/biz/ - Business & Finance

Why

>>22224543
Bruv, don't seriously. I love you

>>22224543
How much have you lost recently?

>>22224658
>>22224664
>>22224666
It's not about money. I just lost meaning and don't know what my purpose is. I am so dead inside

>>22224693
how old are you?

>>22224715
32. Never had a gf. Never had friends. Live at home. Ugly. Bad teeth. My personality is so pessimistic it makes me sick. Hard to change my ways. I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Ive taken the doomerpill

Stop being a faggot. Females like confidence

Stream it on bitwave.tv
Make your misery the entertainment of chat

>>22224693
Find one. Pick up a hobby or something that brings you enjoyment. If you believe in God there's a stated purpose to life; if you don't believe in God then there's no objective purpose so you create your own.

>>22224739
Time to go full Costanza. Start living life in a radically different way, it'll be like jumping into a freezing lake. The shock to your system will be good for you. Once you finish reading this post go outside and run until you literally throw up. Then you can come back inside and post.

Take the clown pill.

>>22224739
>Ive taken the doomer pill
AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAhHahahahahahahahaha
Go outside

>>22224739
How old are your parents?

>>22224794
I don't care about girls anymore
>>22224880
I'm not good at anything. I'm so lazy it's pointless.
>>22224907
I wish I could but I can't
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>>22225029
It wasn't intentional. My life has led me to this point

>>22225053
My parents are in their 60's

>>22224739
All it takes is for you to decide.
Do you want your life to stay the way it is or do you have a genuine wish to change it?

If you chose to change then take at least 1 min each day to do something to improve your life a bit.
It must improve your life compared to who you were 1 day before. Never compare yourself to others. Only compare yourself to who you were in the past.
You are now the master of your life even if you were powerless as a child.
Your past doesn't decide your future, only your current mindset do.
But you can change your memories of your past if they stop you from achieving happiness.
Your mindset decides if you are pessimistic and the decisions you take in your life.
Take charge of your decisions and be prepared to learn from your mistakes in your path of self improvement.

>he bought the peaks and sold the dips

>>22225104
Why can't you?

>>22224693
youre not the only one man. im about your age as well but the only thing keeping me going is number go up and the bull season we're in now.
the world is such a miserable place and my only reason for keeping myself alive is to hopefully one day watch it all burn.

>>22224739
sounds like you just need some crypto autists as friends u can talk to on the daily.

add me on discord, fren: Schloppy#5976
and dont an hero, being alive thru this market right now will pay off big time for anyone who can hodl thru it.

and never forget, /biz/ is where boys become MEN.

>>22224543
You could have a dopamine deficiency. I have the same sort of mentality, and I believe it is due to a fucked up reward response system in our heads. We don't get the chemical rewards for doing minor positive things like the average person does due to years of internet / television / porn / vidya / etc.. Cut back on those things and you will probably see an improvement after a few months as your brain corrects itself.

>>22224693
bro my oneitis is fucking some jock right now. In the apartment above me. I can hear it. I want to die. I have spent weeks talking to her and spending time with her.

Also I am in uni and I saved 5000 this summer. Invested it all and now it's at 1243.

You think YOU want to kill yourself. Heh

Life is a fucking meme

Me too op, I just try to keep myself occupied, if I start to think about my life for more than 10 seconds I just want to die. The funny thing about being a super lazy non-impulsive procrastinator, is that I can debate and plan suicide for a long period of time, without ever going through with it. I'm stuck in a perpetual cycle of - Getting a mood swing where I want to kill myself -> Not having the means to do the job at that time -> Resolving to get the means the next day -> Snapping out of it and saying that I shouldn't do it
Someday something has to change, whether it's life getting better or me having a long enough mood swing to actually go through with it, but hey, I'm still here for the moment

im so fucking lonely
it actually physically pains me
i feel sick

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>>22225999
Honestly u guys really are my friends. Its not like I can talk to my family about this shit. They would never understand.

im glad you made this post i thought i was the only one feeling like this......poor 5k networth had 14k two weeks ago from link going up then lost all my gains on OMG right back where i started live at home 31 hate my dead end job no skills or options or car too financially opressed to get a desirable gf no family except a crazy mother hate society and what they find cool and are interested in it all seems hopeless and so far out of reach i just want it to end

>>22226052
Anon I want you to know that you’re not alone. And as long as I am alive I can say that with absolute certainty. Stay strong brother

we';re all gonna make it bros...right?
this endless toil will be worth something one day?

>>22224739
do shrooms

>>22224543
pick a hobby that you and your dad enjoy try to go outside, faggot it aint that hard.

Dude, your at rock bottom. only way is up. get out of the house. go walk in the mall, brief social interactions will work wonders.
get a gym membership. Dont feel intimidated, Im in very good shape and I love seeing people like you in the gym making a change.
walk on a treadmill. set small goals.

