/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>49988686
missed out on formative experiences as a teen, now I'm a 25 year old khhv who is inching closer to becoming a wizard every day

No it didn't.

Make sure it's with a good partner who is understanding of your struggles anon. If not it will make it worse.

>>49988711
if ur actually high iq this is normal desu senpai

>>49988759
>too smart to ensure my genes are passed on

>>49988949
there's a study out there on >+3sd math phds and the average age of no longer being an autismal virgin was like 27 for them iirc

>>49988686
I had a threesome with an ugly girl and her single mom. AMA

I'm too intelligent to have sex

> /biz/ - Business & Finance

>>49988686
I went to college at 21, found myself virgin freshmen pussy unironically, the girl went on to become a whore though

>>49988992
>t.

>>49988759
im like that and im dumb though

>>49988686
probably didn't turn my life around but face fucking about 15 escorts did at least get rid of my fear of grills. but to each his own bro

>>49988981
>less than 2 years to snap out of my reclusive autismo ways
christ

>>49988982
did they kiss and eat each others pussy?

>>49988686
>did a wet warm skin bag around your dick heal the functional depression
No because after enough of it you begin to realize that empty feeling is always there, the solution is to maximize your dopamine sensitivity by stopping all degenerate dopamine binge activities and taking massive action in your life, soon achievements start to actually feel good because of the dopamine connection and it encourages you to do more, to be more.

>>49989088
Kiss, yes, nothing else between them besides that. Even the kisses happened because I told them to do it.

>>49989151
kinda gross desu. Did you pay them?

>>49988686
>>49988711
You insecure faggots need to stop putting pussy on the pedestal and deriving all your self worth from the validation of women via sex.

>>49988686
I'm a wizard. Thinking of jumping off a bridge more and more every day.

>>49989173
>kinda gross desu
kek

No money was involved, her mom just became a massive degenerate since getting divorced almost a year ago and her daughter is kind of stupid and just followed along I guess

The daughter is a massive butterface with a hot bod so theres that

>>49989202
Your life is ruined after you went through years of years without female affection

It just imprints in your brain. All your peers managed to do that you were born to and you fucked up, dreaded in your head for years
How well can you recover being locked in the basement for years?

>>49988686

>>49988686
>depression
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVsa-j7Ig_w depression isnt real

>>49989230
35 yo wizard here. Only 100k net worth. Every day I want to kms.

>>49988686
> Be me, 11
> Mom dies
> Grandma dies
> Grandpa dies
> Other grandma dies
> Couple of aunts and uncles die
> Two nephews die
> Turn 14, with PTSD
> Continuous therapy
> Missed out on teen love
> Had first pussy at 23
> Didn’t cure depression
> Had more pussy
> Still didn’t cure depression
> Found the right one
> Felt happy
> Dad dies 4 years later
> Depression is back
> Also having an existential crisis now

I have literal tons of money I would trade so I could have my dad back for a day. I’m just not allowed to be happy.

>>49988686
>Anons that missed out on teen love, how did you turn your life around? Did pussy heal the functional depression
This is mainly a russia/third world board so I guess HIV?

>>49988686
I went to the roe v wade protests in austin yesterday and heckled some cuties

>>49989317
What is this world. I'm sorry Anon. Right now the only thing that's preventing me from pulling the trigger is making it before the end of the year. I need 500k to make all that isolation worth it. Even if people start dying around me at least I'll have the money to quit the cage and tend to them you know? And the fact that you're sad about your dad means he was worth something to you. Hold onto that fact.

>>49988686

>>49989309
>35 yo wizard here. Only 100k net worth. Every day I want to kms.

Tropical island with poor natives...
100K is a fortune to them.

>>49988981
>even super ultra autismos are losing virginity at 27
it's over for me bros.......jdimsa...

