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>>54054176
there is always hope anon. you need to re-enter society again.

Yup I'm autistic, sick with something others think it was a collapsed lung and might be although been going on a year and I'm losing my mind
I'm 35 I have no money, I have no job prospects, I can only go back to extremely punishing physical labor jobs and if I do I'll blow my disability claim instantly.

Nothing ever goes my way so likely I'll be denied and that's when I'll actually kill myself if I get to that point.
I try not to be a victim but at some point you realize you're just a human doormat and the suffering will only get worse so why continue to put up with it.

I wish I was 10 years younger I squandered my youth, I feel like I'm 95 years old and spend most my time either arguing with probably trolls on here and being bedridden crying from pain even though I'm 6'4 210 lbs and people think I'm the toughest guy in the world and likely one of these days I'll finally go get my ladder and find a strong branch from one of the trees in the woods behind my house , it will be clean and hopefully nobody finds me till the coyotes shred my corpse and my body feeds the soil in the ground.
Gardening was the only real thing I enjoyed, I wish I could have done things differently.

>>54054176
>>54054234
Demoralization JIDF posts

When I was a loser who jerked off all the time and had no bitches. Never did anything just worked menial jobs and was a scrawny fuck. I found my initial purpose in the gym. And it slowly over the course of a few months brought me tons of confidence. I completely changed who I was thanks to it. And you can too anon. Find something to obsess over that is beneficial to you. Or… you can imagine someone coming into your house and beating the shit out of you and then forcing themselves onto your mother. Making you truly realize how sad of a human you are and how you must work harder to protect not only yourself but the family you truly love.

>>54054234
damn thats rough anon. I hope you can get through it. You dont deserve to me in the position you are. I deserve much worse

>>54054176
Anon, I'm 22 with a family and kind of envy you. I have no free time OR money. The biggest advice I can give you from when I had lots of free time when I was younger is do something with it. Even if you don't find success or make it, at least you tried. Make niche indie horror games, make youtube compilation videos, start a knick knack woodworking business. Whatever you want to do

>>54054278
I'm a white man from the midwest who's mostly german and irish and spent 14 years arguing against jewish trolls starting with the invasion of palestine and pillar of cloud.
Only JIDF around here is likely these short sentenced trolls who post once and leave.

>>54054291
I've done things you wouldn't believe and this is maybe my karma coming back, although I think I was poisoned.

>>54054284
funny enough i actually go to the gym but with my mental state i just cant go there anymore filled with people because i feel scared around other people now. I lifted for 7 months but im barely even that strong anyways and a normal physical labor man is twice my strength. It wont just save every issue i have despite maybe oneday making me look goodlooking

idk anymore

>>54054343
I was a fat ugly fuck until about 21, whatever disease is eating me alive fortunately shredded my fat.

I went from 2/10 to probably an 7/8 out of 10
I used to cry in theaters when I was a kid watching movies cause other teens in them had normal lives and weren't hideously fat.
If you got your health you can do whatever you want.
Money is only a way to keep stress away but if you get too much money you'll stress about that.

The point I'm making is you're young go live your life, you could end up like me the luckiest man in the world and get some kind of rare genetic lottery dysfunction and die in 10 years.

Don't let analysis paralysis take over your destiny.

Mine's gone, I believe I got either some kind of cancer or poisoned by heavy metals, I was heavily fucked with in my early 20's and it's around the same time I shredded 130 lbs and did nothing.
Mind you I felt like hell for a long time now and would constantly sweat my sheets, I thought it was normal til about 10 years of this neverending spiral downward into death.

You're young I'd trade all my experiences and knowledge to have a healthy body again.

You just reminded me I gotta cut on the sugar a lot, stress is just making me eat candies lately

>>54054451
i hope you can fight whatever you have and win anon. Im sorry you are experiencing this. I will push the gym more even if my mind cannot function. I have to try and fix it

>>54054524
You can lose weight simply by cutting back, rapidly changing your diet won't work it's like going cold turkey you just end up back where you started.
Just take it slow add some walking, cardio and weights when you feel like it, even doing it once or twice a week is better than nothing.
You want things to change overnight I get it, I was there 20 years ago but the slower you get to your natural weight the better it stays that way.

You're 25 that's 10 years younger than me, men start to look more rugged and handsome as they age so don't fret you'll be okay.

I appreciate the words don't feel bad if I kind of brush them off, I get that a lot from people, and it's nice but whatever is killing me isn't gonna go away.

>>54054176
Listen to me anon, your way hasn't worked for you. You need to let go of your ideas and make a normie plan to exercise, study, work, socialize and get therapy. Find a support group of any kind. Stop relying on your own mind and chan culture. Do the things you dont like and you'll get better. Godspeed

Thank you all for the messages. It seems like you guys are going through even worse issues. Take care bris

I got my first full time job at 25. Dicked around being lazy at uni for years plus NEET. Work sucks anyway,, and doesn't define your life.

>>54054176
Get a job. Anything. Lie and exaggerate on your resume if needed. You'll get hired somewhere eventually. Getting yourself in a more normal routine will solve most of your problems. Good things will snowball after that. I've been in a worse situation than you and turned it around.

