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>be me
>told myself I wouldn't eat yesterday after binging on Sunday
>binged after work; felt so demoralised by Stacey filled supermarket and general existential ennui
>was so low energy after work
>skipped gym and slept
>woke up this morning slightly early
>drank coffee, browsed internet
>felt extremely low energy, demoralised, defeated before work
>worked
>ate food at lunch after telling myself no food until Wednesday to make up for Monday's binge
>was openly cringing after some meetings and zoom calls today
>had mini epiphany about how ugly and cringe and repulsive I am
>finished work
>calmly went to the store to buy junk food
>binged with zero guilt (must have used it all yesterday)
>will go to gym later
>now browsing internet

I'm glad 2/5 work days have gone this week.

I'm simply never going to fit in at any workplace, with any normies, ever. That's that. People see me as a freak.

My weekend is going to be so fucking boring.

My job is pointless.

I wasted my 20s and teens.

Everyone has life on easy mode except me.

I unironically believe in the hive mind.