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>be me on Saturday
>wake up at noon; it's really sunny; don't have enough time for my Saturday morning reading
>eat food; binge on junk
>go for an 11 mile walkerino
>listened to Cum Town and a rationalist podcast; walk still didn't quite feel like a nostalgic summer walk
>feel too tired to go to the gym
>browse internet; was going to watch Molly's Game on BBC iPlayer (have watched only 2 films this year) but was too tired
>woke up on Sunday
>a day of internet timewasting, my last binge ever (including crispy M&Ms), and the gym followed (have since had binges)

I can't remember what was notable about the weekend that made me talk about that rather than the two previous days of work. I forgot mid-post.

I would be so sad about my loss of freedom due to Covid restrictions if working from home and saving money on commuting wasn't so damn based.

In the past week I went to Five Guys for the first time (also first fast food binge in months). It was very good, although very expensive. I was there when it had almost closed, and the young people there were in "night out" mode. Seeing young people in that mode is like a dagger made of blackpills stabbing me. Being an ugly beta male on the verge of 30 is rough.

I saw Tenet in IMAX. I didn't notice any huge visual difference but the film was still good. I bought popcorn and cola. That, plus five guys, plus stupidly buying a few things at an extremely overpriced corner shop, and all within 24 hours, made me feel ashamed for consooming. I watched https://youtu.be/91U7PoPutuQ and felt crushed that I'll always be charismaless. People are drained by my presence.

As I predicted, the 600 page modern acclaimed novel I'm reading has started feeling pointless. I'll probably finish it but I won't remember it.

Similarly to the past few years, I'm fairly sure I'll soon wake up and start living my real life.

Do you think that man has evolved to always be near unexplored frontiers and the lack of this has effects on modern people?