/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>8140344
getting on this board

Being born into an alcoholic family.

>>8140344
buying chainlink

Fucked an underage girl-

drugs & crypto

Didnt accept the sex offer from two girls around 14-16 at the trainstation when i was 13
Didnt accept the sex offer from the girl in my class when i was 16
Didnt accept the sex offer from a 18 year old thai girl when i was 20
Didnt accept the sex offer from a 16 year old greek girl, 18 year old turkish girl and a 17 year old serb girl when i was 24

Im 24 right now. Kissles fucking virgo that has way too high standards beyond godly wings

Kill me phams.

>>8140468
she's 19 btw i know it's weird

Knowing about ETH when it was under $10 and not buying it.

>>8140344
i turned down blow jobs when i was younger that would have led to sex. also i knew about bitcoin in 2008 and only mined 2btc and deleted the wallet.

>>8140344
mistakes are for faggots, all I have is learning experiences

>>8140344
>leaving her

Jessica....I am sorry.

>>8140511
You don't deserve to get laid for calling it a "sex offer", how fuckin autistic are you.

Being directionless as a young man.

>>8140511
you will get better my man

none, at 29 i am only now realizing they were all valuable lessons

Wasting my teenage life being depressed and playing video games

>>8140511
this so much

> be me 16-17 forced by parent send me to an all boy school
> sister invite her 13-14 friend home every week end allays ask me to spend evening with them
> always say no to play vida

now 27 paying for sex
fml

Accutane

Could’ve had sex with a shit ton of qts when I was in high school but lacked the self confidence/balls/was a huge pussy to take them. It hurts bros.

Knocked up a 19yr old evil bitch who eventually went on to commit murders, a mass shooting, arsen fraud and a whole list of felonies. She got 4 decades in jail. Child still worships her insane mom. No alimony requested in 18 years. Dodged a machine gun.

>>8140555
They literally told me they would want to fuck me.

>>8140575
Thanks. I hope.

>>8140344
losing ~40k leak bucks "trading/investing" from 2006 to 2009 on a margin account. i missed the amzn, goog, aapl gravy trains if i had just went all in on one of those with a cash account.

>>8140362
Is this a meme? Getting on this board and discovering 4chan/miscbodybuilding in general was probably the best thing to happen to me and even my wallet shows it now.

>>8140511
Same here bro, still fucking pissed I let one girl slip by last year, but hey I got money now.

>>8140344
Asking by dad if I should put the $1k I had in Bitcoin or towards college when it was $9

Probably drugs

>>8140688
cracked lips?

>>8140344
I DIDNT SELL DBC AT 0,70 CENTS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Being depressed and miserable and not doing shit as a kid/teenager. Finally realized I could accomplish shit though.

Disrespecting coins and thinking of them as just some nasty shit that only drug dealers used to buy steroids then completely letting FUD take over even with Bitcoin hitting 2000 I thought OK now its going to crash. Will never live it down.

My diet/health. And I'm not fat, I'm just eating shitty food and am sure I'd be more woke if I didn't ruin this body. 31 now. Time to change that. Clean my room, etc.

Regarding the "turned down sex" answers in this thread, not getting laid in your teens or even twenties makes you an outcast in your mind, but truth is it's not really a deep as a cut as you think it is. I mean yeah it sucks, but not much more than that. It's not like choosing the totally wrong career path because your parents want or knocking someone up.
t. lost my virginity in my mid 20's and am not in my thirtees fucking 19yo undergrads. >inb4 missed out on muh teenage love

>Reach 34 btc last january due to shitcoin
>dont cash out my shitcoin
>down to 14 btc now

NEXT TIME

this was my second chance actually, reached 21 btc somewhere last year and didnt cash out

It will happen again

>>8140344
Winning the sperm race

>>8140872
>>8140836
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>8140742
>>>8140555
>They literally told me they would want to fuck me.
>

Son.
I've had literally hundreds of girls (over this lifetime) ask, request, imply, beg. trap me to fuck them. I've turned down 90%

a few regrets here and there.
over all not too bad.

My diet/health. And I'm not fat, I'm just eating shitty food and am sure I'd be more woke if I didn't ruin this body. 31 now. Time to change that. Clean my room, etc.

Regarding the "turned down sex" answers in this thread, not getting laid in your teens or even twenties makes you an outcast in your mind, but truth is it's not really a deep as a cut as you think it is.
t. lost my virginity in my mid 20's and am now in my thirtees fucking 19yo undergrads. >inb4 missed out on muh teenage love
I mean yeah it sucks, but not much more than that. It's not like choosing the totally wrong career path because your parents want or knocking someone up.

>>8140344
Not investing early.

All of you early 20 somethings should start now.

Settling down with a missus..

>>8140854
Lol worst part is I did buy btc to buy steroids and had leftover in my wallet but didnt bother keep any of the details because I thought it would be useless...

>>8140344
sweden

Listening to /biz/

>not getting laid when it was thrown at me 12-23
>going to art school and getting in debt with a parental co-signer

80% of my money goes into paying loans so i don't fkin default

if i don't make it within two years i am absolutely going to commit suicide

date a chubby girl with daddy issues

>>8140344
dating that sweet asian and then dumping her to focus on crypto

>>8141574
im dating a chubby girl with no daddy issues

going on 3 years in a couple months
she goes to the gym but hasnt lost a single pound
idk what to do

>>8140910
you're a fag

>>8141568
Art school is not that bad, anon.

