/biz/ - Business & Finance

https://youtube.com/watch?v=CFsbAuX9P4w
i wanna die

>Parents are literally untermensch brainlet tier.

>Father is mentally ill brainlet unironic cuckold.

>Just the thought of procreating trough a small chance of intimacy with women makes me want to vomit and induces slight panic attacks.

These subhuman genes need to die with me.
My life is torture, but can't bring my self to kill myself somehow.
Tried suspension hanging a couple of times but back out every time ears start buzzing and vision starts to become dark, too afraid of surviving with brain damage.

BUY CHAINLINK

>depressed because of money
>depressed because of relationships

i hope you all kill yourselves soon if this is all it takes fo ryou

I feel depressed with uni so I'm dropping out and become a neet for a while. I will take this time off to concentrate on myself and on crypto since it's my only way out anyway but I'm worried if it won't work out. I'd need to go back to uni which I don't really want to and this time would be wasted.
I don't know, the thought of becoming a millionaire with meme internet money sounds unrealistic and too good to be true. Trying to stay positive is hard when the market is performing so bad

>>9519115
same. I'm not planning to neck myself just yet, but I'm certainly going to cut all contacts with my parents once I make it.
Anyway if you don't give a fuck about your life to the point of wanting to kill yourself why not try illegal ways of making money if there's a chance it might improve your life ? I'm leaving this as a last resort in case crypto doesn't work out

>26 years old
>work job I have no passion for
>no gf, very little friends I see maybe once a month
>no interesting hobbies, just spend all day reading and maybe watching movies/documentaries at night
>bored constantly
>lonely, people my age are in long term relationships and getting married
>bad at socializing, have very little in common with people my age

Who else /ennui/ here?

>>9519215
realize that there are hundreds of thousands of young men like you, if you're lucky you will be part of the <1% of investors that walks away with a couple 100k. this is jack shit. you better get back to college sooner or later

>>9517896
desu how can u feel stoic and feel sad about no gains?

>>9517896
i was in the same situation, then i started to buy shitcoins
made 4x with hydro in a few days. Feels fucking good man
my next moon mission is gcc. I already made 2x but there is potential for more

>wanna make it
>have no skills
>am an autistic 21 year old virgin with yellow fever
>no one would teach me how to do anything
w-we're all gonna make it bros
r-right?

>>9517896
Me not depressed but getting into .... Death mood

It like depression because me Blood Lust cannot be sated (i.e. me can't just murder hooker like impulses tell to)

Sex no fix, though being humiliated and fucked silly helps. :P
The only thing that cures me bloodlust are make good trades. Ugh time for put some money into polo margin trade....

>>9519115
>>Parents are literally untermensch brainlet tier.
>>Father is mentally ill brainlet unironic cuckold.
>>Just the thought of procreating trough a small chance of intimacy with women makes me want to vomit and induces slight panic attacks.
>These subhuman genes need to die with me.
>My life is torture, but can't bring my self to kill myself somehow.

Literally and unironically this, you described my parents and my life perfectly, down to father being mentally ill, cuckold, everything. My parents are such colossal losers, especially my mom, they must have squandered at least $200k or so, due to their laziness and pure stupidity. Seriously, fuck em!

life is pure misery always lost oportunities

>>9517896
I went all in on LINK back in october and have been sitting on it since.
I was hoping it'd be $3 by may so I could move out of my parents' home. Being a penniless 24 year old virginal NEET feels fucking terrible.

>>9517896
I have a court date on Monday during which I will likely be placed on probation and possibly have my ability to drive taken from me. I am so nervous. I have kept it secret from my family because my mom is getting older and i can’t stand to add one bpm to her heartbeat in worry. Been bleeding since the “crash” in feb. Drinking when I don’t even want to. I wish I could start this year over. I don’t like myself or my weakness. We will survive. Hang in there. I love my anon frens.

>>9519718
inb4 u know u will make mama cry but u still do it

>>9519718

lol bunch of losers wanting to kill themselves over internet tokens.

90 percent of you won't make it cause you'll just pick some shitter alt coin.

>>9519557
Unironically kill yourself.

>>9519557
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>>9517896
>nearly 25
>recluse mode
>depresso
>circles of self destructive thinking
>trading is my only solace

help.

>Lil Peep is dead
No amount of money will make this sadness go away

become happy thru vocation. that's the best shot people like us got. and getting rich will not change anything, you need purpose.

>>9520511
That picture does not make sense. How and why would an anarchist punk drink an expensive bottle of cognac, cognac being a very refined drink for connoisseurs.