>>49989309
you'd be a king in Colombia

>>49988686
>Did pussy heal the functional depression
nop

>>49988686
No, but you find a way to live with it, like everything else. I was fortunately astute enough to understand that if it didn't happen by the end of undergrad, anything after would be roasties desperate to settle (year 2000 thinking, different terminology ofc). So I accepted it. I went through a period where I considered marrying someone from within the culture from overseas, but I'm not very cultural and I'm not interested in kids anyway. Fortunately I'm rich and enjoy doing things alone, so that helps a lot.

Idk, I was never really caught up in the idea of romance. Maybe that was a coping mechanism I developed though. I just focused on my studies/career first.

I welcomed 2D into my heart so no roasties get my dick and I'm okay with it.

"turn your life around" what the fuck
what exactly is it that I need to change just because I didn't fuck high schoolers?

>>49988686
Why dont anons who are seriously in this situation just go to rosarito or bogata or whatever and just go on an epic drug/hooker binge

Best case you break through and realize women are meaningless
Worst case you at least have fun

>>49989359
I hope you find meaning before you pull the trigger, and I hope the money will come to you so you can spend it with your loved ones.

With all these deaths I’ve been looking for meaning in my life. I’ve come to find none, but what has been fulfilling is helping those I love. Looking back on my dads actions, that’s what gave his life meaning, at least to me. Reflecting on his life, I’ve decided to let the search for meaning go. Perhaps my loved ones can find meaning in my life through my actions. Something I can’t seem to do.

>>49989317

NEWS FLASH!
EVERYONE DIES in the end... EVERYONE !

Now that you know death is end and it is always closer than you thought...
LIVE everyday like it is almost your last..
LOVE without hesitation or regret, today could be your first AND LAST day to have this love

>>49989874
I’m aware, I lost 12 people in a three-year timespan before I turned 15. Finding meaning in my life has occupied my mind mostly since then.

>>49989551
So the end of your story is that you are still alone?

>>49990189
Yes, but I can afford an army of sexdolls

>>49988686
Teen love fucked me up. College was designed to separate husbands from wives and derailed our generation into this casual hookup bs.

>>49988686
I found a virgin Jewess in my late 20s. Shes everything i could ever want. Loyal faithful, trad wife. We homeschool and garden. She hates niggers and the U.S. Government almost as much as i do...wants to make love every day.

First step is being a goodan for a good woman. Its takes discipline and faith. Sittin on 4chan jerking it to tranny porn aint the right first step anon

I am 28 years old and I never even kissed a girl

>>49989252
was it good with them? will you do it again?

>>49988711
The only thing I can think of to tell you is to try and get with some chicks that are not out of your league. Its not bad to have ambitions but you cant start off smashing some s-tier pussy. I gave this advice to my roommate who was a 26 yr old virgin. He ended up finding some fugly chick who was willing to let him poke. He ended up marrying her for whatever reason but the point remains the same.

>>49988686
I fucked a 19 year old young woman, back in summer before corona.
Going on a double date and later hanging with her and her girl friend and going on another double date, felt nothing like any real dates I had in my life before.
It was like taking an assistant to dinner and to drinks. Like going around with an apprentice.

>>49989302
I'm not depressed I'm just constantly feeling depressed because my life sucks and I'm constantly failing with my attempts to fix it. "Dont worry" I tell myself, "all successful people fail!" I think while I cry myself to sleep after another day of damaging the few remaining friendships/relationships I have while attempting to make new ones (failing).
Ha ha I'm doing great. Gotta keep trying to fake it till I make it and ignore the mental breakdowns that happen along the way tee hee.

>>49991224
elaborate

>>49988686
teenage years are an overlooked period for development. Luckily I had some gfs before my life spiraled out of control and I became an ugly fat teenage hermit so I had some reference. But come college I had to reestablish my social skills and i didnt reach my peak potential until my late 20s, but i hit my stride by 25.

hit the gym, learn a martial art and practice small talk with people with the moment comes. Also observe how others communicate while finding your own method and way to communicating that isnt off putting. It takes time but you must have terrible genetics if you cannot find a single girl who would be happy to have you. Virtually everybody has someone who is compatible, just gotta put yourself out there and quit being a fucking pussy. "failure" is a stupid word, get it out of your lexicon. That's your ego demanding you to avoid disappointment. Pain is part of growth, suck it up.

