to do in life.

[Anonymous No.11365867]

>>11365573
>pay off my debt
>then jump off the Verrazano Bridge

Stupid dumb fuck

If you're going to kill yourself you max out your credit cards and spend it all on one last weekend of high end restaurants, posh hotels and hookers.

[Anonymous No.11365868]

>>11365851
I know a girl who suicided herself because her father refused to buy her a nintendo wii back in high school. I wish i was joking...

[Anonymous No.11365878]

>>11365835
Kek this. You don’t know how to release your ego so you instead try to destroy your mind. Good luck with that, life never ends.

[Anonymous No.11365882]

Lol op, why u didnt lock ur price in January????
Yes I did it around 17,200$ but still makes me fell comfy looking at price today..

[Anonymous No.11365901]

>>11365573
It has been a pleasure hanging out with you here.

[Anonymous No.11365921]

>>11365573
Dude instead of killing yourself, you need to simply turn that frown upside down Charlie Brown!

[Anonymous No.11365963]

>>11365691

This 100%. You ask any old person (70+) that's nearing their deathbed, what they regret not doing, or missing out on, or just about their previous life. I can guarantee you most of them won't give a fuck about money... they'll say they regret not spending enough time with their loved ones, or "wasting time" by doing things that made them happy (sports, movies, travelling (on a cheap budget if need be), hanging out with family/friends, getting healthy/fit, beachlife etc etc.).

Don't let money rule you... it's just meant to be there to make the above experiences just A LITTLE NICER or more convenient... nothing more.

[Anonymous No.11365966]

>>11365573
You never know what the future holds, don't be in such a rush to end your life.

[Anonymous No.11365976]

>>11365573
>bulls larping as depression stage
denial stage confirmed, buy orders set for $1500

[Anonymous No.11365987]

>>11365807
Neet for life if you want to be honest. Most people with gap just fake their CV with fake employer (make sure to set it up with some business beforehand).

No different from getting western visa, really.

[Anonymous No.11366012]

>>11365573
fucking pussy.

meanwhile there are people in africa who never has seen a steak before, never will hold a job, never seen a dentist.

And here you are in a 1st world country, bitching about some god damn fucking shekels. Lit KYS you god damn fucking spoiled primadonna.

[Anonymous No.11366017]

All you yolo fags who make a million or so should see this before you start going crazy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAo855cJbNo

I would fucking cash out

[Anonymous No.11366051]

>>11365573
OP, why in the name of all that's Holy would you end your life over your current financial situation? You made close to a million dollars a few months ago...think about that.
Does that not speak to the potential swings and opportunity that's out there?
I'm a carefag, I don't know you but I certainly do not want to see someone end their life over money. The only people who can't make it are crackheads and alcoholics who slept last night in a cardboard box.
Did you do this? Are you this? How about you give it to the new year to see what transpires? How about to apply for 2 jobs each day in industries that interest you , not that pay the most? Hang in there man..nothing is worth dying for unless your dying for someone else.

[Anonymous No.11366054]

>>11365742
this

Go up in the mountains for a bit take only what you need with you. no phone, no internet. It will clear your head up. Go fishing and chop some firewood or something. You will be fresh in no time.

And stop being a spoiled pussy. Life doesn't always hand you what you want, you just have to deal with the cards you are given

[Anonymous No.11366063]

I was around back in 2014, tons of people like you all got rich eventually. Don't be an idiot. Don't sell a single coin. Just hold. Go off the radar, pay bills delivering pizzas if you must. Literally just gotta wait two years, stop being a fucking idiot.

[Anonymous No.11366083]

>make it
>feel undervalued

do you need others or money to give you value
how about you discover your inherent drive, that requires neither of the above to live a fullfilling life

idiot

[Anonymous No.11366108]

>>11365573
bro dont do this shit its not fucking worth it, u gotta keep playing man wtf....

