/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>22421920
I wish I knew you in person or had a way to contact you to solace your pain. There is knowledge that exists in this world which will easily free you from this suffering.

stream it on bitwave.tv
entertain a bunch of faggots with your last breath

>>22421920
Just tell me what to trade and help me get rich I'll appreciate you.

Mate you have 100 k in USD. Look at your peers. You are obviously better off then a lot of them. So cheer up, you are good with accumulating money. How else do you explain the 100k?

>>22421920
Read the Bible.

I was suppose to have 60 million usds at this point.
ESH+STA Uniswap lowcaps Ampl+YFI and their clones then switch to ETH and BTC to trade futures and margin trading.

I have 100k in Link now. I had some linkies way back when they dropped to 15cents, but I only bought like 2000 links and looked at them every 4 months without bothering to swing.
The rest I bought at 10$, piled all my remaining gains.

I'm thinking of putting it in Aave or Polkadot for long term, maybe they'll outperform LINK.

>>22421920
Easy to trade in retrospect. Read mote into trading youll find 90% of traders lose. And only 10% come out . Dont give up lad we all die anyway why not give life another chance

Also money isn’t everything sounds like you could use some meds

your parents aren't gonna use your money to get rich after you're dead, they'll probably just by heartbroken and donate it to something faggy instead.

Go volunteer visiting elderly shutins or something, learn to appreciate what you have instead of being a bitch

>>22421920
Just buy bitcoin and hold ffs

Bro :( Travel a while and see the world. See a psychiatrist (or a psychologist, if you need the existential perspective) before you become an hero.

Your parents will be devastated. 100k USD is alot of money, you can study whatever you want for that money. Don't give in just yet; I've had a tough life with multiple psychological ilnesses, but I am working towards a better future. Halfway to becoming a MD. Don't give up OP

>>22422081
Best case scenario they cash it out.
Worse case scenario they lose everything in crypto or stocks.
Fantasy scenario they actually trade 100x times better than me, make a clone and have my clone inherit everything.

I don't think wagecucks and anons know that feel when you raise your standards and anything less than 10/10 performance is depressing. When you realize it's not the fact crypto and the world is hard, it's the fact 90% of the traders are complete idiots.

How fucking hard was it to just diversify into lowcaps... Use some fucking futures on anything besides ETH and LINK and realize YFI in a market where DeFi and yield farming is at the center was going to be the next 10000x? Especially after cap.finance and buidl's tokenomics?
How fucking hard is it to just 10x short and long your linkies and sell them? Or to realize shit will crash in September and that the peak of the bullrun will be December 2021? Or that coins with a staking mechanism stagnate like hell in volume.


It's not that hard. Really, really not that hard.
Even when I would be good at the things I do as an overachiever I'd still consider it run of the mill stuff and be depressed.
Or that staking coins stagnate like shit?

I'm so tired of being a pseudo intellectual, really tired of my subconscious and consciousness being intelligent, but never ever listening and reacting.
It's like having a 150IQ, but your actions are 60 IQ.

At the very least if I'd just die already to finally get something done right.

>>22421920
kys faggot

>>22421920
You understandably sound pretty pathetic right now, depression compounds that. Despite anyone trying to be nice to you here, no one read what you wrote and believes you are actually trying your best, maybe you don't know how to try your best yet, but take it from me you can make very good progress on very hard problems like your depression when you figure out exactly what is going on. You sound extremely delusional and sensitive to whether people give a shit about you or not, you surely are getting off on the attention this post gives you, so its no wonder you fantasize about giving your parents money then dying, so all that's left is a benevolent memory people can feel bad for.

Here's the real scoop, you could give your parent's Jeff Bezos fortune and killing yourself would still overshadow that gift my miles in terms of selfishness. You don't have that much money, you didn't gamble as well as you could have, you think people here who lost everything want to give you sympathy? Honestly you shouldn't be allowed to be or act this depressed with so little self understanding, the only thing I can offer you is the immense satisfaction you will get from getting started. I wish I could be there to see your ego break.

>>22422565
*getting started actually analyzing yourself, not killing yourself, desu

>>22421920
>Decent trader
>100k

nigger I got that holding a linklet stack for a year

>>22421920
>>22422057
>>22422535
You are a degenerate perfectionist. Try actually finding something worthy to strive for in this finite life instead of money and you wouldn't be such a depressed egomaniac.

>>22422535
Just try and take honest stock of what you HAVE done and try and stop comparing it to what could have been. There's a lot more to life than crypto, just put all your shit into YFV and stake it or something, then ban yourself from using a computer and smartphone for the next month. Use the time to refocus, find other things you like to do, get in better shape physically and mentally, etc.

>>22421920
Dude stfu and get a proper hobby like fishing or camping. This digital shit and 9-5 grind makes people miserable. So does tv/movies/politics and the nation state (business). Go kill and eat a fish in the woods, you’ll feel better. At worst you get better at tying knots so you can fucking hang yourself in a few years if you don’t like it. Go discover nature. Also, pic related which I wrote a few weeks ago.

>>22421920
Let's just kill each other anon. Thread like this make me realize it isn't even about the money you just feel like a failure. I have also wasted so much time and my tax situation is going to be a huge mess. I just don't even want to deal with any of it. Even if you cash out it still just seems hopeless. I wish I just got a regular job and lived like everyone else.