Just hit 1 mil net worth at 28, my last sexual contact was at age 18 with a hooker. I got this hooker out of despair after my first GF ever onititis that I had been courting since 17(a virgin just like me) broke up with me and then lost her virginity to a frat bro a week later. she never even saw my (huge) dick, we only kissed

Anyways. I am a millionaire but have zero social life, girls or boys. I have a huge dick and am physically attractive but have dug myself into a hole for the past 10 years where I cant remember how to have friends of either sex. Basically I'm a freak of nature

>>49989317
nah bro you don't get it your unhappiness isn't real just choose to be happy bruh lol it's just that simple it's just your brain dawg just make it feel how you want it's literally that easy imagine choosing to feel depressed when you could just decide not to be depressed lmaofl

>>49989497
no now anon, 3sd is 27, just be 4sd and you still in the game!

>>49988981
can 27 still be my year if I'm a mere 2sd brainlet

>>49988711
You're still young. Go for it. You could be like me, 40 years old virgin. Never had gf

>>49988686
i met a girl that genuinely took an interest in me and just like that 28 years of loneliness and bitterness went out the window

>>49992265
teach me your secrets

>>49989277
Cute

>>49988686

Wait until marriage. Turn to Jesus & YHWH (God).

They are the truth, the way, and the life.

Start with these 2 videos

https://youtu.be/C7hdUorDU-U

https://youtu.be/imJZlhOsPKM

Then read the NEW TESTAMENT, OLD TESTAMENT, and BOOK OF ENOCH.

JESUS IS LORD.

The Holy Spirit is real, and it is far more powerful than "the force" (fiction) and God & Jesus will protect you and love you.

>>49991094
>He ended up marrying her for whatever reason
OH NO NO NO

>>49988686
god no. i've had sex with a dozen women and it's either shit or i fall in love and spaghetti within a month. kys before it's too late anon, it only gets worse even when you try to make it better

just be a man and turn off your emotions.
first world bullshit fantasizing about the perfect life and shit that doesn't even matter.
there's starving children that are getting stabbed in the foot every minute with rusty nails. WAKE UP.
take some responsibility and improve yourself instead of tormenting yourself over the past that doesn't exist besides some electrons in your brain. go appreciate nature or read a book, lord.

>>49992280
met her through a dating app called boo. i matched with about 70 girls and she was the only one that made an effort to have a conversation and didnt ghost me. so it really takes luck and persistence to find the right one. keep in mind im no chad either, i get zero matches on all the other apps like tinder

>tfw had teen love

>>49989065
where did you find the escorts

>>49988686
>>49988686
>how did you turn your life around?
I literally just stopped caring.

>Did pussy heal the functional depression
No. And nothing/no one can heal it for you,. You have to do it yourself.

i chose to become bisexual and married a man
we've been together for 10 years and we have had 2 (two) significant issues in our relationship and have literally never argued badly enough for even raised voices to be used

>>49992413
>>49992348
>>49992312
>>49992301
>>49992289
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>>49988686
I just kept trying. I don't know if it works for everyone but it worked for me. Pussy won't solve all your problems but for me it helped me get over the overwhelming feeling that I was a broken person and a social pariah. That feeling was extremely pervasive and damaging to me.

I came inside my thicc brown girlfriend 3 times this weekend. She's addicted to my seed.

>>49992654
big if true

>>49988686
Missed out in high school, had experiences in college. Overall embarrassed that I experienced heartbreak at later age than most, but glad it happened before I got married or some shit. When you realize that people in general are dishonest and manipulative, and that women excel at it, the magic wears off fast. This is especially true with those that mirror your personality to trick you into thinking they’re your ideal match. Very eye opening experience.