>>8140545
same

>>8141656
nah it wasn't, its just that occupy wall street movement, my degree took a beating. i dont weave baskets AAAAAAAAA

in all seriousness though, i think i can turn it around

>>8141574
Right into the feel

Choosing to be a shut-in RuneScape player throughout high school. I would literally go to school and barely talk to anyone, come home to skill or PK on RS until midnight. Rinse and repeat.
I quit the game cold turkey right before I left for college. Managed to make friends, party, and do well in school. But I still regret wasting my teenage life on nothing.

Shout out to Damage Incorporated 2003-2007.

>>8140344
Not telling her that I loved her.

>>8141633
if you're not happy with this than kick her ass out and date a real girl

i used to date a hottie and trade her for that disgusting piece of fat

i just want a painless death

study watchmaking

>>8141773
this, but replace runescape with EverQuest.
Fucking stunted my social development.
Only caught up by my mid 20s.
Chad now though, so that's cool.

>>8140944
I feel this post, lately I have been getting dizzy and throwing up, so I go to get my blood pressure checked its fucking 175/97 and I am 5'6" 175 pounds, I am already depressed and knowing you are close to heart attack is even worse. I am going to a water diet for emergency and then need to get my health back together.

As far as love I had that at 15 but college was really awkward for me. I hope to get a TA job so I can try to get that 19yo pussy like you hopefully we'll make it bro.

>>8141279
This is funny, I am now trying to get into crypto trading but I am not enjoying it like I hoped, holding bags on XRP and finding good coins has been hard af. I might spend the rest on steroids going along with the getting a stronger body thing.

>>8141701
What did you do get into film school or something? You should have a specific skill you can achieve things with such as fashion design/graphic? See if you can get into marketing, ASU has an excellent online marketing degree, work on that.

>>8141903
This is why my college was messed up tbqh, I just studied and busted ass and relaxed with EverQuest but utterly ignored all girls and sexuality stuff.

>>8140944
>undergrad 19yos
how?

t. old fag

>>8141568
>>not getting laid when it was thrown at me 12-23
this... why was I such a fucking loser back then? I could get laid but I refused to.
>shitty useless school and debts
yep, check.


also in 2014 I picked my school over mining btc. 4 years later here I am investing every lil penny I have into mining shitcoins.

I did drink a lot with my loser friends when I was a teen and did a lot of stupid shit.

never cheated on any of my gfs.

should have moved out of my comfort zone much much sooner. (but now thanks to crypto Im moving back, fuck yeah...)

should have made more new friendships in my early twenties but I insisted to stick around my old shitty backstabbing friends.

had a car accident that permanently scar me for life. literally. My looks are much much worse since then...

oohh almost forgot this: I should be still with my spoiled qt exgf and live for the rest of my life as a manwhore because she had a multimillionare father....

I think i could go on...

living

Not putting in more money into BTC in 2015 or ETH in 2016. Could be fucking retired right now

>>8140344
selling 0.5 btc for 1.5k usd

>>8142181
atleast i bought again a bit later

>>8140392
this.

being born to a 24/7 stoned father worth shit

>>8141633
What her diet like ? Is she tracking TDEE? Also, intensity and variety are key to gains.

>>8140344
Not finding Jesus at a younger age.

>>8142378
this is best answer so far

Bought 20 btc in 2013, met primedice, won like 12 btc, lost like 10 then when all in yolo x2, and now im a wagecuck that started trading last year, now im at 3 btc

>>8141633
show her a movie like Fed Up, then see where you go from there. That movie is really eye opening man. If your girl doesn't budge from that, you're in trouble.

>>8141957
>What did you do get into film school or something? You should have a specific skill you can achieve things with such as fashion design/graphic? See if you can get into marketing, ASU has an excellent online marketing degree, work on that.

I went with illustration. Which I'd argue is a trade because you're producing art for ads, games, personal commision. In truth I just wanted to learn how to draw and paint. I've had mental hangups about my skills even since I was 13. Instead I got trapped in an expensive adult daycare program filled with useless humanities courses. I love learning tho, I just can't spend a dime on another course you know? I'll still take a look. Crypto kind of reopened my eyes to a lot of possibilities. Perhaps I can be a pioneer in crypto with my abilities, while my 10000 art comrades continue to fight over the 10 concept art jobs or failed webcomics.

>>8142378
Unironically this.

Still glad I did when I did though.

>>8142295
>>8140392
try being born to highly intelligent canonical psychopath. you'll be dreaming about alcoholic one. i do.

>>8140344
Getting impatient with TRX and throwing away a possible 30x to hop on the shitty RaiBlocks wagon

>>8140344
Who is she?

How the fuck do you guys talk/approach girls in uni lads? Clubbing will only net me used roasties. I'm more afraid of ending up lonely rather than broke

>>8140344
4chan

>>8141773
>>8141903
My mom got me WoW for Christmas in 7th grade and by the time I started high school I had gained around 70lbs. I went from chubby kid to school fat ass, my mom used to deliver food to my desk and all other kinds of enabling shit.

I lost 100lbs by my senior year of high school and at that point I realized that my mom has a feeding disorder. My dad and brother are both fat as fuck because of her, I'm the only one who broke the conditioning. Thank god I found proper mentorship through my wrestling coaches in high school(a sport my mom did not want me to even participate in).