>>22421920
>I'm seriously thinking of teaching my parents how to trade crypto, leave them with my 100k usd wallet and commit suicide.
just give 1/3 of it to me bro, I'll actually do something with it plus I'm attractive and not stupid

Get help friend. Seriously. Get help.

i'll probably come off sounding like a fag, but you should check yourself into therapy. you sound like you might have borderline personality disorder or something similar.

>Even when I would be good at the things I do as an overachiever I'd still consider it run of the mill stuff and be depressed.

don't cut yourself down like this man, get some help.

bro i beg you set up a smart contract and leave me the 100k or i will join you

>>22421920
You're massively overplaying how 'obvious' the right moves were in retrospect. Nobody sees these 100x opportunities for what they are until they go 100x, not unless they're insiders or market manipulators. Yeah some retards guess right occasionally and go 100x, who cares. They'll go all in on HOTDOG the next day and lose it all.

I mean go back and read what you wrote, you're describing this hyperspecific trading path, buying the low and seeling perfect top of many specific coins in sequence that would have given you 10000x. Your 20/20 hindsight is fucking you up and the hyptothetical trader who took maximum advantage of the trade opportunity you missed out on is just that, they're not real. I did this same thing in 2018 and figured out if I had bought ANT, DGB, TRON, XRP, XLM, LTC, ICX, VET all in sequence and sold at the top I'd be a trillionaire right now. It's not productive thinking.

Why don't you just 50/50 split in BTC and ETH, come back in 3 years and collect your million dollars? They're surely more 'obvious' and likely moons over the medium than whichever shitcoin du jour you're thinking will go 1000x next.

Your parents aren’t going to learn anything about crypto retard they are just going to cash out and be miserable that they have to bury their own son and go to sleep every night writhing with the fact that you were a massive failure and how much they should blame themselves

Stop looking for happiness in dumb bullshit abs find the peace of Jesus so you can actualize the happiness in your life you deserve. You are looking for all the wrong things when all you need is Gods love and strength to build a new you

>>22421971
this - I also am sick enough to derive enjoyment from your final moments live stream.

>>22422814
>Yeah some retards guess right
>shilled for 3 FUCKING YEARS
nice cope retard lel, yes OP take this guy's midwit advice

>>22422757
be honest bro maybe you're attractive but you wouldn't need 30k if you were smart

>>22422844
>but you wouldn't need 30k if you were smart
>make 30k in 5 min by asking nicely on the internet
you're right bro I'm super dumb

>>22422756
>please sir, I am doing this needful already. I vill even dispose of your crypto annter killing you free.

>>22422865
okay well once you get that 30k let me know

>>22421920
suicidal thoughts are an indicator for the need to sit down and do meditation that clears the mind using some form of chakra binaural while doing breathwork

>>22422844
you're the guy with his knickers in a twist assuming I'm shit talking LINK when I never mentioned it. LINK was well researched and a good bet. I am talking about shitty hypecoins like VET or BTT or whatever that everyone facepalms afterward thinking it was so obvious they were going to 10x. It's always obvious in hindsight and you can really fuck yourself up obsessing over the gains you could have made if you'd played the market perfectly.

Take 10k of that 100k and just go somewhere else for a month. Enjoy your life and reevaluate it to see if you really are considering it. If nothing changed spend the rest of the 90K and live until you run out.

>>22421920
are ya winning son??

>>22422902
That’s some Mumbo jumbo bull shit if I ever heard it. OP find God, read the a Bible. Absolutely do not kill yourself. Any path that you choose that does not involve Jesus will not bring you true fulfillment

This can be a huge turning point in your life on the path to eternal glory. You have already realized the foolishness of worldly pursuits. Acquire riches in heaven instead

>>22422888
trips of ok bro

>>22421920
sup OP you dead yet or nah? wanna prove this anon wrong or what? >>22422888
live a little for once, ya know?

>>22422967
>thinking an idol will get you anywhere
ngmi

>>22422931
>projecting this hard
LINK was obvious to anyone who isn't a retard, sorry to say. Unless you're new there is 0 excuses, and it still is a good bet even at this market cap

>>22422967
based and Christpilled

>>22423085
>thinking the unmoved mover existing outside of time and space is an idol

>>22421920
Your conception of competence and success is a construct foisted on you by a system that only values you for what you can provide it.

Taxes good. Maths good. Money good. Kinship, friendship, spirit all useless.

This is a trap. You must realize that this is a scam. Your worth, and your purpose in life does not have to be based on this. Resist and live your life instead of being scammed by the system.

>>22422535
>Worse case scenario they lose everything in crypto or stocks.
actually the worst case scenario is your parents killing themselves as well because their son committed suicide or live the rest of their lives wondering where they went wrong

if anything they'll just be thinking of you whenever they do something about the money, assuming they even want to sell any of the crypto as a reminder

>>22421920
you need a friend bro? let's talk

>>22421920
Anon, you still have a chance. Look at PAMP's charts. I also missed out on PAMP early on but bought in heavy at 50 cent mark when it dumped recently.

This will hit $4-$5 soon with what is in the works.

>>22421920
just cash out half your stack, board the next plane for St Bart or Fiji or something and enjoy some rum and exotic prostitutes on a sunny beach
getting drunk in a beautiful place and having sexy women beg for your dick should reinvigorate your will to live, it's a proven remedy that has worked for thousands of years

>>22421920
It's not that bad. It'll pass, trust me, I've been there before. If you wanna talk leave me your email or tg, okay? Don't do anything stupid.