>>9520529
because he's drinking it STRAIGHT FROM THE BOTTLE! SO PUNK!

>quit job, move in with mom to focus on crypto
>her knees fuck up as soon as i move in
>moves like a slug everywhere, needs me to help her with everything
>drags me along all over the place because she can now barely do anything by herself
>fucked-off useless canadian government will only give her $150 a month in disability because she was a housewife who only worked part-time while she raised her kids
>everyone i have ever lived with or had to tag along with has either had the ability to at a snail's pace, or hollered at me and called me every hour of every day, drilling in the notion that i am incompetent to the point where i was basically a kid with stockholm syndrome who hurt myself whenever i couldn't perform up to my own expectations
>shit breathing and choking post-nasal drip for nearly a decade; complained many times until i gave up on complaining because i was yelled at for faking it
>never talk to people in school; like to be alone, and can hardly breathe most of the time
>everyone, even people who seem to have better judgement thinks i'm an edgelord because of it
>they all suck anyway and culture is more shit than ever so there's little to match regardless
>generally too much shit to list in fifty max character limit posts; lived in the shittiest drug den ghetto house in a 10,000 kilometer radius growing up fuck ahahahaha

>be me now
>into crypto for eight months
>only made 5x initial investment
>finally get a few days to do research
>put most of what i have into what seems like an idex gem
>get utterly raped into the grave with serrated red dildos made of cinnabar colored with cadmium paint
>remaining family that i don't ignore is poor and wants money from me
yeah the bogs and i go way back...............................

successful traders please use tool to fuck me up and take whatever there is

>>9519557
every time i see you posting guro-related shit i wanna get back into drawing
don't you ever leave, fucker

>quit job, move in with mom to focus on crypto
>her knees fuck up as soon as i move in
>moves like a slug everywhere, needs me to help her with everything
>drags me along all over the place because she can now barely do anything by herself
>fucked-off useless canadian government will only give her $150 a month in disability because she was a housewife who only worked part-time while she raised her kids
>everyone i have ever lived with or had to tag along with has either only had the ability to move around at a snail's pace, or hollered at me and called me every hour of every day, drilling in the notion that i am incompetent to the point where i was basically a kid with stockholm syndrome who hurt myself whenever i couldn't perform up to my own expectations
>shit breathing and choking post-nasal drip for nearly a decade; complained many times until i gave up on complaining because i was yelled at for faking it
>never talk to people in school; like to be alone, and can hardly breathe most of the time
>everyone, even people who seem to have better judgement thinks i'm an edgelord because of it
>they all suck anyway and culture is more shit than ever so there's little to match regardless
>generally too much shit to list in fifty max character limit posts; lived in the shittiest drug den ghetto house in a 10,000 kilometer radius growing up fuck ahahahaha

>be me now
>into crypto for eight months
>only made 5x initial investment
>finally get a few days to do research
>put most of what i have into what seems like an idex gem
>get utterly raped into the grave with serrated red dildos made of cinnabar colored with cadmium paint
>remaining family that i don't ignore is poor and wants money from me
yeah the bogs and i go way back...............................

successful traders please use tool to fuck me up and take whatever there is

>>9519557
every time i see you posting guro-related shit i wanna get back into drawing
don't you ever leave, fucker

>>9520529
A real anarchist doesnt give a fuck

>>9520739
Which idex coin anon? I've bought into ~5 so far and sometimes it doubles, other times I lose 80% or it does nothing.

>>9520739
Look, Becka, he posted it TWICE!

O M G Jenny, what a LOSER!

>>9519494
Fuck you for getting in earlier than me...hah

>>9520782
sharder
if the shills are correct, i have hopes that it's gonna do well in the next few days, but because i tried learning from my past mistakes i wound up not buying in at a great price
i've slammed my fuckhead against every hard surface within range
real psa for help never develop useless autism movie campaign

>>9520845
pic related i'm too fucking exhausted and retarded to respond with anything hilarious i love you anonxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxox

>>9517896
should've bought peepcoin

>>9517896
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PurLUJCDAq0&index=186

>>9517896
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ukwd9pZLub0

>>9519557
you know the universe is going to destroy you for being such a death obsessed faggot lol I can see it now.
>you finally make it with your shitcoins.
>you're happy for first time in life so you no longer care for guro.
>Go on date with handsome guy.
>He slips you some pills.
>You wake up in a Hostile style rape snuff dungeon.
pottery, also enjoy your ban.

