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maybe you see yourself in him

>>25172861
Forgive your father. It is a great shame men of today do not respect their fathers for doing their best.

>>25172918
what if they didnt do their best?

>>25172873
https://youtu.be/utdidBGSw5s

>>25172931
I've never even done my best once, not a single time, in my entire life

>>25172931
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0d3vhHe-zSM

>>25172861
I know though feel, though my dad isn't actually a bad man, the more I think about the more flaws he has, and the more I dislike him. I see his bad traits more, since my mother and clearly, his wife, died. Feels bad man, when your heroes die on their own sword, and become men. Then you look at your own flaws. Just try to be better, I guess. He has demons, sure, I know this. I know he has PTSD from being among the first on scene at Piper Alpha (look it up if you care) as he was on a Supply Ship nearby at the time. Sometimes he has nightmares. I think he has survivors guilt maybe too. Men burning around you in a sea of ignited oil and you can't do shit about it as you said through the hell. I can't even imagine. But it doesn't excuse him, especially when he's a shitty cunt. Idk even how to deal with his shit. He's old. I'm a 32 year old who left his cunt fiancée and has embarked on a relationship with a person on the other side of the globe, holding crypto, stonks, and precious metals hoping to make it big wagecucking like a madman for nothing, in a system both of us know is fucked, and I guess I wait for him to die then get the house. What is this life.

>>25172931
you don't know what he went through, you think your demons are bad, you have no idea the shit people hide and will never tell anyone.

the ultimate state is to realize ur dad has always been a piece of shit but its okay cause u can be the bigger man like God intended and still love him.

>>25172918
I would agree with you if he really did his best. The issue is that even if he didn’t realize it consciously he actively destroyed his kids’ sense of self. He basically crushed our souls for over 20 years. He didn’t have to do any of that shit but he still did it because of his own insecurities that he should’ve taken care of before jizzing in a woman multiple times for a decade.

>>25172954
poetic, anon

My dad is a really great guy. Compared to me he's garbage, but then again compared to me everyone in the world is garbage, I'm a living God. Come here son, you need a hug?

>>25172861
be careful. hate b/w relatives is more often than not on the mother. she might be manipulating you both without you having the slightest clue.

>>25173071
are you me

>>25173048
Thank you, anon, as we're in a blog thread thought I'd contribute a rant on this Mongolian goat herding board. I plan to rent this out (decent enough area, near enough to London in the south east) and get myself a cheap place somewhere to live. Hopefully my investments pay off during the GREAT RESOOOOOT and I make it or something. At least enough to escape this life of hell and move to the other side of the world and live a hopefully much better life. If not hell I'll blow it all enjoying myself going insane I guess. Anything is better than trying to survive being a normie NPC. I refuse to live on credit loaning everything. I wish I could honestly be the next great leader but how can you now? Every movement will be infiltrated and destroyed. History tells you that. Look at what happened to anyone who spoke out and tried in the last 100 years. The British Empire. Five eyes runs it all now, and every. Fucking. Movement. Environmentalists, commies now being a super liberal global homo movement.

>>25173180
Combat 18 is a perfect example, and what happened to Ian Stuart Donaldson (the founder of Blood & Honour). The outing of his right-hand man, Nicky Crane, in the media - which now promotes homosexuality. No Remorse lead singer, Paul Burnley, is now under his old name Paul Bellany in Hollywood. You can't fight them. And now Israel tries to take America from their grasp with Trump. Empires fight and we get fucked, over and over. Maybe this time we all make it, bros, maybe we will then be in a position to change it all. We could just be the chosen, and let's not be fags and just fuck it up this time. The internet might have chosen us, through mere chance, to be the ones. If we make it, and we know, this time - in Minecraft - the Jew and the Anglo beast of Five Eyes all pay, theoretically, in Minecraft. We hang them all. I hope, but maybe, if not, I'll just buy some land for myself, and make my own little paradise, in dystopian cyberpunk future, and I'll get all sorts of sick augs. But if we fuck it up, our one shot, knees weak, palms are sweaty. I'll never forghetti, mom's spaghetti.

>>25172961
Then don't have kids if your le Demonz xD :((((( will cause to be a shitty neglectful father. Fuck your demons, deal with them like a man and be a father to your children

My dad always jokes or talks about homos for decades. Typical conservative. Should I be worried he is a closeted gay?

>>25172861
>The more I think about it the more my dad seems like a piece of shit.
Tell me about it. I just found out my dad had a family before mine, his first wife left him after he molested his daughter. He later met my mom.
I think the only reason he didn't do anything else is because he had no more daughters.
I just want to make it so I can never see my parents again, maybe find my half sister I never met.
And maybe come back in a few years to murder him in minecraft. I hate pedos.
Tough stuff, anon.

What do people think about loser in laws?

Been with a girl for years and thinking of getting married but honestly her family are huge losers: permanently jobless, too arrogant to work for anyone, morbidly obese, short, unhealthy and have zero interests outside of complaining and watching gameshow tv.

The girl is oddly great considering but im legit terrified of having any connection with her family.

Holy fuck are you me? I'm back for the holidays and I can't fucking take how impatient he is on everything any longer. I remember why I moved out.

My dad died of cancer the same week the 2008 financial crisis hit. He had a short fuse and was stressed all the time. Made good money and provided for me but I always had to walk on egg shells because one little thing could set off a chain reaction of anger where he’d unleash all the pent up rage he had with his coworkers onto me, it fucked me up as a teenager.

Looking back he picked a good time to die because the entire industry he worked in basically collapsed due to the financial crisis and never really recovered, the business he worked for also went under. No idea how he’d make it through had he not died.

>>25172918
It's always easy to say normie things like this coming from a place of ignorance of how abusive some people's parents were and just how badly it can mess people up... It's weird that some people even get angrier at the idea of someone not forgiving a parent than they do at the parent for beating, screaming at, molesting, systematically warping their child's sanity, etc. Forgiveness makes sense sometimes, and sometimes it sounds like special pleading for evil and trying to enable it.

>>25173771
I agree, forgiveness needs to be earned not just given out. If your parent repents and sincerely feels sorry for what they did, forgiveness may be in order, but for those who aren’t sorry and feel they did nothing wrong, fuck em

>>25172861
I know no one is going to care, and this is probably a fucking data mine thread, but fuck you feds.
My dad fucking took care of his other family for years, constantly sending them money, yet when I wanted to buy bitcoin at the literal bottom he couldn't spare 100 dollars. They would buy me fucking cards but couldn't spare actual cash for me to realize a hunch I had at fucking 13: straight A fucking student. I started doing drugs after that and year after year I ignored my intuition because of him, and I would have at least made a few million by DCA if he hadn't lead me off the path with that.

Sure whatever he provided me food and placations but why not gamble 100 fucking dollars on your smart child's hunch of a lifetime??? In favor of some whore you don't even have a financial obligation to legally?????

>>25173741
>set off a chain reaction of anger where he’d unleash all the pent up rage
remember frens, being open with yourself 100% of the time is far more valuable than any amount money. inner issues you sweep under the rug will always bite back with greater and greater vengeance until you deal with them.

>>25173071
How do I get a massive ego like you? I want to be a god.