>>22421920
obvious larp, but this place is dead any way

>>22422931
>knickers in a twist
I fucking love how over-represented Scotfags are on /biz/

Just take a break dude

Go on a vacation, meditation retreat, fuck an expensive whore, buy something you always wanted, take up a hobby you always wanted to do like skateboarding, just listen to yourself and do something different to take a break for a while because that’s what you need

>>22421920
id recommend using a shotgun

>>22423096
And Aave was an obvious bet too. It severely outperformed LINK.

Hex on the other hand I have to agree, nobody would had seen that piece of shit presale doing a 60x after 8 months, and even now it's a stagnating giant turd. If only the guy would pump 500k usds every 2 weeks like Sergey dumps 500k worth of LINK.

Pamp network also wasn't exceptionally obvious. "Just HODL bro, it's designed to punish sellers".
XOR again not too obvious unless you were bullish on Polkadot and the asians to not dump at 1$

BUIDL was obvious at least for the low marketcap. Their idea is excellent but lacks adoption.
Cap.Finance again for the low supply and you could relate CAP with YFI.

AMPL and YFI on the other hand.. AMPL was at least obvious it was going to fall below 1$ because people are mentally retarded. Never give excess coins to swingers.
YFI? YFI was obvious to those who used Aave, COMP, Maker to yield farm stablecoins and even then.. YFI was only bought by whales occupying a large percentage of the pool fees. YFI was a token/arbitrage bot that attracted whales.

If I see one more portfolio with BTC, XRP and ETH I am going to leave a bot here who picks up on graphs and makes a bunch of hindsight portfolios to make /biz/ feel inadequate.
Genuinely genuinely don't know what you're doing with BTC and ETH if you're not margin trading or you don't have 80M usd.

There are people who MADE_IT this summer. Smart people who can google.
Those smart people fuck off /biz/ forever happy to get rid of the /tv/ personality and stress.

I assure you they'd call you all retards if they saw your picks, trading, lack of futures, lack of knowkedge over exchanges and copy-pasting a token and then whined "crypto is hard". It's as hard as Poker, Remi, Hearts, Spades, fucking Tetris. 50% is on you. This isn't roullete and lucky slots.

>>22421920
Anon don't kill yourself! I don't want you being eternally damned. Read the Holy Bible, I recommend starting from the New Testament. Jesus Christ who is God came to the world to save us from sin, from eternal damnation. He died on the cross, yet 3 days later He rose from the grave claiming victory over sin and death. Believe in Jesus Christ, gain everlasting life. I pray my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ helps thee overcome the darkness that swallows you whole. Don't kill yourself anon.

>>22421920
Do heavy squats. Also take the clown pill.

>>22421920
Meditate and ask for help
If youre religious ask your god
If you're scientific ask your subconscious
Now have faith and keep thinking of yourself happy at the beach or wherever you love the most
Suicide isn't the answer, just ask for help or give up personal power
listen to affirmations and guided meditations until you blast off
you can do it
I was living at home until my 30's until I tried this

>>22421920
>>22424061
Smoke yellow powder DMT or use some shrooms
they will put you in the right mind and make you realize why you're here
We all have a calling, you're upset because you feel a disconnect
Find a way to connect

You don't even understand that this pain is neccessary to be successful. It's only failure when you quit. You're probably born on the right side of the bell curve, this comes with inherent delusions that lead to your suffering. You say you were supposed to have 60 million by now, you weren't. This is the great humbling and the only way to do anything with your life is to crawl on your hands and knees through this tunnel of broken glass while everyone kicks and laughs at you. Its really hard, so hard you think about killing yourself. The tunnel ends at a revelation. This despair is your brain being cleansed of that delusion. I had depression for a long time, there were things I thought I wanted to do in life and wasn't doing. Things I wanted but didn't have. I agonized and that didn't change until I realized I was a useless loser. By your posts it looks like you're almost there. If you do get there you'll see what your faults actually are and your perception won't be skewed by thinking you're better, smarter, or harder working than you actually are. Then you can fix those flaws, only then will your life get better. It sucks and its not easy, thats why normies drink.

>>22423680
Damn is that gif for real?

>>22422967
>Just get on your knees and pray bro

>>22424109
>You don't even understand that this pain is neccessary to be successful. It's only failure when you quit. You're probably born on the right side of the bell curve, this comes with inherent delusions that lead to your suffering. You say you were supposed to have 60 million by now, you weren't. This is the great humbling and the only way to do anything with your life is to crawl on your hands and knees through this tunnel of broken glass while everyone kicks and laughs at you. Its really hard, so hard you think about killing yourself. The tunnel ends at a revelation. This despair is your brain being cleansed of that delusion. I had depression for a long time, there were things I thought I wanted to do in life and wasn't doing. Things I wanted but didn't have. I agonized and that didn't change until I realized I was a useless loser. By your posts it looks like you're almost there. If you do get there you'll see what your faults actually are and your perception won't be skewed by thinking you're better, smarter, or harder working than you actually are. Then you can fix those flaws, only then will your life get better. It sucks and its not easy, thats why normies drink.