>>8140344
Moving in with my ex-gf despite some pretty blatant red flags, but my rose-colored glasses blinded me to them. Never paid her half of rent on time and it was always a week long fight when I'd press her for it. Ended up kicking her out halfway through the lease(which was in my name), so I had to foot the bill for the rest of the term, which I paid for with my Ethereum. Unfortunately this was when ether was ~$20 so I spent hundreds of them to stay afloat. I'd be a fucking millionaire right now if I had just gotten rid of her early and held on to my crypto.

>>8140344
Not becoming a welder

>>8141776

>live practically in nyc
>chose to major in a dying engineering field instead of guaranteed high-paying comp sci
The opportunity cost is unreal, someone end me

Leaving her... She was diagnosed with cancer and i fucking left her. The guilt is killing me every day. What kind of a shitty human being am i.
I got money, and travel alot through crypto gains, but every time im in a hotel room i look through the window and consider jumping.
She forgives me, but i cant forgive myself for leaving a person when that person needs you the most.

What do bros?

>>8143106
Is she dead?

>>8143106
Try not leaving her next time

>>8140344
Not buying more ETH in 2016

>>8142811
Join the university's students association. They usually throw pretty good parties, and the events you help out with around campus will usually give you some 1 on 1 time with qts. Plus it looks good on a resume. Just be sure to avoid getting sucked in to the drama, as many of the people are still in a high-school state of mind.

Alternatively just join a hobbyist club, avoiding(of course) some of the more NEET oriented ones. Intramurals are also a good way to meet some qts. This works better if you are already going to the gym as you will be more likely to be recognized.

Approaching girls in the library isn't likely to work unless you already have a rapport, since they are probably there to study and don't want to be bothered.

>>8140344
bought 0.25 miserable btc in september, all in in ADA at 333 sat. Sold at 356 cause btc was mooning, never rebought. Hurts my very core

>>8143106
we all have moments of doubt and do the wrong thing when we feel overwhelmed...if shes come to peace with it, just accept the forgiveness...beating yourself up wont help make you a better person, but realizing you did wrong and actively changing your future behavior will.

u doin fine senpai

>>8143133
No not dead, and she wont hopefully die. Stage 1 liver cancer, chemo is helping her alot, doctors say she will get cured. Still the chances of her surviving is like 30% over 5 years... we keep in touch and went to a few dates, celebrated valentines, might get back together. It feels like its my only way to redemption.

>>8143136
You live and learn. I worked my ass off at that time, didnt have time for her and didnt care. When i realized how wrong i was it was too late.

breaking into a girl's house with the intention of sniffing her panties only to be met by her sitting at the kitchen table as I casually walked inside

>>8140511
>2 teenage girls says “hi” to thirteen year old you
>”wtf d-do they wanna fucc me??”

>>8140344
holy shit Im a faggot but that bitch is hot af OP

>>8142811

if you have a ski and snowboard club, join it. Those kids party hard. Plus you'll learn to ski.

inb4 I'm not close to mountains. UC San Diego has a ski and board club. Nearest mountain is like 4 hours away, nearest good mountain is like 6 hours away.

>>8141671
i knew about it when it was $1, didnt know how to buy on my shit country back then and also was a poorfag. Damn it sucks

>>8140553
I was her first, bitch

>>8140344
believing the marriage meme

>>8141776
This almost always ends badly anyways

i dont have many regrets in life but I do regret one thing
not getting into skateboarding when I was a teenagefag. I skated aroun abit but I never even learned to ollie. now Im in my 30s and wish I wouldve stuck with it. I coujld be one of those cool oldfags who ride around and do rad tricks and shit. every time I see some youngfag on a skateboard a small part in me dies.

>>8143256
Right? Give us a name faggots!

>>8143256
>no tits
>shitskin
back to (((®3∆∆|+))) you homo
>Our system thinks your post is spam, kys nigger loving system

>>8140344
my biggest mistake was expecting my friends to understand. i'll never assume anything ever again.

>>8140548
hope you mean 2 blocks otherwise you're a liar

I got a degree in Computer Science. I wanted to do something with fitness, but everyone pushed me towards computers. Went from being fit to fat. I hate working with computers.

>>8143329
lol could be worse. I tried to be a skateboarder meme boy in middle school. Dropped 100+ bucks on a customized board, had a subscription to a skate magazine that I would spend hours combing. Watched some gay tutorials on my cable tv. But was a complete pussyfoot and never even did a proper ollie, let alone an advanced trick. Kills me every time when I see kids skating

>>8140344
not eating enough food when i was a teen during my growth spurt now i'm forever doomed to manlet status at 5'7

Being a coward, thw worst part is taht i am still a coward...sometimes i try not to but life scares.

>>8143436

lol so Im not the only one
Im unironically about to buy a board and start skating
im an oldfag in my 30s and havent stood on a board in 20 years. gonna make a complete ass out of myself

>not buying tons of BTC for pennies, obviously
But really:
>getting my engineering degree
>taking on a masters degree project after said engineering course
>taking on a Phd project after said masters project

Now I've got 2 years left in this shithole and can't even bring myself to do basic tasks anymore. I just pretend to work while watching Binance charts.
Science looks pretty on the outside but it's a dead end full of insufferable faggots who work for ego instead of money. I'm starting a side business selling some lucrative stuff, if it goes well I might just be able to save myself without having to "make it" in crypto.

didn't learn to code when i was a teenager

>>8143818
i did and i regret it. i developed into a nerd and ended out missing a ton of social events growing up.

coding is lonely and being a programmer is still a non-respected profession because you can impress someone by building a house but even if you describe how your programs work everybody that is not a coder himself will just think you sit and play by the computer, no matter how smart you are or how well you do your job.

starting coding might be the greatest regret that i have actually, i think i could have been much happier doing something else. i'd probably have a wife and kid by now as well.