>>54054176
get a job friend. I stock shelves at night. no dress code. no customers. all male. no asians. its pretty lit. me and my boss talked about smoking weed, I dont bond often so that was nice.

>>54054176
I was a high school dropout with a ged and I literally wasted the first 20 years of my life not doing anything but rotting. Eventually I did find a job and then got a car from there and then my own place and now have comfortable finances and I’m gonna start investing it. So it does work out in the end kinda but I’m balding at 23 already so I guess you can’t win everything lol.

yes, all the blog posters in this thread should unironically kill themselves. not in minecraft or any other meme way, pick your train and jump right in front of it.

>>54057589
kys glowie

>>54054176
>>54057696
>RESPECT MY HECKIN MENTAL HEALTHARINOS WOW DID YOU JUST TOTALLY SKIP OVER THE PART WHERE I SAID IM BIPOLAR THIS *CLAP* ISNT *CLAP* ABOUT *CLAP* YOU OMG NOW IM GOING TO TAKE 3 EXTRA XANNIES

>>54057432
Who the hell doesn’t lie on their resume? Have you seen the bullshit people come up with nowadays to fluff up their pointless jobs and non existent skills?

>>54054176
>>54054234
You guys could get a job at a gas station just standing at a cash register, thats what I did. Getting a job forced me to get my drivers license and gave me enough money to eventually buy a cheap car. That was my first step into being a "normal" person.
>>54057432
>>54057589
These are good suggestions. I know a guy who likes night shift stocking work.

>>54057700
you first chong

>>54054176
Hang in there, my dude
I was in a similar state at your age, it was a tough time

Things mellow out as you get older though
I went back to college even though I dropped out twice. Try to pick up the pieces of your broken life and put things together with what you have. You might have to do it multiple times even, but eventually things will work out.
You still have plenty of time to make the best of things

>>54054176
you can get the trad life, you just need the right motivation

>>54054284
Yeah do this. Make 1 thing your priority i was never a loser like OP.
But I learnt early on you get stuck in a rut easily so get stuck in a good rut.
Eg make working out or picking up girls or travelling as your no.1 priority. Just fucking put all your effort into it. Get home you need to do 6 things not until you complete top priority. Every decision base around that priority.

Take the Gym
>breakfast (yoghurt, protein, zinc, magnesium, water, kiwi, etc.
>bed time (as much as possible)
>work late? (no got to hit gym)
>drink? (No empty calories)
>youtube or book (human body/exercise)
>friends? Gym bros

Lets say its make money in property
>breakfast (quick and get to that open home)
>sleep (as long as youve finished book)
>work late (yes if property related)
>Drink? (At a property function with a mentor yes.)
>friends? Agents, valuers, planners etc.

Think of it like a business strategy. Walmart is all about low prices whatever makes lower prices they do. Do they care about beautiful stores and specialised service? No.
Make everything lead to that 1 goal. Youll be amazed how quickly you can do it.

>>54057725
Mostly young bucks. I used to tell the truth years ago. Now my resume is 90% made up bullshit and my most recent 2 jobs have been great because of that. My wife is now a stay at home mom with our 2 year old. Don't even need her to work.

>>54054176
On the bright side a great equaliser may be coming that will set hard working successful people on the same level as you

At least wait and see if that happens before you do anything drastic

We should know in a werk

>>54054176
>spent a year and a half learning to code
>job market implodes, can't find a job, can't even get interviews since every position is flooded with applicants
>considering getting into a reliable trade so i can actually find work and not need to worry about this type of shit
>parents, friends, and family keep telling me to "stick it out" and "just keep applying"
i'm giving it 6 more months before i abandon this field entirely and go become a mechanic
fuck this shit, fuck this industry, fuck my life
what a mess
i fucking love grinding leetcode and sending out applications with a 97% rejection rate, woohoo!

>>54058112
haha, cool
oh yeah!

>>54058131
>>54058112
hey, that's pretty neat!

>>54054278
>muh demoralization
It's called reality.

>>54054176
Many such cases like yours. Yours is the sickness of the age for many young men. I was like but now im married with a kid in a nice house. I still don’t know how exactly but one day i just got fed and got a job and moved out. Changed everything for me, also I started smoking weed and going to reggae concerts which is where i met my wife.

So my advice is break out of your shell. See what you’re made of and what the world is like.

Also 25 is sooo young specially for a man. Chill. You have time. Literally just get up and do things.

>>54057951
The worst interview I ever had in my life I was 19 and just got fired from my last job. Like a dumbass I said I got fired because I thought “muh background checks” and that interview bombed so horribly I still remember it to this day. Immediately learned to always lie after that fateful interaction

>>54054176
flipping one's life can be easy and quick, that's the white pill. Look up for job opportunities and be ready to grind it through for a couple of years, and you might have enough to buy a condo or a small house and put your life on the right track.

>>54054176
Replace your smartphone with a dumbphone.
Plan your meals for the whole week, make sure you eat a couple of different fruits and a couple of different vegetables every day.
Go grocery shopping only once a week and only buy what you have planned to eat.
Start getting eight hours of sleep a day, going to bed and waking up early.
Start exercising three times a week.
Masturbate at most twice a week, ideally only once.
Stop browsing online forums and using social media. Read books instead.

This is your only hope.

>>54058307
so the HR doesnt check if your education/diploma is true?