>>22421920
give it to me instead

>>22421944
What knowledge you retard? If it exists then post it here. But you won't because you want to scam opee into some shitty cult

>>22421920
My life is way worse than yours guarantee it I’m 40 and I have no money my parents have money I have an annoying gf and I’m going back to school for accounting lol. Get a clue man you aren’t going to see what happens next if you die. Life is a meaningless journey but if you die early you’ll miss some crazy shit. Don’t you want to see the overconfident human race fuck up it’s entire existence, it’ll happen pretty soon and if it doesn’t and we actually go to Mars and all that crap and figure it out you get to see that, better now than the dark ages or something fuck it

>>22424255
Are you bald anon? If not you're better off than 60% percent of males your age kek

>>22424163
I'm happy for you that your methods remedied your situation. They very well may help OP, but I can not think of an instance where a lesson in humility was not beneficial.

>>22421920
send it to me instead. i need it for surgeries to walk again and i can make it with the rest. can verify privately.

>>22424219
Joseph Murphy’s “Power of your subconscious mind” changed my life
There’s too many great books to list
https://youtu.be/uFtT5jJ9LBQ

>>22424366
I agree with everything you say bro
No sarcasm in me reposting you
Keep it up, see you kids on the moon

>>22421920
Bro don’t think about retrospective trades I almost had 12 mill in 2017 money really doesn’t matter after you have necessity and some comfort items thing is you need to create purpose for yourself I took a year off working and now I can’t enjoy video games or tv or basically anything only thing that gives any feeling of meaning is Christianity I haven’t found any other spiritual system or worldview that relives that feeling of complete emptiness

>>22422057
Bro also understand that low caps are completely illiquid me and my friend had over 1000 eth worth of ESH market price and could only get 400 out one guy from the discoed had over a million left that he just stopped caring about after he got 2700 eth out so at most you had 1k eth worth

>>22423981
It's cool, Christcucks. My religion says I"ll revive as a better person, but I have to be close to some genius DNA and die right when the fetus is formed. Or I can aim higher and revive in a differenr galaxy or even an alternate universe.
Christianity is for bullied Stockholm Syndrome incels who'd rather play the hippy superiority card over just creating a virus to kill all the turkroaches and accomplish heaven on earth. Because coping is so much sweeter than admitting you're shit at life.
Also death to the middle east and Hollywood.
>>22424109
If my mother had killed a man she wouldn't have had to humble herself down a slippery slope of failures. I could had been born as beautiful and intelligent as I look.

You know what you can realistically do after you broke all your limbs? Be a handicapped guru midget spouting bullshit about life being beautiful.
Life is beautiful... If you're born right and learn the right ways AND KILL YOUR ENEMY BEFORE HE KILLS YOU.

Shrooms/Drugs sound only good if you're giving me receptors and highly advanced receptor editors to control my brain chemicals properly.

You see even if 90% of people are actually asians, gypsies, africans.. I do not and will never consider them normal just because they are the majority. Just like americans and their economy isn't normal. Just like Sweden isn't normal.
Just like 90% of traders failing. Most stock traders do not buy at the top and sell the bottom like /biz/'s special needs education does.

I consider /tg/ normal and the rest of 4chan abnormal. For me, only 10/10 students matter and belong in this world. The rest are genuinely wasting time and polluting the world with their coping.
Birthing more trash DNA should be punishable via torture in prisons. I genuinely don't understand how breeding isn't regulated.

>>22424591
You're making mistake anon, don't do this. You WILL regret killing yourself if you go through with it. Don't kill yourself. Go read the Holy Bible anon it is in your best interest.

>>22424671
How can he regret killing himself if he'd already be dead desu

>>22424591
Honestly you sound like a 16 yo bruv.

>>22421944
>solace your pain
you going to suck the pain out of his dick?
Also the knowledge you're talking about isn't knowledge, it's enlightenment, since this is 4chan many here are unironically enlightened, high IQ lots of reading + interest in science and philosophy + drug use can sometimes show you how it is.
...hang yourself you'll regret it don't hang yourself you'll regret it as well...

>>22424671
This reincarnation is based on a false spiritual system that’s meant to deceive people I used to subscribe to it myself before I had some demonic experiences the Christian worldview is the truth hell is 100% real

>>22422535
I was going to kill myself 3 years ago. I was deep in the wage cage. They asked me to work weekends every weekend. I rationalized that my goodwill and compliance would bring me up the ladder. I hated everyday waking up at 6 and working until 6. No one had any respect for me. In my 30 minute lunch break I would shit post here and read about crypto and penny stocks. I started reading about real estate before bed and then decided to buy a rental property. I've treated all my tenants with dignity and respect. I've helped them when they needed help. I've given people breaks on hard times. They have always been very happy with the way I've treated them. Then I quit my job and became a real estate agent. In 6 months I was making double my wage cage income and enjoying doing it. I've helped people without a clue what they are doing improve their lives. I've coached people on finance and helped them leave their overpriced rentals to buy a reasonable house. Often times there house payment is significantly less than rent with only a small downpayment. I've helped people improve their credit and save money. It sounds fucking lame but I found what I was meant to do in life. My point is anon maybe staring at graphs isn't what will make you happy. You can make money while finding fulfilment. You will never find out unless you explore the endless possibilites that life has to offer. Something that sounds lame could be truly fufilling if you just try it. If you kill yourself you will never know the happiness you could have found. Life is kind of like betting on speculative investments. You just sometimes got to go all in on something without knowing how it will turn out. Making money while helping others improve their lives is the only the way to improve your own.