>Bitcoin . there's a fucking useless concept
Goes back to playing MMO's
Even 2 fucking coins wouldve been life changing .

I didn’t go harder in a band when in college. All I wanted to do my whole life was play in a band, play local shows, and fuck girls. Just like Mötley Crüe did in their book.

Well, in college I was a virgin til I was 23 and being a porn addict, didn’t get it up a few times so it killed my confidence (I’ve since fucked a good amount of civilians and hookers then til now age 28). And I played in a band that played some local shows, but it wasn’t the same. We didn’t just go on a small tour in a van or something.

I went hard at making beats, and although I got my songs on TV shows and got different tracks signed on Indy labels on beatport, I still didn’t fulfill that dream. Now at 28, I feel like I missed out.

I cashed out like 50k last year and still have like 80k in. But now I’m trying to figure out what I want to do, when all I ever wanted when I was a kid practicing all day and night was the band thing.

Now here I am, I disappointed my parents because I got involved in some illegal activity in the past year that crushed them. I’ve cleaned up my act. But, it’s not the same. Damn I ranted too much.

Hope all you bros find happiness that you’re looking for.

>>8143274
Nigga i'm in australia. But yeah we do have a ski club and a shit mountain. Might do that soon.


>>8143236
Fucking apologize than dipshit. Stage 1 isn't that bad. You are a fucking faggot for leaving her to fight alone especially when she got a chance to recover

>>8144360
Oh yeah and worse, I gained like 40 lbs so I became fat. So that’s also a reason why the past few years I’ve been just fucking around. Hard to get confidence back when you get fat

>>8141957
>I hope to get a TA job so I can try to get that 19yo pussy like you

TA here, I get one girl interested in my every semester. I actually hate teaching and just want to be in lab. Just ignored most of them since I didn't want to get fired. Finally had an affair with one last semester after passing my candidacy exam. It's just okay.

>>8140362
lmao same

Buying heroin instead of bitcoin in 2012. I actually knew about it and was experimenting with mining programs but I never pulled the trigger because I needed money for dope. I'm clean now. I guess if I had hit it rich I would probably be dead.

>>8140344
not buying bitcoin when I first knew about it around 2011

>>8140944
>t. lost my virginity in my mid 20's and am now in my thirtees fucking 19yo undergrads.
How do you do this

>>8142965
you got serious mommy issues mate
bet you sniffed her panties also

>>8140344
falling for the STEM meme

>>8144683
this

>>8143525
...I actually bought a board at 25. I should sell it.

>>8140884
this

>>8140553
I had a major crush on a Jessica once. It's been over a decade since I knew her in real life but I still occasionally see her in my dreams at night. Last I heard she worked for a veterinarian but that was years ago.

>>8140344
Getting up to 325lbs, followed by not buying or mining Bitcoin in 2011 when I'd first heard about it.

I've lost weight and am back down to 225 but god damn being obese sucked, it's also expensive as shit with all of the food you're shoveling down your throat.

>>8144788
what did you major in? I'm majoring in a STEM field (Computer Science) and I fuckin hate it. Probably gonna drop out, parents are gonna be mad and kick me out, but I don't give a fuck at this point

>>8140344
Not meeting this girl is a mistake. You son of a bitch OP. I need her name. UaU

>>8140688
IS THAT FUCKING JAP SSB64?! YOU ARE A GOD.

>>8143426
I lolled
you poor bastard

>>8140944
knocking someone up is only a fucking 18 year obligation. When you're in your thirties you'll realize you still have the rest of your fucking life left as opposed to just getting married which means you're stuck together for LIFE

>>8140688
i really want to come to your house and clean it

>>8144779
How is that mommy issues? She was an incompetent and overbearing parent, and I had to take life into my own hands and stop relying on her if I wanted to be successful so that's what I did.

Fuck off pajeet

>>8140344

Sold all 140 of my ETH in May 2017

>>8144972

Post area code I have a feeling I know who you’re talking about

>>8142965
i hate mommas boys. at a certain point in early hs you should exclusively be going to your dad for advice and guidance

>>8140344
Not kissing her before it was to late.

>>8143329
>now Im in my 30s and wish I wouldve stuck with it.
Been off and on for years. 31 now and still delusional about quitting even with this hip injury that hasn't gone away since early Dec. To be fair, I have a lot of tricks under my belt, but I'm not nearly as good as I want to be or could have been if I didn't have such a shitty mentality through most of my youth. Skateboarding is so mental. It's all about picking up and going again, even if you have to take a long break to recover, and relearn your tricks all over again... and again... and again... I can't even tell you how many times I've relearned the basics.

It's not too late to learn the basics though. Go to >>/asp/ and find the eternal stakeboarding general. Those guys will help you out my man.

>>8141009
how much? everything? my life would literally not change if i lost everything to crypto

>>8140344
Getting a gf was mistake #1
Moving in with said gf was mistake #2

Got cheated on, stuck paying the rest of the year lease... wasted time, money, love all on this stupid cheating hoe.

>>8140344
I never told her how I felt

>>8140688
Please elaborate.

>>8140344
I mean I haven't really fucked up that bad. Things are going pretty well desu. Biggest mistake, I wish I tried harder in school. I wish I didn't smoke weed through high school. Really made me a lazy shit and it wasn't until I stopped completely that I realized I'd been in neutral for those years. Just makes me wonder what I could've accomplished if I'd done things differently.