>>9519557
what the fuck is wrong with you. you probably think it's cute to act like some wannabe serial killer

i still miss him

>>9521660
i know how you feel
he died in my arms after his last, final cries
i hope to never forget them
they were the three of the most harrowing, soul-retching cries to the universe i have ever heard

he lived a long fucking life
was my only friend on earth for a few years

jesus christ i fucking miss him

>>9521660
i know how you feel
he died in my arms after his last, final cries
i hope to never forget them
they were the three most harrowing, soul-retching calls to the universe for earthly sanctity i have ever heard

he lived a long fucking life
was my only friend on earth for a few years

jesus christ i fucking miss him

>>9519410
This is our fate anon, accept it already.

You are not alone lads. I too grew up poor. I also had relationships shattered, friendships lost. What little I once had has been lost now to memory. But always remember this feeling in our hearts. We will all make it. I promise you, brothers.

>>9520444
it not guro!
>>9521443
>mfw
cant universe let me happy for 5 mins T_T
>>9521475
kek me will never ever kill anyone
dead bodies are cutie tho :3

>Dramatic soviet music always gets me to this stoic but yet melancholic state

Sounds terrible.

All communists need to be killed.

>>9519557
That's sucks.
I kind of thought you were cool before.
Psychopaths like yourself need to be killed.
No exceptions.

>>9522914
>dead bodies are cutie tho
People who think like this have brain damage, they either need to be killed or have their brain fixed

>tfw never bought BTC

>>9517896
I’m rich and don’t have all my money in crypto like a complete brainlet. Feeling comfy af. Most of you guys aren’t investors or traders, you’re just degenerate gamblers in denial kek.

>>9520511
move on man

>>9517896
Legit planning on kms next week. I'm first going to do all the things I wanted before I go. First I'm going to tell the girl I've been crushing on how I feel. Then I'm going to give my parents my private keys. Lastly I'm going to go hiking up the mountain me and my brother used to go up and end it all. Farewell anons. I thought I was going to make it, but I'd rather die than have to live anymore of this endless torture

>>9523890
Don’t do it. Get help.

>>9523903
Shut up cucc, let the man rest in peace.

>>9523903
Any chance of hapiness gets taken away from me. I've never been able to obtain any self confidence whatsoever. My brother ussd to be my best freind and he's dead. All my money is gone because some fuck convinced me to buy crypto at the top. I'm way too passive to confront him or anyone who has wronged me for that matter. The only reason I haven't ended it all is because I don't want to break my parent's hearts. I legit can't take it. Existing hurts so much. Day in and say out. The only times I'm happy are in my dreams when I am someone else. I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry anon.

>>9523970
Talk to a psychiatrist (not a psychologist). I promise you it’s worth a try.

>>9523970
I used to be in the exact same shows and almost killed myself. Glad I didn't because my life is awesome now. I'd say you'll regret it if you do, but you'll be dead so idk.
Point is you might think you're incapable of living life like a normal person and no one will ever love you, then suddenly after a little bit of hard work you get an awesome job and hot girlfriend. It could happen to you too, might as well give it some time and see if shit works out for you

>>9523890
Hang in there youngling.
Life has twisyed ways buy you gotta hang in there. Here's a story for you:
> Be me 20 years ago living in excommie hellhole
>Dad divorced, in jail
>Quit HS
>Start drifting
>Working in worst conditions possible
>Living at wotkplace ofc because no possibilities whatsoever.
>Eat exclusivelly bread and ramen
>Get good at work, promoted
>Still living in hell, tried to kms with pills
>Woke up in hospital, shame, shame..
>Back to work
>10 years forward
>Got my HS diploma
>Changed workplace for a slightly better one
>Get good at work/ some shit tier gate automations
>Steal the ideea
>Start my own bussiness with $2.5k
>Make in a day 2 month's sallary
>$5k profit in one month
>Work as a robot for 5 years
>Be me now
>$1.5MM, huge house, investments in stocks, bonds, appartments, 2cars, passive income, travel the world every 2-3 months, bbq whenever I want, lift, fuck random whores,etc
Search something that you could do by yourself, learn a trade and go all in.
It will work for you, but you have to try.

>>9524137
>>9524142
I'll try. I honestly go through phases of trying to better my life. Sometimes I say enough is enough. And I start working out, saving money, bettering myself, start studying and learning new things. But then life hits me with its shit and I'm back to feeling down and without hope. And all the bad feelings come back all at once and it's just too much to bare.

I plan on cashing out all my coins and going to Thailand or the Philippines to blow all of my money on drugs, diseased hookers, good food, then I'm going to kill myself.

Wish me luck lads.