>>22421920
Eat meat
Lift weights
Take supplements
Get hobbies (vidya, cooming, and ahitpoating are not hobbies)
Read the Bible
Repent and Turn to Jesus, He will save you. I challenge you to cry out to Jesus in desperation, and I guarantee you 100% that He will speak to you tonight and all week.

>>22423821
oh you replied, i didn't read any of that

>>22424582
The guy who bought 1M ESH/GHOST on September 2019 wasn't larping? How is he doing? I assume he had way more things than just ESH.
I heard of him when he just wanted to dump 1M Ghost back in June to screw Mcaafe n Josh, like a giant fuck you.

Anyway with 400ETH+another 400 ETH from Ghost. You had enough starting money to buy 5% of every baby DeFi project.
There's always things to pick up on. I managed to sell half my ESH right before the PIVX fud. The fud nobody could have predicted, who the fuck wakes up from the graveyard to fud? I sold half because it was a sunday and it pumped 2x from before the whitepaper, i was expecting a dip. (But if you had checked both whitepapers considering Ghost was being compared to XVG and PIVX and if you had sold at 2.50$ or 1.50$ when things were crabbing, then they would have had a semblance of logic)

STA was also obvious it was going to have both swingers and hodlers for a community due to all the glitches. Also OBVIOUS as fuck it was going to get hacked(especially after Balancer Labs said it can be hacked and 2 days later it gets hacked)
and obvious as fuck that with no team and funds it was going to crab to hell. Also logical it would crab and bleed similar to Chainlink because of the type of community those tokens harbored. Not to mention the overly annoying 1 week waits which again both created loyal hodlers and incredibly pissed off swingers.

Also for GhOST. It was obvious Josh was mentally retarded the moment he couldn't deploy an airdrop bot. Still, still i'm in disbelief nobody is kidnapping and torturing him. Bunch of wimps. Perhaps I should do it. He's not as protected as Sergay is.

>>22424943
I sold 18,000 GHOST between $1.25-$2
I held on to 2,000
Thank god I moved some into ETH and later to YFI
YFIE is next

>>22424943
Bro with the fidelity hedge and other retirement / 401k hedges there’s going to be an unprecedented injection of liquidity into crypto that will dwarf 2017 you will easily make it because you have a good understanding of crypto in the next couple years money honesty does not matter the reality is most people who make it feel no better than people living on welfare or the equivalent of UBI and its not uncommon for them to get more depressed people can only enjoy distractions for so long

>>22425028
I’m actually starting to go camping more and I’m going to start doing manual labour/wagie jobs for my mental health with the corona thing I can’t travel and I’ve been forced to do the same thing everyday for 5 months and it’s starting to take a toll honestly

>>22424798
Have a kudo. That's a decent post, you must have never frequented /adv/ in your life, excellent.
Yes perhaps I should try all the possibilities. I bet I'd be good in bed at least.
I think I'd have some interesting ideas, if only I put more effort into my imagination.
My disadvantage is lack of experience and knowledge. But perhaps going without any inspiration will make my ideas more original.

I did develop 1 good knowledge these past 10 years. Hire cheap freelancers for 3-25$ and call them scammers if they ask for 5000$ to make a Tetris game or 5000$ for 50,000 views of advertisement.
There are mental retards actually paying these prices.
Kickstarter funds and companies make me sick.

>>22421920
>Nothing in this world can fix me and offer me what you find in sci fi and fantasy.
bruh you're going to live to witness the technological singularity and fully immersive virtual reality technology, so you're wrong about that. Use your money to enjoy life until technological utopia is achieved.

>>22422756
Anon you read what I wrote here too, >>22423981 you need it.

>>22425141
Btw at six figures you can start making decent with liquidity pool plays for 4-10% a month which is like 6-8k with 100-150k

>>22425235
For coins your holding anyway

>>22421920
try taking meth, you won't be depressed anymore

>>22421920
LMAO, OP, RELAAAAAAAX.

Are you a cripple,? Before you go and off yourself, you need to first fight another man, but before you do, you need to learn how to fight.

Join a Brazilian Jiu Jitsu school and start training every day, take up boxing 3 times a week.

Fight a man, I mean really fight someone, sign up to an amateur MMA match so you get a decent opponent.

After you are done fighting, tell me again now you want to kill yourself OP.

Men need to fight other men, go out there anon and learn to fight.

>>22425137
I’m doing eth/dai and eth/tellor rn pretty safe longterm imo but possible opportunity loss just doing it because it’s more or less a safe 1% a week

>>22421920
Take 100k. Turn half into ETH, half into USDT. Add them as liquidity in Uniswap or SushiSwap. You're now making 25-30k a year. Done.

put your 100k into xrp. wait until end of year. if you don't make it, kys. that's what imma do. have over 100k in xrp and if i don't make it by february...im gone man. tired of living without meaning. society is going down the fucking tube. just want to live in wilderness and grow my own food. fuck everything else.

>>22425363
So why aren't you living in the woods or at least in a country town?

You know how to improve and make your life better, yet you're talking about KYS?

FUCK me, I want to fight you cunt. I want to see you fight for your life, I bet you bite and scratch ha ha quit bitching, get moving.