>>8146248
Second this. I did for 8 years. It gave me a persistence and refusal to give up that has never left.

>>8140344
Buying LINK

staying in comfy but dead end job for too long. Got a good career going now but feel like i'm playing catch up

>>8146208
My dad is a fat Peter Griffin-tier retard

>Not going into bitcoin at 1.00
>Not going into ether when it was $20
>Not saving more money 18-20 (I was just blowing my money away on clothes, and video games. Racked up my credit card to 2k maxed out).
>Not investing in weed companies earlier in 2015 instead of 2017.
>Not talking to more people and making new friends. Now my best friend ditched me and now I have no friends.
I have literally could have became a millionaire if I just started saving money earlier.

>>8146261
as much as you're ok to lose. So everything guy double down.

Not being able to tell my lil sis was depressed and ended up taking her own life. Less than a year after that got my house shot up and raided by police only for me to get charged with credit card fraud. Grateful for having my family and wife still with me. Becoming a smarter investor and realizing that I wasted a lot of time on crime. It does get better guys never give up no matter what the circumstance.

rejected a chubby but cute girl when I was an 18yr old college freshman. She was really into me and we had insane "chemistry". I rejected her cause I felt that I would do better, but instead I became an incel.

>>8146719
kek
learn from this anons mistakes, protoqueers
you will look back and regret basically any pussy you reject

>>8140511
dude its so funny
every many has the chad in him
lets your out
let your dick lead your life for a while
it will lead to trouble
but literally girls EXPECT U TO PUT IT IN THEIR FACES

> do this literally
> have game about it
> be a chad too

>not taking the sex offered to me when I was 16. Girl dumped me the next day and didn't lose virginity in 26.

>Not leaving UK until my late 20s. Didn't realize I live in a shithole country. Stubbornly tried to make it work in country of origin.

>Hearing about btc in 2009 and never investing. Was poor af.

>Didn't buy BTC at 600$ in 2016

>Bought 20k omg and sold it at $1.30

>Hemmed and hawed about XVG, didn't buy at $0.005. Laughed at XRP at $0.18. dropped NEO at $30 because of "no GitHub commits" FUD.

>fell for the college/University meme, shackled with debt.

Biggest regret is probably the time and money wasted on higher ed meme. I was programmed from an early age that it was something necessary to make it.

Not investing in bitcoin when Silk Road first went up, getting hooked on drugs, FOMOing in lot crypto in January, and not finding a good woman while I was in college.

Dropping .9 ETH in one those stupid ponzis

>>8142609
my father used to lock me in a shed while the rest of the family ate dinner if i talked and kicked me out on the road when driving while screaming he didnt want me anymore. i had sleep paralysis for about 2 years straight of his footsteps coming towards my door with me frozen in bed. i dont know how it could be worse, assuming i try to be a normal person in society, unless we're comparing to extremes like joseph fritzl or something

everyday, op. everyday.

>>8140726
underrated post

>>8140344
Not buying crypto when I first heard of it in 2012.

Not buying bitcoin when the shit was talked about on Ron Paul Forums way the fuck back when it first came out.

>>8141574
Wow so she's fat AND she thinks she's fat. That sucks.

A woman

3d not even once

>>8140553
I dumped my cum down Jessica's throat tonight.

quit my first job a bit too soon when I could've just faced my problems

got laid off from my 2nd job after falling in with the degenerates there and being a part of the problem when morale was way low for no actual reason

wasted a lot of time experimenting with drugs and blew through all my savings

bought a brand new car

lots of mistakes since then but that's probably the worst, buying that fucking car

>>8140344
no regrets but I hate myself for being a sperg and not being capable of acting like a normal human being

>>8148382

I fuck Jessica's mouth missionary style on her back. Feels good, Anon.

>>8148428
>USMC: The Post

Didn't realize so many turned down sex as well . Literally had a girl I knew was crushing on me for a while write me a note that said I will have wax with you if you want it. I just laughed. This same girl offered to straight up show me her pussy and I agreed but at the last second pussied out because I thought I'd get caught and get in trouble. Part of it was being a pussy but I also blame the education system for instilling such a deep sense of fear into me and kids in general for fucking up over harmless shit that means fuck all in the grand scheme of things. That absolutely has ruined many lives especially of kids already prone to anxiety like me. But yea I'm a pussy

>>8148428
I once got a loan to purchase a car so that I could go to work
I would go to work so that I could pay off the loan on the car
This cycle lasted 4 year before I cracked

>>8148675
I wrecked mine 6 days later

I didn't mean to, but maybe subconsciously I did

Borrowing 50k from loan sharks to have more money for crypto investments
Going to Collage
Having sex with 16/15 (at 21), and most likely making them addicted to coke
Being in relationship with model/camwhore (Cost me shit-ton of money)

>>8148700
Was it a beast?

>>8148760
nah it was a kia rio

I don't think I even had a job at the time, I wish someone had talked me out of it

and I traded in a nice 1994 camaro z28 for it via cash for clunkers which means the camaro's engine was destroyed

>>8148808
shit man
guess you live and learn

>>8148740
>Collage

>>8148912
at this point it's a meme/ or it's the same guy from every thread

If I were a female reading this thread, fuck, theres like no reason I would not become a golddigger. You all retards are pathetic allowing a fucking vagina to dictate your past and outcomes. Trully sad.