Not sure if these counts as teenage love but during my teenage years I only had a series of one-sided love or infatuations or whatever the fuck you want to call it.
>did a couple of confessions only for me to be friendzoned.
>One girl that stuck out to me in particular was Y.
>Y and I are pretty close friends, close enough to do pretend relationship where we act what couples do (no kissing tho) and call each other with stupid endearments.
>stupid me back then fucking fell to her and when I confessed she just told me to know my limitations because she only sees me as a friend and she had a crush to me at first but it was lost at some point (probably because I was a bit autistic back then).

I had someone who liked me at that time tho, she's H and I met her before Y.
>We were good friends because we share hobbies (we're both weebs).
>Used to have a crush on her but it was lost at some point ever since our friends and teachers started teasing us because we're almost always together (shy af back then so we started avoiding each other when we were teased)
>Ffw to when I was crazy with Y I heard from our common friend that H liked me but didn't believe it unless I heard it directly from her.
>Ffw to prom, which is some time after Y rejected me, H asked me to dance and during the dance she confessed to me that she liked me for a long time.
>I rejected her because I'm still in love with Y at that time and I don't want to disrespect her feelings by making her the replacement or going out to her while I'm still in love with Y

Ever since I never fell in love with another woman mainly because I've become an incel misogynist and would like to focus on becoming rich. Still a kissless virgin

>>49989317
sounds like you got some shit genetics maybe you shouldn't pass them on

>>49989309
Give me a no-interest loan, I could make some actual use of that money to better my life.

>>49988686
I missed on teen love (pretty much) and I've never had a stable functioning relationship at almost 30. But I once banged a chick in the street that I had met like half an hour before. I was going in raw while people passed by cheering and it felt awesome. Not many people can say that so I feel I'm even with society.

>>49988686
You never got to fuck your girlfriend over the hood of your car on a warm summer night just like this behind a doctor's office with both of you getting hosed by the timed sprinklers half way through, but you both just kept going unphased?
Sad

Women are incapable of love. It is impossible to miss something that doesn’t exist. If you want love buy a dog. If you want sex, fuck a hooker.

>>49992654
latina?

>>49993041
Youre still young.

Why not contact H and hangout.

Also, faggot. Should have raped Y.

>>49988686
The first 3-4 months of the gf experience are actually great but it goes downhill pretty fucking quick

>>49988686
I've fucked like 800 hookers and only got more depressed. 18 year old Asian pussy is a good distraction but it doesn't solve your problems.

>>49989449
>that hip to waist ratio
Ögäbögä where the schwarze women at?

>>49988686
Teen love is overrated and gay so i don't know why people think they missed out on something magical. 99% of those relationships are pretty dysfunctional since it's between 2 teens that are controlled by their emotions and know nothing about love. I had friends in highschool break down in tears over the dumbest shit that happened in their relationship and it seriously turned me off from dating in highschool.

>>49988686
Found a girl in my age group who had never even kissed a guy before and became that disgusting couple we were always jealous of in high school

>>49994585
How sweet! What was his name?

tfw too intelligent to ignore that "love" is just brain chemicals and never allowed myself to experience it

>>49994807
"hunger" is just a brain chemical, you don't need food bro
Lonely people live very short lives, by the time you realize this it will be too late

>>49994807
The brain chemical cope is the absolute funniest shit to me, it literally never gets old.

>>49989252
How did you get in that situation?we’re you banging the mom already? Was it her idea or yours?

>>49994820
>>49994837
enjoy your misery after the honeymoon period ends

>>49988686
Just seduce a prime jb, but I warn u . u won't be able to stop.