>>22421920
I had depression for around two years. It destroyed my life, costed me my degree, and because of it I lost everyone except for my family. In my opinion depression happens, because we're doing something, that we don't want to do, we're in an environment, which we despise, and so on. Try to think of what pisses you off the most, and think of and a way to cut it off.
Please I beg you at least wait for the golden bull. Maybe you'll change your mind, when you'll have few millions on your bank account.

>>22423821
so did you MAKE_IT smartass or are you just larping?
everyone is a genius in hindsight

>>22425415
buddy, you don't know my situation. obviously i am working on it. i have a fucking degree. i have six figures in crypto now thanks to link. i've lifted for years, had sex blah blah blah. i'm not some fucking retard. but it is not exactly easy to just *move to the woods*. i live in Canada fucktard. A house/living sustainably is still out of my price range. I am getting there. When I say I will kms by feb if i don't make it, i am mostly being hyperbolic. But I know if i don't make it, I will either kill myself or live in the woods as a homeless person.

>>22421920
OP I have depression too, but I made a choice that I just need to do something.
In the action if doing you become lost from the fog that is depression.
Just start DOING what you want to do.

>>22425494
Faggot I know you're under 25 and you couldn't fight your way out of a wet paper bag, you would gas out in 5 minutes.

Go learn to grapple boy, choke some cunts and then tell me how life sucks.

>>22425028
If I make it I'm planning to learn how to drive and buy 2 cheap studio apartments - one at the beach and the other in the mountain resorts.

Then learn to cook properly.
And get acting lessons so I learn how to evoke emotions and flirt. Might work well if I want to get into storytelling n directing(comic books, books, animation)
and get a bunch of raspberry pis to host my websites and bots on. I really should learn to code my own bots, at least enough to edit them.

My fear is that I won't learn to be good at any of these things and my greatest fear is being good at them, but still feeling empty.

At the very least going outside and smelling the grass and feeling the wind against my face makes me feel refreshed and energetic, at least I still have that left in me.

I feel miserable because I don't have friends, but I want a family.
I hate doing things for myself because they take too much time and energy and I do them badly.
I do not plan on having a family as much as I'd love to. I'm comparing all the failures I've lived through to an alternate version of myself where everything went right and seeing how much I'd have to recoup and make up for just makes me want to press that reset button and hope for the best.

I was suppose to be born rich, with good friends, a great sex life seeing as my grandfathers were manwhores.
My grades should had been 10/10 and my artistic skills and tinkering good enough, just like my parents.
It's painful to go from zero to hero. My egomaniacal perfectionism kicks in and I feel why the hell do I even bother. I'd genuinely , genuinely want to kill the people who stole my money and good DNA before I was born. It makes no sense for me to keep on living a sabotaged life, I should stay alive just to torture them. That'd make me happy.

>>22425494
In Canada you could liter all go build a cabin anywhere and no one gonna stop you,if they do, move, build a new cabin. Stop being a faggot.

>>22425550
kek, i'm from Surrey buddy. look it up. not exactly some pussy. had to figure shit out on my own. no one around me has any clue how to live. i know i'm the one that not only has to make it happen for me, but others who i care about who are literally fucking useless. i know you're half baiting me but bro...you don't even know...

>>22425571
not going alone bro. i need to help others make it too. i will admit i am not capable of being completely isolated. but not many people are.

>>22425312
Uniswap staking?

>>22421920
Don’t do it. pls fren. It’s always darkest before the dawn just hang in there we will have our moment, don’t let the evil ones who want you to do it have the last laugh

>>22421920
So you want to play Starfinder or D&D?

>>22421920
Keep on keeping on. We are all connected an you are not alone.

>>22421920
Don't kill yourself man. We weren't made to be happy we were made to survive. In our modern times there are so many ways we're being taken advantage of and it just wreaks your thinking and self worth.
You've got to change your lifestyle. Give yourself a year to change how you're living. But every day of that year you've got to try to improve something in your life. Even if it's just started to look at rentals one day.
Don't kill yourself. The money will mean nothing to your folks, losing you will kill them on the inside.

>>22421920
I just want to say that if you're seriously considering suicide, you have very little to lose and honestly, trying some medication may help at the very least in the short term of a few years while giving you the motivation to figure things out. Any side effect you might experience is a hell of a lot better than intentional death.

You could try antidepressants if you're willing to wait 1-3 months to get a good idea of each one's benefits. Bupropion (Wellbutrin) is known for side effects being very rare so that could be worth a first try. If you're not willing to wait or you have already tried multiple antidepressants, I would personally recommend getting on a stimulant if suicide is the alternative. I've tried quite a few antidepressants with no luck, but had great results boosting my mood right away when I got on Vyvanse. Hell if suicide is the alternative, lie to a psychiatrist about ADHD symptoms to get it. The effectiveness diminishes somewhat over longer periods of time, but it was a massive help getting me through college when I was feeling extremely depressed. Seriously give some different things a shot before deciding to end it.

>>22422081
this
>based

>>22421920
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>>22422535
IQ isn't a perfect measure of intellect and stressing yourself over not achieving perfect performance is an indication of a serious intellectual and emotional flaw. You may very well be gifted in some areas however these unrealistic expectations and the high impact they have on your well being is something that requires a change in outlook.

>>22424427
How come it didn't work for you?

>>22422736
congrats for posting the most retarded jpg I've seen all week.

>>22422967
Correct. You are not taking any of your crypto, metals or dollars with you when you die.