[Anonymous No.11366112]

>>11365573
Hit your knees, ask the Lord for forgiveness and guidance. Move forward with what you have and stop looking at what was, focus on moving forward. One day at a time, and stop worrying about tomorrow, scripture says there is enough strife today, let tomorrow be tomorrow. Never too late to turn your life around son, read Philippians 4:12.

[Anonymous No.11366125]

>>11366112
Wisdom here ^. Good on you Anon.

[Aaaaahhhhhhhh No.11366128]

>>11365921
This

[Anonymous No.11366142]

>>11365573
>Im going to cash my 401k out, use the remainder of my crypto to pay off my debt, then jump off the Verrazano Bridge in New York.

Give it to your family or to charity-debts disappear after death

[Anonymous No.11366152]

>I discovered crypto, threw 25k in, and over the course of several months I made close to a million dollars. I finally made it, or so I thought. I was unprepared to deal with the crash, kept buying dips, and opening a loan out.
jesus fucking christ.

[Anonymous No.11366155]

>>11365573
Why kill yourself for money you have lost? tfw you see your maker beyond and he keks hard coz of your stupid reason you thrown away the gift you have gotten. Pathetic Anon

[Anonymous No.11366180]

>>11365573
Fucking idiot i never even had more than 5k you are the weakest person i've ever seen

[Anonymous No.11366218]

>>11366112
> the Lord
top kek

[Anonymous No.11366296]

>>11365573
OP. srsly, suicide now, is the equivalent of selling/shorting the bottom. Think about it...

[Anonymous No.11366307]

>>11365573
don't be a faggot and look for a job

[Anonymous No.11366605]

>>11365573
Why the fuck would you pay off your debt if your going to an hero?

[Anonymous No.11366658]

>>11365573
nice, solving the overpopulation problem 1 at a time

[Anonymous No.11366666]

>>11366658
there is no overpopulation problem. stop falling for the jewish propaganda.

[Anonymous No.11366679]

>>11365573
my story is similar. a year ago i was in debt. then i discovered crypto and made a million. then bearmarket and trading fucked me. lost almost everything. used what i had left to pay off debt. got nothing now. i aint killing myself its only a million. and im a smart guy. i can easily do it again. i didnt cash out because i wanna be a billioanire someday. to fuck the hottest jap models. like maria ozawa etc

[Anonymous No.11366681]

>>11366666
there absolutely is, we just need 100,000 people that's it

[Anonymous No.11366683]

>>11365573
You will always be welcome here anon. Why not try chopping off a finger first? If you still feel the same......

[Anonymous No.11366703]

>>11365573

Later bro

[Anonymous No.11366734]

>>11366666
There's none if you don't mind dying at age 25 while living in a tent.

[Anonymous No.11366752]

>>11366666
checked. all 7+ billion people on earth could fit in the state of Texas with 1 acre of land of their very own for each person.

[Anonymous No.11366780]

>no LARP
That's how you know it's a LARP. Also
>DO IT FAGGOT

[Anonymous No.11366791]

>>11365573


This is probably sympathy bait but oh well I will bite just in case its real:
Dont fucking do it. There are people on earth that would kill to be in your position! And forget about if christine cant get her white picket fence right now

[Anonymous No.11366813]

>>11366752
That number will go down dramatically if those are your only requirements for "living."

[Anonymous No.11366834]

>>11365573
short it

[Anonymous No.11366861]

>>11366791
Yeah. You live in/near fucking NYC. People sell ass or scrounge saving in a sweatshop to get on a shitty boat/plane, abandoning everything they know to get there.

It's not like you live in some mideast shithole and get thrown off a roof for not following the correct interpretation of some bullshit doctrine.

[Anonymous No.11366878]

>>11365573

If you pay the debt before an hero you don't understan anything

[Anonymous No.11366992]

>>11366878
Dumb faggot took a loan from his mate instead of a bank. I'm thinking he really should khs (not really though).

[Anonymous No.11367020]

you know the second you an hero the golden bull run will start, right?