Letting my Porn addiction absolutely ruin my youth. Was a little Chad-lite in middle school. Got out of control by Freshman Year. Started playing runescape/wow/Cod. Vidya and fapping until like 3 am. Go to school tired. No social life. Barely any friends. Shit grades. Got a little motivated my Senior year. Start learning about hacking/programming. This was like 2012. Learn about SilkRoad and Bitcoins. Can literally remember someone giving them out for free on /b/. Of course my lazy ass didn't make a wallet to get some. Thought Bitcoin was awesome but never bought any. Get into College. Flunk out my freshman year because porn addiction and anxiety. Get a shitty job in a pizzeria in the hood. Work all fucking day and night. Porn addiction is really bad. 5+ times a day. Can go 10+ times on a weekend. Went 20 times once. Couple times actually. Start smoking weed and it gets BAD. Weed + fapping is like my heroin. It's my dragon and I chase it for years. In and out of community college. Start going to raves with an old friend. Start doing Molly. Barely talk to any girls. Never exercise. Eat like shit. Idk what the fuck I'm even saying anymore. I'm about to turn 24 in a week. Couple classes away from Associates but not in school this semester. No job. Nothing to show for my life. No sexual experiences. Don't know one girl. Few friends I have slowly moving on. My body just feels so fucking tired. I'm a fuckup and I just don't know what to do. 10 days of nofap and have been consistent in my programming though. Trying to pickup webdev and some javascript frameworks because it's the hot thing right now and need a job badly. Sorry for the blogpost anons.

>>8140344

Who is this girl OP?

>>8140516
That's not underage

>>8149201
know that I hope you pull through, not just for your sake, but for mine.

>>8149201
you can do it anon you're still very young. 2018 is the year of Wins. believe in the you that your ideal self belives in

>>8149201
I think you honestly should think about killing yourself, no meme. You'll probably get prostate cancer very young and that shit is no fun at all. Not wishing that on you anon, but you might be interested in checking that out sooner than usual.

>>8149291
Thank you anon. I hope we all make it. >>8149302
I have a little momentum going right now and really trying to keep it up. Trying my best to stay away from porn and weed. Now I just have to rid myself of chronic laziness. May this be a year of change anon.

>>8149378
Chronic fapping gives you prostate cancer?

>>8149201
If you have a good income source (crypto? isn't everyone here supposedly making money on crypto?)...

Start fucking hookers.
Make it like a once a week thing (or 2-3x a week, depending on how often you want it).
Like just go to those cheap asian massage parlors, where $60-80 can get you all the way.

I did this and now I no longer fap, it's just no fun compared to actual fucking and getting blowjobs.

>>8149404
I hope you make it too.

Sounds like a pretty addictive personality, desu. I just know because I have the same kind. Literally ignored all of my real-world obligations to get stoned and jack off (and drink) until I was 26. Been sober for a year and life's never been better. You just might want to find someone to talk to about it, either a therapist or AA/NA/Sex Addiction type people.

Godspeed anon. You're gonna be alright.

>>8147127
Christ...why didn't he like you?

>>8149454
Don't have much of a job right now. I work with my Dad sometimes to get a few bucks. My crypto portfolio is down from my initial investment. As soon as I get some income I'm getting an escort. Can't wait.

>>8149463
Oh yea. I def have an addictive personality no doubt dude. I love to sleep, waste time and fap and smoke weed. Pretty fucking destructive. And yea I have a nofap group on telegram that I was close with but haven't really talked with in a while. Really great group of lads. I think I'm gonna get back in touch with those guys. And thanks anon. We're all gonna make it.

>>8149426
Not a doctor but yeah, the constant stress on the prostate makes the muscles weaker and some shit starts to accumulate in there, leading to cancer if not checked.

You did not really thought that you could abuse some part of your body without wearing it, right anon? shit's common sense.

> For all you do is live for your dicks while you don't even know how it works.

>>8143525
you guys wanting to skate are idiots.

i skated my whole life. 32 years old now. last time i got on my board; i didn't clear a cinderblock, did a front flip and broke my big toe. I didn't know it at the time so i just kept skating.
when i got home and took my shoe off. purple big toe. long story short: toenail came off. i walked weird for a while because i didnt go to the doctor. now my left leg is longer than my right.
my buddy just broke his arm trying to tail slide. he's also in his 30s.
you guys are too fucking old for this shit now. don't be an idiot.

my biggest regret is basically doing a ton of drugs in highschool and quitting the wrestling team. i just wanted to have sex all the time. fuck you c.l.g.

>>8149503
Man I can imagine if we were real life friends we'd have so much fun going on "adventures".

I usually go to asian massage parlors with my wax pen, and toke up in some alley close-by, makes the "session" so much more intense... if you think an orgasm when stoned is 100x better than sober ones, a stoned orgasm from a blowjob is 100x better than a fapped out one.

... haha this is probably not helping your no-fap. Sorry.

Anyway, if you're learning webdev, I suggest starting to "work on projects", even simple ones you just thought up for yourself.

Try to make clones of your favorite sites.
e.g.Make a small forum site that works like 4chan.
(You'll probably need to learn SQL for that if you don't know it yet).

Then maybe try cloning reddit.
So you'll need something that allows user signups, logins, verification email upon signup. Tackle each of these problems separately, so that you can eventually be sure you know how to implement such things.

Maybe host these "projects" on a free webserver, and link them all from a blog detailing your "projects", so that you can use it as a "portfolio" on your CV.