>>22421920
You need a friend. Find some that can do hobbies with you. Add someone on discord.

>>22421920
gotta find things to look forward to man. Raised by wolves is a new sci-fi show on HBO and i think its quite good. We got Dune coming out the trailer just came out yesterday. I'd kill to have 100k i just make 40k a year and I only have like 8k to my name.

If you need a friend or wanna play some games or talk to someone my discord name is Dormer#7379

>>22422652
typical stinky, taking a shot at someone about to rope themselves. you do realise most traders lose money, right? why do you feel the need to spread misery

>>22421920
>>22338957
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>>22338957
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>>22338957

SELL YOUR BREEV ON THE 16TH BEFORE THE LATE SEPTEMBER DUMP!!!

>>22421920

At least try LSD before you attempt suicide, OP. There are many reports online of people who just wanted to die and their whole outlook on life did a 180 turn. I've done it myself and it definitely opens your mind to things you hadn't considered before and makes you see things a different way.

Only caveat is you shouldn't really take it if your family has a heriditary history of mental illness, or if you're bi-polar. If you are either of those then try joining /fit/, start meditating and travel the world for a bit with that money (when restrictions are lifted obviously).

>>22422535
Let some fantasy take you over, regain hope and get frens at /XGS?
instead of noose, loose youself in the land of 2k EOY make-believe and share experiences!
>and who knows, maybe we were right?
killing yourself is the worst thing to do, very counter-productive
>unless you are a morgue
wish for the stars! it has cured my depression, sort of.

>>22421944

>>22425363
Anon you read this too. >>22423981

A lot of you are unusually trigger happy with suicide stuff not even considering the consequences. Be saved and gain eternal life instead.

>>22425556
I didn’t have any friends for years and I actually made some in the last 2 years by chance I basically practiced socializing at work and internalizing Internet personalities like Sam Hyde, primal edge, jay dyer and the guys from cumtown lol, before I spent 7 years completely alone the only people I talked to were my parents

>>22425681
yup uniswap my friend does balancer and makes around the same I haven’t tried it yet though

oh and poo in the loo, wouldn't like you skull getting split on Amirs turd now do ya?

>>22423981
>Anon don't kill yourself! I don't want you being eternally damned. Read the Holy Bible, I recommend starting from the New Testament. Jesus Christ who is God came to the world to save us from sin, from eternal damnation. He died on the cross, yet 3 days later He rose from the grave claiming victory over sin and death. Believe in Jesus Christ, gain everlasting life. I pray my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ helps thee overcome the darkness that swallows you whole. Don't kill yourself anon.

>>22425556
You remind me of someone I know. I don't like hanging out with them because they whine about all this bullshit that should have been. NO! The world doesn't owe you shit, you take or make what you can get out of it. You're completely entitled and you're in a very strong position actually. I hope you make it through this period you fucking retard. Go lift some weights and do some hill sprints.

>>22425556
you need to be sure of what your idea of success is. from what I can see, it's most likely not wealth, even if you think it is at the moment. figure that out first and stop being so emotional. then maybe get back into trading. $100k is more than enough to get you to the middle of nowhere so you can be away from everything and figure shit out.

>>22427184

>>22427184
cringe

>>22421920
don't kill yourself
get revenge on (((those who did this)) to you

>>22424798
Quality post. heres a (you)

>>22422039
Unironically this. Don’t do it, anon, think of how your parents will feel.

>>22427251
unironically i wish that she was alive

>>22422039
I'd be willing to bet you havent even read the Bible.

>>22421920
just put it into a few winners and stop being a self-pitying faggot. come back in 6 months and be rich.

>>22424798
Based post, though I wouldn't say making money while helping others is the ONLY way to improve anon's life, as that's a really subjective thing. But I dig your story.

>>22424139
yeah dude, look up facebook live suicide, it was very recent

Is it ok if you donate some of the money to me. Donating to strangers might actually make you feel better... giving back randomly and discreetly sometimes makes you feel more fulfilled

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>>22428211
Big brain posting
>>22421920
The only thing that keeps me alive is the questions: is quantum immortality real and is reincarnation real? I don't think so, but I'm going to live this life out. Obviously, if it gets too bad, I have an exit plan.

>>22422832
Based and unironically true.

>>22421920
Faggot OP, this is your life. You live it once. Don't be a lazy piece of shit. Try either magic mushroom or ayahuasca and see if life is worth living again.I heard this will change even the most depressed ones' lives. If not go kys then. At least you would have given it a chance to reflect on your life, and how lucky and luxurious you are still here with a nice shelter under a roof temperature controlled , food and a bed. All of these things we take for granted.

>>22421920
Put it all into LOKI and wait 2 years. They will never know, because they literally can't.

>>22421920
This comment may be in poor taste given the topic of this thread but you've give me some good financial advice here and I thank you for that.
I really hope you don't kill yourself. I think if you changed your circumstance you could be happy. I hope you do.

>>22421920
well now that you're depressed might as well enjoy it. do w/e the fuck you want with zero cares

Everyone this is a clear example of OP living in the future "what ifs" and regrets of the past and not being grateful for what he has in the present.

>>22421920
You'll leave your family broken. Fuck money in the end family are the only one that actually stick around if they're competent.