>>49988981
link to study?
seems true from personal experience, I unlocked my emotions around that age and started getting laid lots
the pussy doesn't heal you, actually it makes things worse
finding a purpose or a mission will put things into alignment and then the pussy will just be a byproduct of a great life rather than an addiction to feel whole

learn to meditate and then try dropping some shrooms to promote neuronal growth to get your two brain hemispheres talking, maybe that will tame your turbo-autismo

>>49988686
I was a virgin until I made my first to trip Thailand when I was 28. I went twice and had sex with over 20 women. Went to Colombia last Summer and fucked a few more. I got my first gf (in America) last year at age 32. She wants to get married but I secretly hate her and I want to be single again.

>>49989277
he fucked her in the pussy

>>49994849
The reason it's funny has nothing to do with that.
It's because it's the sort of empty argument that dudes who grew up being told they were smart make. The sort of people who got this idea in their heads that they were so far above other people that they weren't worth their time, and now they have become autistic through the sheer power of delusion.
All of your emotions, values, and experiences are "brain chemicals", and you have decided that the only ones that are important just so happen to be the only ones you can get.

i dated a teen to make up for it

>>49994887
>The sort of people who got this idea in their heads that they were so far above other people that they weren't worth their time, and now they have become autistic through the sheer power of delusion.
it's called covert narcissism
autismos look up Sam Vaknin

>>49989132
Thank u anon

>>49994916
How

>>49988711
I got a super power when I became a wizard and stopped caring.
It made me into a millionaire.

>>49989317
I'm sorry anon. At least you weren't raped on a daily basis in prison for 4years while also having you dad die cause that's what happened to my cousin

>>49988686
This thread sucks. There are not even actionable steps. Just people either bragging about end results like women or crying like women.

>>49990887
Ben Shapiro, is that you?

>>49994807
>Tfw so intelligent I recognize it's all jiggling atoms and shit but still have sex cause I like it

>>49988686
had late teen love and tbqh it's a bit overrated
maybe it just made me into a perpetual grinding autist, maybe not. either way, it was fleeting
interacting with normie women is horrific and I don't give a shit about it anymore

>>49988992
I am just ugly

>>49990959
Genuine question, why don't you get a prostitute?

>>49988711
I'm 34 and a kissless hugless virgin, I never managed to get a job because socially retarded, never had any friends.
hanging by a thread barely making any money in crypto.
desu I thought I would never turn 30+, expected to kill myself before 30 but here I am, still here.
I spend my days playing videogames or watching old movies and tv shows. the only memory I have about the past is a blur from all kinds of media I watched over the years.
at this point I'm so far removed from a relationship with a girl I might as well sit in another galaxy. its like if you never learn how to love you will never figure it out, at least to me. when I get horny I just work out or eventually rub one out to my favorites on sadpanda. its a lonely existence but I have to accept it or maybe I dont and will an hero soon. I build my exitbag years ago and its still sitting in my closet.
one day tho

>>49988686
I got tired of being a virgin so I transitioned from straight beta male to alpha female. It helped me get pussy at first but then the estrogen flipped my sexuality and made me gay so now I just date men, I guess I'm happier now and I have a good job but it's still really weird to think about how different everything is now

>>49995127
Nobody wants their first kiss to be a prostitute, that shit will stick with him for the rest of his life

No, I realised that I prefer being alone and being able to fully pursue my own hobbies and life. I also tricked myself out of depression

>>49988686
>>49988711
Those supposed important teen experiences mean nothing. Your obsession with them holds you back.
>>49988686
Pussy itself fixes nothing. The woman who owns the pussy can however help a lot. Or do a lot of damage if you're unlucky.

>>49995176
You just got to keep on trying, bud. The coal mine could always use a good shovel man. Then, you can take those hard earned wages down to the local discotheque and meet a nice young women.

>>49989317
i have a dad restore bussiness going on, it costs all your money and we will do our best to get your pops back

>>49988686
I messed around with girls as a teen (kissing, finger banging, tit fondling). Nothing to write home about. Met my first real girlfriend on gaia online (retarded I know) when someone matched us together and we actually met each other IRL and were on track to get married.