[Anonymous No.11367045]

>>11365573
Don't fucking committ suicide you faggot join atomwoffen or something and at leat take out some kikes you fucking pussy

[Anonymous No.11367141]

I've larped so many times as willing to commit suicide that I think most other suicide posts are larps
But dont kys man, we love you. Care for your friends, even if we're the only ones you have
Also think of your parents. I am sure they love you and would be devestated if you decided to leave the world. Get up man and make up your mistakes, because in the end it will be worth it. Maybe that kind of job wasn't for you after all. Maybe you will be so much more successful freelancing.
Just give it a try. None of us want to read up on the news that some man jumped off the Verrazano bridge, knowing it was a fellow biztard
Pay up the debt. Start over again. It's not over

[Anonymous No.11367157]

>>11367141
I can't really give you any financial advice because as you know it, this board is full of so many scammers so it's better to not talk about it. But mark my words that crypto will keep going up for the next 2 years or so. We might see a dump to 4-5k but it goes up from there. So you may live your life further so that you can pay off the debt and more if you just don't sell at the literal bottom

[Anonymous No.11367174]

>>11365963
people always will have regrets at the end of their lives, doesnt matter who or what. Job, family, marriage, livestyle, hedonism or not, whatever. Regrets, always. The old ones that dont complain either have come to peace with that or keep it hidden and lie (for your sake of course) about it.

[Anonymous No.11367205]

>>11365573
wait so you still got 10k and you killing yourself because you tired ? why not spend it to fly to Tibet somewhere to be a English teaching monk bum for a year. you'll be sleeping in the monastery and learn things you'll never imaging you capable of learning.
every day you breathing is a miracle, don't let the cage "they" put you in to consume you.

[Anonymous No.11367214]

>>11365573
>reddit spacing
stopped there. if you want anyone to read your blog post write like a normal human being next time, this shit you're doing actually causes eye cancer

[Anonymous No.11367226]

>>11365573
People telling OP not to do it are fags. If you think it's time to go then go without regrets

[Anonymous No.11367284]

>>11365615
THIS. FUCK THE DEBT GO SPEND YOUR MONEY ON COKE AND HOOKERS.

[Anonymous No.11367316]

>>11365573
good luck i hope you do it otherwise see you tomorrow

[Anonymous No.11367438]

>>11366112
>the Lord
Stopped reading

[Anonymous No.11367455]

>>11365573
>im gonna pay all my debts before killing myself
yes good goy

[Anonymous No.11367487]

IF your going to kill yourself at least give your next of kin the debt that way they’ll always remember you.

[Anonymous No.11367500]

>>11366752
More shit in the street than in India during stomach flu season

[Anonymous No.11368068]

>>11365632
I can respect that.

[Anonymous No.11368132]

>>11365573
Huh? You have enough to pay off your debt. Even after taxes, you may owe like 5k or so at most. Dude what are you worried about? You seriously need to relax. If youre going to withdraw the 401k, then pay your debt off and see how you feel. You'll probably feel a lot better. And most people are in debt lol. Look at our country. We are trillions in debt. It's just part of living in America.

You're probably upset because you had a lot of money on paper, and you're back to being in debt. I know how that feels because I had mid 6 figures, watched it drop and now I have a tax bill in which I owe more than I have. Speaking of which, I have to text my CPA to ge ta payment plan started. The past 8 months have been brutal.

Don't you want to atleast be honest with somebody about it and get another perspective?

[Anonymous No.11368209]

Don't do it fren. Things happen in our life for a reason. You don't know the reason now but at some point in the future you will. And everything will make sense then. But until then your mission is NOT over. Take the red pill. Good luck!

[Anonymous No.11368221]

>>11367214
You can spot all the newfags by them pointing out Reddit spacing as if it wasn't a meme. Check biz threads from 2017 and back, faggot

[Anonymous No.11368256]

>>11365573
and when the bull market returns and all of biz is rich you will have ended yourself for nothing. the bull will return. sine prijects are doing great things. i'sd just sell the shitcoins for bitcoin and buy as much good coin as possible and wait comfy for the resurgence. the bull will return

[Anonymous No.11368775]

>>11365573
Nigga why the fuck would you pay off your debt before killing yourself

[Anonymous No.11368847]

>>11365573
kys over imaginary numbers. smart.