>>22429638
If your family is fucked up learn from them not to make the same mistakes as your family did to you. do better for yourself OP and you'll look back to this thinking about your stupid ideas and thank god you never did it

>>22421920
https://youtu.be/lqv8Os-AdUo

I would advise just quitting/ending what you're doing now and restarting your life doing something else, with no regrets. This might involve cutting ties and making something out of your life, or striving for some kind of dream. Stagnation kills.

You can technically "kill yourself" spiritually, and then remake yourself into something else. You could do this by changing your core beliefs, or your core identity to something else.

>cash out a little bit
>go slum it around the world
>bang hookers and do drugs and meet people
like fuck it why not fag?

>>22421920
>Taking ones own life
Taking it from who? Das right. Your life isnt your own. Youre taking it from those around you. Death is something that happens more to those around you

>>22421920
Become a revolutionary and fight the corruption of the Jew. Be a hero.

>>22427850
who is this

Take your phone, cash/credit card, back up battery, and water, and just pick a direction and walk for 4 hours and then do something there, then walk back.

>I should have been able to predict the future and make millions!

grow up.

>>22422039

>>22425259
where?

>>22421920
Hey anon. Just telling you that if you care enough about your parents to teach them how to crypto. You should know they will miss you alot and your dad might even suicide himself after finding you.

If you really want to help your parents get therapy. Tell them how shit you feel and that you will be getting therapy to get over it. You can do it anon. We are all gonna make it brah.

>>22424738
relax Søren

>>22430529
https://youtu.be/qOZqGUCrje8

>>22422535
the best case scenario is they don't lose their fucking son you retard. if you're gonna kill yourself just spend your money on something worth enjoying for your last breath. fucking do something cool. you retard.

>>22421920
If you're a depressed neet desperate to fix yourself then I know you know who wim hof is. I'm not gonna shill, I'll just say that I'm a 30yo neet and the best part of my day is my morning swim in cold wild water (i'm lucky enough to live next to the sea, but a gentle river or lake does the trick too.) Not a miracle cure but when passerby normies gawp in disbelief at you, and the cold turns to numb comfort and the sunrise shines down on the water across that infinite azure to the horizon, you feel as if you've already made it. just listen to your body (1min per degrees celcius of the water is a good rule), don't go too deep (i literally just sit in the water so everything up until my neck is submerged) and enjoy the power of the waves. try it at least once op

>>22421920
/g/ is absolutely pants-on-head retarded when it comes to headphones, and I will never take their advice again. Get some cheap-ish Sennheiser studio monitors and feel better.

>>22421920
Hey man, once you're dead it's over. Why not keep going with your life for your parents sake. Does it really matter that much if you'll keep on living depressed for a while longer? You don't know what the future holds, and once you're dead the extra time you've lived won't matter anyway. Take care, faggot. Remember, you can always die a bit older. Also, try finding psychotherapy or something, just do it ffs.

>>22421920
Destroy your private key and leave a note to your parents. Write down how they can check the wallet's value and off yourself.

I'm sure once your wallet hits a million, they will follow you soon.

Don't you love a happy ending? Me too

>>22430550
>alan watts
dropped

>>22423821
You're just a whining faggot. Get over yourself retard. We all could've been unimaginably rich if we made the right series of clicks but we can't see the future. One day you'll die anyway and your money won't be deposited with you in the coffin. The ancient Egyptians tried and failed to do that already. Find something else to live for. Even if you kys you'll either just end up in Hell or reincarnated as a wagecuck mule or something. Solve this problem somehow.

Your depression has nothing to do with anything you are complaining about, it's genetic, it's chemical, go to a doctor for advice.
Biz is the worst for advice, many incels, and people with severe mental problems

>>22421944
fpbp, but it's hard arguing when people obsess over money. Maybe they deserve to die if they are willing to search for anything else.

>>22423143
>thinking that's jesus despite there being written texts about it for thousands of years before that kike showed up on this earth

>>22423821
I read an anon here came in March crash and has made close to a mil of his shitcoin picks meanwhile I'm sitting here falling for the all in drns link meme for years and still need a 10x for 1M

>>22421920
you have 100,000$. there are people living in literal mudhuts with far less than you. i dont want to give you the 'you should be grateful' spiel, but if you're so willing to peace out of existence, why dont you at least peace out of western society first, move somewhere isolated where you can live off of 100,00$, and see how you feel? somewhere with moutnains, lakes, sun, etc. just my 2 cents

>>22421920
Here's a tip since you're probably too retarded to kys properly.
I'm assuming you are from North America.
Go to a shithole like Los Angeles, Jew York, Vancouver etc.
Walk the streets until you find some junkies, they literally shoot opiates on the streets.
Pay them like $50 to teach you how to shoot and ask to buy from them at a higher price than the market's, since they are desperate one of them will get over his cop paranoia and sell to you.
Use a test kit or snort some to make sure it's the real stuff.
Repeat until you have a big stash.
Go to the woods at night.
Get drunk/snort some/pop a xanax to get over your fear of death and needles.
Inject the highest dose you can.
Enjoy the most blissful death you can have.

>>22433347
If you can get your hands on fentanyl and you are not retarded enough to use a test kit to make sure it's real you don't even have to inject it.
That faggot rapper Lil Peep died from eating presses fentanyl.
You don't even need to snort it.

>>22429856
>everyone is an oversocialized faggot like me
I hate this board sometimes. Not everyone can just travel the world alone and make friends anywhere, some of us are autistic beta retards who can't do that in our home towns let alone on the other side of the world.