Work hard on it, if you need inspiration, imagine if you managed to land a high-paying job. You could buy all the wax pens and shatter you want, and go to escorts whenever you want. Use THAT as your drive LOL. It worked for me. ;)

Good luck man.

>>8140344
I unironically rejected the only girl who actually liked me for me when we were younger because I thought fucking roasties was where it was at... now I'm surrounded by roasties only using me for money, relevance, or some other ulterior motive when the only thing I crave is a deep connection....

>>8144176
iktf

the real kicker is I made that mistake again with ltc AND eth
after seeing btc hit 1k I should have just been like 'fuck it, yolo' and thrown like 5k at eth when it was a dollar

anyway apart from those fuck ups I played way too much runescape in high school, I think it fucked me up for life because nothing in real life was anywhere near as enjoyable as grinding my ass off and showing off by being a high level with rare items and every quest done.

For all skaters thinking in goin in after 30, please don't, either you fuck up like other anons have pointed or you will fuck your knees. I did a bit of aggresive rolling in my teens and still get the itch to buy me some K2s. I tried a pair the other day, I felt so gross so helpless, is not the same thing.

Get a bike, MTB, downhill, even BMX does not care that much about age.

>>8149201

>>8147127
how are you holding up now, anon?

>>8149201
Maaaaate, I'm 25 and I have no studies after high school.

Done weed for years, fapping + weed too, lot of vidya, lost a lot of fucking oportunities to study. Betafag, scared of life and everything, lonely, social anxiety.
This year I finally stepped out of my comfort zone and moved to another country, found a job and now I need to get into a new job, so I don't know if I should get into webdev too!
I want to try to get a SysAdmin job, but have no qualifications or experience, so I would have to fake it out and I think I will get caught...
I wanna escape this job, to be honest. I don't even have a PC atm, and my internet is so bad I only get 20kb/s download speed... Landlord wont change it and my flatmate is a fucking asshole who can't even speak english but gets mad at me constantly.

SHOULD I LEARN WEBDEV???? WHERE SHOULD I START? A certificate would help...

>>8144360
what was the illegal activity

>>8149648
Dude we'd def go on some wild degenrate adventures lol. But yea I got some ideas. Also just got a udemy course on solidity and making dApps. Def wanna get in on the tech side of crypto. That's my plan to make it.

>>8149801
I'd say you wanna get the fundamentals of programming down. Pick up something like Python/C/C++. Maybe something like Learn Python the Hard Way. Also look up Carl Herold on Youtube. Has a great Intro to CS course. Look at his youtube videos and reddit posts. He raped his kid and killed himself in jail though lol. But personally his intro to cs series was one of the best I've seen. Also head over to /g/ and find their WebDev General thread. Read it everyday. Ask questions. Pick up the terminoly and what their talking about. This is just my advice. And like someone else said, get some projects going and make clones of your fave websites. Goodluck anon.

>>8149648
HEY MATE!!! Don't leave this thread.

Give me more guidance, elaborate on the 'becoming a webdev' adventure.
I really need to do it, and I have tackled the initials of programming already.
Shouldn't I look for other people's projects to learn and help on something like github?
I really like the ideas you've delimitted, but I need some more guidance... Like where to start, some more ideas, motivation... I don't know, just talk to me! I specially need motivation and some more guidance! To do that after I come home from my full time job.

>>8149801
webdev is dead, you get thousands of pajeets doing shitwebsites for 50 bucks and the clients can't tell shit for gold. Also wix and co. If you don't have 5+ years experience by now theres no way. Use your language skills, teach or something. Things that can't be automated. Webdev is certainly going to be automated.

PLEASE GIVE SOURCE FOR OP PIC

>>8149930
In UK, IT jobs are still very demanded though. And I live here now.

>>8140344
selling chainlink

>>8140511
Same excep srmtarted have sex arround 21 lots buy not sd much as i should have

>>8149894
Just listen to >>8149882
Get your programming fundamentals strong.
If you see something a website/program is doing and:
- you don't know how they did that: you need more knowledge
- you know how to do it, but you've never actually programmed it: you need more experience

Just keep cranking out real-world-like projects until you've managed to implement most use-cases at least once, and you can look at any website or program, and not just say "I know how to do that", but ALSO, "I've already done that".

Personally, I'm more of a mobile app dev.
Lots of money in in-app purchases, just crank out apps once a month, and put in unlockables like "remove ads, paid characters/items/skins, in-game currency they can earn or buy".
Soon you'll be rolling in passive income.

>>8140344
Not /biz/
MODS

>>8151011
kys linkie

>>8147127
why don't you kill or torture him or something.

>>8149645
>now my left leg is longer than my right.
Kek

>>8144108
sounds like you rely on other people and their validation a little too much. Programming is a man's profession. Building a house is for women who need external validation.

- Selling all my bitcoins in 2013 at $400 each
- Having one-itis for the same girl for the entirety of highschool, it never went further than a drunken kiss
- Becoming a complete shut-in introvert after highschool ended, losing touch with all my friends
- Not killing myself at 24 like i had always thought i would

Thats about it

>>8140344
Marrying the wrong woman

>>8149201
I can relate.

>>8140344
Falling for the trap meme. Now I suck cock and get fucked regularly. They're not even traps anymore, I found out estrogen shrinks your cock so I just get fucked by guys.