[Anonymous No.11368919]

>>11365573
dont be a pussy OP -- its going to be ok. I'll buy you a beer wherever you are.Write me back, I'll show you the best night of your short life. Non sexual until we call the hookers.

[Anonymous No.11368941]

>>11368221
how cool do you feel? youre a fucking loner faggot stop being proud

[Anonymous No.11368948]

>>11365573
>>11368919
I'm with this guy. I'm unironically in New York as well and could go for a beer. Please, think about the bigger picture. Your friends here will miss you.

[The Mexican No.11368960]

Killing yourself over money, u will be known as a huge pussy by everyone after u die.

[Anonymous No.11368977]

>>11365573
thx, op, just bought 100k!

[Anonymous No.11369015]

>>11368221
Reddit spacing was an actual thing because of different formatting on 4chan and reddit, but since nobody knew what it actually meant, breaking walls of text into paragraphs became "reddit spacing"

As a result you have retards like >>11367214

[Anonymous No.11369064]

I can respect that OP. I'm close to doing the same.
I got falsely accused and got blackballed out of my industry. Now I can't find work for shit. Had a good looking thing that I was likely to get, but just yesterday they said that the requirements for the job have changed and I'm not likely to get hired. My loans are looming, crypto didn't work out, and here I am sitting in my parents place wondering how I'll get out of this mess

[Anonymous No.11369094]

>>11369064
What industry if not a secret?

[Anonymous No.11369104]

>>11365573
Don’t do it, anon

[Anonymous No.11369129]

>>11369094
I'd rather not say because I'm paranoid, but it was pretty typical office work. You can find a story like mine pretty much anywhere.
The big kick in the nuts for me in particular is that my job was very specialized, few such people in the US and they all know each other.

[Anonymous No.11369161]

>>11365573
why would you buy dips after making almost a million? ever heard of risk management? not to rub it in but that just doesnt make any sense at all.

[Anonymous No.11369201]

>>11369064
LARPing faggot, just speak the industry if youre doing that bad. Trust me, no one gives a fuck about you or if you talk about it

[Anonymous No.11369211]

>>11365573
at least let us know when you plan to go thru with it you fucking faggot

[Anonymous No.11369245]

>>11369201
I just don't want any more shit to fall on my head man. Don't believe me if you don't want to.
Just remember, never piss off any 50+ white women at your workplace or they'll tell your coworkers and HR that you are a racist. It's not quite as bad for your social life as getting tweeted about with a #metoo but the result is the same for you.

[Anonymous No.11369277]

>>11369245
lmfao, id tell them to suck my dick and walk out. Its a JOB dude. Youll be fine. Esp if you hold a bag of BTC, XMR, and XLM

[Anonymous No.11369310]

>>11365573
You won't do it.
But if you do, you owe the banks nothing. Don't die somewhere so conspicuous. Get lost at sea.

[Anonymous No.11369343]

>>11365573
based and suicidepilled

[Anonymous No.11369364]

>>11365686
What's the bane of this pornstar?
Is it Sandy Hightops?

[Anonymous No.11369371]

gbye faglord

[Anonymous No.11369756]

>>11366666
Nice quints. If the hidden technology was released by the cabal we would be ok.

[Anonymous No.11369782]

>>11365573
Send me the remaining 10k before you kill yourself?

[Anonymous No.11369817]

>>11365746
>It will save us
it will kill us

[Anonymous No.11369984]

>>11365868
*knew

[Anonymous No.11370126]

At least go out in a cool way. /biz/ needs its own skyking

[Anonymous No.11370139]

aim for the bushes m8

[Anonymous No.11370838]

>>11366054
this, op. don't an hero. pull yourself back up. you can do it.

[Anonymous No.11370969]

>>11365737
take the left over money you have, quit your job and just travel.
Backpack across North america. Europe. Asia. Anywhere.
Do this for a year and see if you want to kill yourself after that. You have nothing to lose so you might as well.