>>9517896
Hey OP sick picture hang in there :)

>>9519494
teach me to find the moon coins

>>9523970

I know that feel. Especially about self-confidence

I know it's a cliche, but try meditation. Work out. Have a goal (anything, for now), and work towards it while doing those things.

That might not completely fix the issues, but it'll take you on the path to discovering yourself and getting better. Good luck anon.

>>9517896
you dont even know the first thing about depression.

>be me
>late 20s
>suicidal for most of my life with 5 failed attempts
>accidently get roastie gf prego
>have kid
>now i cant kill myself at all
>never cared about money up until this point in my life
>research for months on how to be a richfag
>end up going all in on crypto and mining farm
>writing my son a book since i never see him
>have no social life outside the chans and discord
>only focus on whitepapers, and crypto related shit
>never give myself a day off
>in so many positions and so diversified im a madman
>have 3 bots trading crypto doing arb
>make 3% daily gains off bots daily when the market isnt triple fucking gay
>nothing gives me joy anymore if it isnt making money
>look back at my life and see how a long string of women ruined it
>roasties were happy with me being a writer and a literal poorfag that could never sell a book to publishers
>if it wasnt for my son i would have never set foot on the pathway of the millionaires
>realize that my only motivation to make money is to literally pass it on
>i want nothing in life except a bad ass computer (already got it) and literally nothing else
>hope everyday that ebola chan finally wipes out africa but it never happens
>my only joy are stinky linky threads and daily mining statistics

tldr; dont ever have kids because when you do you will no longer be able to kill yourself. additionally, i was never in my life ever motivated to make any real money but once i had a kid i immediately set out to be a millionaire. if you lack financial motivation, have a kid but remember you cant kill yourself if you do.

>>9524192
>But then life hits me with its shit and I'm back to feeling down and without hope. And all the bad feelings come back all at once and it's just too much to bare.
I was right there with you my man. Just remember to use your head, it's up to you to make yourself happy and make your life better.
Good luck anon

>>9524372

After making enough money for your kid, move out of the country to somewhere else and just do a complete reset. You're stuck in your old emotions and bad memories it seems...

Note that you don't necessarily have to have a goal or job lined up wherever you're moving

>>9524435
my job is crypto. i run a 36k watt mining farm right now and always adding to it weekly. i cant really move anywhere. i just keep reinvesting everything. im not an isolationist but i genuinely do hate ppl, most ppl. i appreciate the advice but it still doesnt change the fact that nothing is more depressing when you arent a millionaire.

>>9517896
>Started in crypto in June 2017
>Was up 5x on my initial investment in January
>Am now down 25%
>"I-it's only a loss if i s-sell"
JUST

>>9519621
>tfw I know the meaning/story of this pic

Thinkin of ending it all lads

Newfag February buyer. Known about btc for 8 years. I have nothing but my coins now. All I know is bear markets. The "you're too late" fud actually puts me on tilt. Can somebody please tell me what it feels like to moon? Just so I can imagine it.

>be semi-rich crypto neet
>made £750,000 after taxes
>invest 700,000 into a fidelity fund
>still have some crypto but it's kind of play money investing in meme coins
>still working part-time wagecuck job at local supermarket for some reason
>drive a £15,000 car and co-workers think I am a drug dealer or something since I only earn like £8,000 a year
>decide to start a side-business
>good at drawing and design anime style t-shirts and long sleeve jumpers with /po/-tier inspiration
>sell like hotcakes
>literally rolling with money at this point
>still a perma-virgin incel with nofriends

thinking of quitting life and going to live in thailand for a few years or something.

>>9524887
i wonder if hotwheels is jacking him off...

>>9524871
when you wake up to 40% gains over night for multiple days

>>9517896
My depression pills are giving me massive migranes. But without them I wanna kill myself.
Wat do?

>>9519215
>so I'm dropping out and become a neet for a while. I will take this time off to concentrate on myself and on crypto
Please don't do this anon. Unless you're super self disciplined you're gonna get really depressed as you don't have the structure of hauling your ass to class several times a week.
I speak from experience.

Stay in, get your degree, and instead try and work on yourself and trade in your free time - I know it sounds untenable, but the weird thing is the more constraints on your time the more efficiently you use it. And like I said, unless you're super self motivated, structure is good.

>>9519718
That sucks anon. Test your strength, hang in there. You seem like you have the right attitude.

>>9520478
If you pulled a nail out of a genie's butt and he gave you one wish, what would you wish for (that doesn't involve resurrecting people from the dead?)

>>9520529
Because it pisses off and undermines the establishment (in retarded anarchist thought) - also it's a fucking publicity thing to sell music mang. Don't take it as anything but a semiotic mishmash of assonance to move product.