This was in my mid 20's. I did all kinds of stuff with her, fucking, eating pussy, eating ass, she even finger fucked me while I was eating her out. Shit was pretty cash. The best part was she was a half-decent girl and knew how to make me feel loved. She cooked my favorite foods and whatnot but she was a bit of a fatty. Also, her political beliefs weren't in line for me. We hit a real snag with the circumcision question and she didn't budge on it. At the same time, my family was having issues so I basically bailed on her saying if she wanted to move in with me I'd take care of her but she'd have to leave her family which I think was pushing some of these retarded ideas on her.

To answer your question, having a woman wrap her pussy around your dick isn't going to wipe away your depression or give you a 2nd lease on life. Find a woman who will genuinely love and care about you (cook your favorite food, tickle your favorite spot you like tickled, and watch your favorite movie with you). That's a lot more valuable to me than sex. Not that sex isn't cool as hell, but if your only metric is "can I fuck your hole(s)" you may as well buy a fleshlight for all the good the modern thot will do you.

jesus christ, this thread
compared to you faggots I feel like a demi-god

>>49995176
Start over with Christ Jesus. Have hope. Escape hellfire.

>Revelation 20:11 & 15 KJV
11 And I saw a great white throne, and him that sat on it, from whose face the earth and the heaven fled away; and there was found no place for them.
-
15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.

Now if you have fear of this, of God... that's the way it is supposed to be, do not be deceived.

>Proverbs 9:10 KJV
10 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom: and the knowledge of the holy is understanding.

>How do i get saved?
Repent and believe the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ, that He died for your sins, was buried, and resurrected from the dead the third day.

Repentance is simply a change of heart about yourself. It is written in 2 Corinthians 7:10 that 'godly sorrow' worketh repentance to salvation. It is to have sorrow towards God over what you ARE. The fact that YOU have sinned against God by breaking HIS law makes you a sinner against Him.
You were born corrupt, you are NO good according to scripture. Without Jesus Christ you are worthy and on your way to hell RIGHT NOW. Repentance can be summed up into simply: Coming to God as a sorry sinner...

Call upon and Recieve Jesus Christ as your PERSONAL Lord & Saviour and trust His shed blood on the cross for YOU, and believe that He resurrected.
STOP rejecting the one who DIED for YOU, the one who ROSE again. He is all which can justify a sinner in this time.

THE PASSWORD:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Arah-xtKCDc

>Romans 10:9-10 KJV
9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
>10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

>1 Timothy 1:15 KJV
15 This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief.

>>49996445
If anyone wants good sound Bible doctrine & truth i highly recommend this channel. Especially the preacher & teacher 'Peter Ruckman'.
The man of this channel 'upgrades' old or new good plain Bible teaching & preaching, making it higher quality, adds scriptures & visuals making it smother and easier to understand.

Here's some good videos to start of with:

>The Gospels of the King James Bible | A Further Study on Dispensationalism | Dr. Peter S. Ruckman
https://youtu.be/B4n9HwYY1xw
>Dr. Peter S. Ruckman | Beginning and Ending of History | With Maps!
https://youtu.be/UczKwsNRnww
>Peter S. Ruckman | Antichrist | Mark of the Beast | Words That End in X
https://youtu.be/guFsuSWw8bk
>Peter S. Ruckman | Leviathan | The Serpent | Satan | The Deeps
https://youtu.be/5AZQCWzhPTM

Above all, lean on the Lord.

John 16:13 KJV
13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.

>James 1:5 KJV
5 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.

>>49989075
Thats a long time you pathetic retard. Snao out of it and start today or keep coping and you'll hit 40 before you know it

I just found a 20 year old East Asian girl to marry when I was 28. That's how I dealt with it.

>>49988686
>Anons that missed out on teen love, how did you turn your life around?
By not caring

>Did pussy heal the functional depression?
No because you then realize the true nature of women..
Don't get me twisted, I'd met quality women but those are rarer than hen's teeth.