>>8140344
>being a pussy in middle/high school and not going after girls who were interested in me
>not trying harder because of high school angst
>perfect virgin religious high school gf breaks up with me because I have no ambition
>being a neet for a few years after high school
>wasting the prime of my life
>not buying any bitcoin even tho /g/ my home board had been talking about it since its inception
>not mining anything even though I had a gaming rig since 2013. It just sat idle for years

>video game addiction
>Messing with drugs from age 17
>Never work hard at anything before age ~21
>Not knowing wtf I was in University for and dropping out

also
>Not buying BTC/ETH/LTC @ $x

>>8140344
Donating 10,114 Bitcoin to Wikileaks in August 2011

>>8151747
you must still have more than that left

>>8140344
Not saving these /biz/ thots in a separate folder labeled color-possibleethnicity-hotness

doing that rn and just fucking kill me

>>8140511
>sex offerings
Wtf am I reading?

>>8142378
This. I look back at total anger at my "le edgy atheist" period.

>>8142378
Share some scripture for a lost soul pls?

>>8143106
You deserve absolute punishment for this

>>8140344
Going to law school

>>8152000
Is it that bad?

>>8143106
Go back to her. If she won't accept you then help her any way you can. Use those crypto gains to help her.

>>8140344
>leave abusive household
>dad threatened to kill himself if I don't come back
>goes back
>dad still a piece of shit and I want to kill him

Buying RX 470 on launch, for playing Doom and mining, but just playing Doom and actually too lazy to get into mining.

Missed $17-18k. Of course I'd cashed out some in the mid of this, but still.

In my shithole that's A LOT of money.

Smoking a ton of weed from 17-24

>>8140344
Fuck me for playing this shitty game too damn much

If you're living in the past you're living with depression. If you're living in the future you are anxious. If you are living in the present you are on the right path, open your eyes and appreciate every little detail...and buy more chainlink.

>>8152000
>>8152056
I also came here to post law school. It ruined my life. T-14 school, cum laude, still doesn't matter. What kills me the most is the opportunity cost wasted

>>8140688
accutane saved me, unless its what caused all the suicidal ideation that fills my head constantly...

>>8153747
How did you fuck that up? I graduated from a TTT in 2008 and went straight into NYC biglaw. Now in-house making $250k and working 9-5. Then again, I was magna, on law review, etc. sounds like you just didn’t hustle, anon.

>>8140761
Why are misc and biz so linked together what did I miss?

>>8141279
Ok now I realize why misc and btc would be related via silk road

>>8140362

I discovered Bitcoin due to AIB in 2013.

Spending years as a NEET. Greatest time of my life, but of course it couldn't last and now i'm so far behind that i'm basically doomed to work shit jobs forever.

buying only 6 btc when they were worh 10usd when i had 3k usd lying around, to sell them at 600 usd to buy stuff on silk road, forgetting about btc for years because i thought i missed the boat

>>8150506
What the fuck did you mean by that ?

>>8153805
>2008
>TTT
>straight to NYC biglaw
>now work 9-5

Weak b8

>>8149930
And the cunts who request all the work are getting more and more entitled with their demands.

>>8140511
I think what you are trying to say is the biggest mistake you made was not treating your autism.

>>8143236
>chemo
fucking retarded. literally buy some apricot seeds.
we've had medicines for thousands of years and yet dumb fuck normies like yourself cant be arsed to research for an hour on the net. how long has the scam cancer research been going for now?? and people still get chemo kek. they all deserve it for being ignorant

>>8154490
Legit?

>>8146688
Fucking hell
god bless you anon

>>8147127
Try dressing like a girl and sucking his dick.

>>8150031

Pretty sure that's a guy dude

>>8154543
Legit what m8

>>8154490
kys faggot

>>8154543
No. Liver cancer in paticular is often curable but not with this hippy bullshit.

>>8146248

thx anon im 6 ft 4, a slow learner and clumsy af in general
but Ill buy me a board and go to some skateboard workshop for old fellas over 25. its gonna be pure hell to learn it now in my 30s but I just gotta give it a shot I guess. saw some videos from some oldfag in his 40s who started skating every day and actually can do some decent tricks, so maybe there is still hope.

>>8140872
Similar to me. From 20$ I made 2000$ from doing nothing.
Could have made 200k if I simply bought TRTL and sold.

>>8140742
Maybe they were making fun of you...

>>8154692
Apricot seeds? Similiar effects as cannabis treatment?

>>8140344
Not buying Ethereum at 80 cents even though my intuition told me so

>>8144108
Really? because I absolutely am desperately in need of A PROGRAMMER THAT CREATES ACTUAL PROGRAMS.

Please God. I need a script that automates account registration to a few websites.
I need a bot that shitposts on imageboards so I don't do of myself.
I need a pro who can create a chat room website like Shamchat and Omegle.
I need a few puzzle games created for Steam.
I need someone that can edit a few Flash games(actionscript 2 and 3).
I need someone to teach how to distinguish bad code from good code.

And those are easy things that any programmer worth his salt can do in his sleep.
When I actually start asking for advanced programs/websites/utilities then my face will turn white at how much cash a good programmer will ask for.

>>8142980
>take year long welding class
>git gud at everything EXCEPT TIG
>never even looked for a job
Do you freelance and make shit or do you work for someone else? What are the hours like? I hate working for other people so one of my next purchases is going to be a tig welder and some garage spess. But i am too into crypto trading atm and I feel like i have to try and seize it as much as possible.

>>8155231
thats awesome, im sold, i am gonna get back on the bull myself, and finish learning some javascript.

is there a place that shows you how to keep yourself learning good programming fundamentals?

>>8146795
>every man has the chad in him