>>9523970
Man I'm sorry for the shit show that has been your life. Why can't you confront people? Why don't you feel like you have self confidence? What do you think makes a person 'worth' something?

Obviously I'm gonna say 'don't kill yourself', you know I'm gonna say it but obviously I understand that you're feeling that way for a REASON but I still want you to postpone it because whether you do it now or later, there is a small chance you can turn it around. I just wanna understand why you've given up hope?

i am a bipolar wreck who has failed at approaching any girl i've ever had interest in except for 2 times where they went out of their way to approach me.

how this relates to /biz/, well crypto is literally a means for me to have enough money to be able to work on my music like i want to instead of my shit wageslave job where i am slowly starting to get really sick of.

i have dozens of song ideas since i was 14 or so that i haven't even tried to flesh out completely. like literally nearing a 100 of them, some average ones, but a lot of which i genuinely am proud of.

the problem is that i just barely started learning instruments a year ago, i'm 19, and progress up until last week was very slow.
this week though i have made a lot of progress in regards to how i can structure them and my mind has kind of shifted into actually thinking how to musically arrange stuff. these are my only hopes in life, i am utterly fucked otherwise, i can't come to terms with being a wageslave past this year, i am fucked if things don't work out lads.

>>9519410
>26 years old
>work a job I like but hate most of the people I work with
>never had a gf
>never kissed a girl
>no irl friends, but 1 online friend I talk to daily
>spend my free time working out, playing vidyas, shitposting, and gardening
>too socially retarded to go out and even try to talk to girls or make friends
>Only feel as if the anons on 4chan are the only people that will ever understand me
>want everything to end, but too much of a pussy to end it
>not scared of the pain, but scared of failing at kms and being a burden to my parents

Im at ATH learn how to trade retards. Hint: stop listening to biz.

>>9524887
How do I get into selling t-shirt designs?

Asking because I am decent at drawing and I work as a graphics designer (full-time sadly) and I would love to earn some cash on the side.

>>9525908
Isn't there a website called 'Redbubble' or something where you can just upload your designs and anybody can buy them, and they take care of the printing/t-shirts etc.?

I suppose you could pay a bunch of Pajeets to drive affiliate links to your online store.

>>9525908
find a niche anon-kun, something people actually want to buy, cypberpunk inspired designs and shit. it's fun, i'll probably quit my job and concentrate on that for a while.

>>9519410
literally me.
I think about ending it when I reach 30.

>>9524194
Not a bad way to go fren. You will probably die happy. When I travelled to Rio and lived like a degenerate, I was a very happy man. Sometimes I wish I never came home/died over there.

Enjoy your adventure anon.

>>9517896

BUY HBT
Don't ask me how I know this but in a matter of hours there's gonna be a huge announcement about Striim, big waves of tokens are gonna be deposited to HBT token holders (just make sure you have the hbt in your wallet and not exchange smart contracts tho)

>>9519718
Hey friend, I wish you the best of luck. I was in your position not too long staring down the barrel of 5-10 in prison. I remember the week before and days leading up to the trial feeling a calm acceptance. It was the weirdest feeling and something I can’t describe. Nothing since then bothers me. Despite the circumstances you’re facing you’ll be fine anon. Godspeed

>>9524887
Congrats on your success anon (if it's real). Do it, go to Thailand. You won't be shunned over there, it'll be more fun than working at a supermarket, and you abso-fucking-lutely won't be a virgin for long. Lmao

Any incels reading this, I'll say it nicely. Just go overseas and flaunt your white skin/meme coin wealth until you feel the warm embrace of a feminine woman all through the night for the very first time. And finally get laid. You will only ever regret NOT doing it...

>>9524137
wow a hot girlfriend and a fucking jobs makes you close your eyes and enjoy life? it's a fucking ratrace without deeper meaning, people are being played all the time and still they try to improve themselves to get a fucking women, topkek you useless fucks.

also getting kids is a meme
>i lack meaning so i breed this parasite human which i have to take care of now
>my kid is also the most special kid of them all for no reason

i hate you people. i hope i can make it so i can rub it in everybodies face what little puppets they are while going down.

>i'm a piece of shit but still better than most of you

>>9526243

>>9518808
Same, anon.

>>9526243
Only thing that matters is exponential rise in compute and sticking around long enough to exploit it.

>>9526097
I know about striim and no doubt that's gonna increase the price to at least 3x ico price since it's not just an ethereum scaling solution but a solid protocol. But I think the best way to get them striim tokens is currently to play around with hubii core since pretty much nobody is testing it.