Did NOT miserable out on teen pussy, still miserable, changed nothing. Get a grip retards

>>49995176
>>49995765
rp is right, all you have to do is keep trying, never give up, and you'll get there eventually. take some first steps... clean your room. go for a walk. drink some water.

>>49995744
sage.

>>49988724
Baaaaah, fuck whores, the confidence in your sexual competency, alone will have pussy flocking to you.

Whores are used to fucking fat old dudes and broke niggers, theyll happily fuck your brains out if your even somewhat fuckable and young.

>>49996569
Same, but 18 year old se-asian when I was 25.

>>49988686
You missed out on stinky vaginas, don't worry about it brah.

>>49988686
>Did pussy heal the functional depression
Not directly, but it cured my incel tendencies. It made me realize that it was over-rated. Pussy is nice and all, but it's not worth putting up with bitches.
>Anons that missed out on teen love, how did you turn your life around?
Lost my virginity at 20. So there wasn't much to turn around. I was still a stupid college student.

One must just accept that god (or chance or fate whatever you want to call it) controls everything. If you missed out, it's because God wanted you to miss out. I don't even think when I invest, I just choose randomly because I realize that it's a waste of time to think. If god wants me to win, I'll win. If god wants me to lose, I'll lose. He is in full control and I am just a piece of garbage, completely at his mercy. I could die any second, I could get kidnapped and put to slavery in nk mines for the rest of my life, any one of these days. I could make a billion dollars doing some stupid shit. It all depends on what god wants to happen to me. Embrace being dirt.

I got a gf in high school, we were both virgins and we lost our virginity to each other. She came over to my house for the weekend and I wrote a poem and posted it on the wall saying how much I loved her. I cut out all these snowflakes to hang from the ceiling too. When she got there she started crying, she was so happy, and I asked her to make love to me. She said that when she was at the mall she had thrown coins into the fountain to make a wish that we'd make love that weekend. We said "I love you" to each other and then lost our virginity to each other. I guess I got lucky, no one's virginity story is ever that nice but mine. Relationship didn't work out, but at least my first time remained a beautiful memory

>>49994367
>Contact H
Nah mate, I did H dirty. I'm a walking red flag and I believe that H deserves someone who isn't fucked up in the head
>Rape Y
Hell na. Y is a fucking roastie hoe now, she no longer deserves my attention. Fuck Y

>>49997097
Did she bleed a lot or complain about the pain much at all?

>>49997147
No actually, not that one. When she masturbated she used objects frequently so she was more prepared. I've had sex with two other virgins though, one my current girlfriend, and both those were pretty bad. Current gf bled all over and we had to break her hymen over several days. The other one said it hurt worse than breaking her leg. Was pretty terrible desu

>>49988686
work on yourself

be honest and think about what you love not what scares you or makes you angry

Lost virginity at 23
Fucked 20 girls between 23-24 to get it out of my system
Got a girlfriend at 25, been together for 4 years now

>>49997213
Oh man that sounds rough. I thank you for sharing though. Thank god we're not broads and don't have to worry about that or periods or pregnancies, hey?

Fuck I'll never forget the smell of my first vag at 15. I stuck my fingers down on her and nearly gagged when the scent of fish, vinegar, armpit, and a felt marker all combined into one was rotting on my fingers for days afterwards.

Sex is waaay better when you're older since chicks know how to (well hopefully) take care of that shit and you and her are more experienced in bed latter in age.

>>49997097
Goddamn Anon that's a beautiful memory

>>49997213
>When she masturbated she used objects frequently so she was more prepared.
That's degenerate.
>>49997240
Your gf is coping.

i wish i would have missed out, those faggots that say
>better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all
are full of shit

>>49991625
This
You can choose your emotions

>>49989874
>guy loses 90% of his family as a teen
>"everyone dies bro get over it"

>>49988686
I am never going to be cured, it's over for me.
I'm just going to sociopathmaxx, why bother caring for those who never did and those who never will?