>>22225955
Procrastination comes from being a perfectionist because your parents wanted you to get good grades in school, and after some time you started to think you only had value if you were the best and perfect.
Give up on being perfect, you are only human and not a god.
You are perfect as you are and don't need to prove that you are good at something to have value as a person.
The only thing which should matter you is:
Does this make me happy?
Is this something I wanted to do because I am interested in it and not because someone expects me to do it?

Never give up on yourself!
You are more than your perceived failures.
Don't compare yourself to your parent's expectations or to others who seem more successful.
All it takes is the will to survive until the next day each day and you are guaranteed to have the last laugh in this life.

>>22225540
FYI for future endeavors, your mistakes were
>oneitis
>spent weeks talking to her and spending time with her
You waltzed straight into her friend zone, whether she wanted you there or not.

>>22224543
Please don't it's not fair to us

>>22224693
Happiness comes from within, anon. I was in your shoes before. I considered offing myself several times and would wake up in the mornings simply wanting to die for months on end throughout most of my late teens and early 20's, so much so that I had to drop out of college and quit the life trajectory I was on. Meds didn't help for shit and neither did therapy. I wouldn't wish the suffering I endured on anyone.

It's gets better. Life only has the meaning you assign it so assign it something you like. Again, happiness comes from within. Your outside world is simply a projection of the world inside of your head. Think about the implications of this for a brief moment. With some work and persistence you can get out of it.

>>22226680
Bigly true. This anon knows what he's talking about.

>>22224543
Are you still with us anon? what are you demos? what age and weight and nationality?

im so lonely. i just want friends. i want to hang out with people.

Start working out dude.

Skipping 30 mins a day.

Get that natural high and you'll know what to do.

Cut out as much sugar per day as u can.

Figure out how to make more cash easily.

Start talking to people more often when u gain more confidence from the weight loss and muscles gained from working out.

Take my advice faggot.

1 hard year could make the rest of ur life top quality.

Good luck

OP go inna woods and eat 5g of mushrooms on a sunny day

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>>22226511
This is a good idea too, but only do it in the woods if you have someone sober with you. Take a half a benzo beforehand if possible to relieve anxiety. I would be willing to send OP some capsulized shrooms if he lives in the US

>>22226826
whatever, doesn't matter now, I listen to this girl cum getting railed by the most generic dbag guy.

Tomorrow she will probably tell me how much she likes me too.
Fuck girls, they just do whatever feels good in the moment.

If i was considering suicide, i think i would first try to "suicide" my ego and work for other people, to help them. Like visiting nursing homes, feeding and cleaning people, playing with foster kids, and trying my best to give them some joy.

I would like to think that it would "reset" my numbness and lack of happiness by just seeing them happy and forgetting about me and my concerns for a while and focusing on theirs.

Its my plan if i someday found myself considering suicide, i dont know if it would help, but i would try that for sure and see where it goes.

>haven’t had sex since February

>>22224543
hey I'm 34 and in the same situation
It sucks
idk what to do

>>22224543
anon i will tell you the meaning of life if i roll dubs

>>22227530
Solid plan. Model the monks

>>22227537
id says u got the puss, anon

>>22227025
based and descartes-pilled.

>>22227509
can i get an amen

Go start a fight

>>22224693
If you commit suicide you'll go to hell. Don't, anon. Follow Jesus

>>22226680
>Toxic Parents by Dr. Susan Forward
Lol wow, funny that you recommended that book, a therapist recommended it to me a few years back. I'll try to read it again since you think that it has value.

And damn spot on, yeah I don't really feel like I have value as a person until I am at a certain place in my life, or I am a "certain person". But I've been chasing becoming that certain person my entire life, and at this rate I don't think I will ever become that person, but for some reason I still hold out hope. I don't even put myself out there in the dating sphere because I am embarrassed about who I currently am. I've tried to just love and accept myself but I don't think that is really possible without some form of achievement to back it up, I always seem to revert back to my original thinking otherwise.

>>22224543
hang on fren

>>22224543

Losses are temporary and so are gains. The friends you make here are forever though, so hang in there and I promise you’ll come out if this fine.

>>22225540

Get Monero and youll be happy anon

>>22227980
What the fuck is hell?

>>22224543
Stop being a faggot. Life is great, even if we're already in hell.

you have to get /fit/ before you kill yourself. there is a legitimately good chance that being fit will solve your problems for a million different compounding reasons. feeling better, more energy, more confidence, more testosterone, more sex drive, looking better. being fit is like earning compound interest on your life. you gotta at least see if that makes you happy before an heroing.

>>22228226
kys faggot this board isn't all about shilling your kikecoins

>>22228286
This is good shit. Get fit my brother, believe in yourself

>>22228137
This book changed my life.
But like you I waited a few years until the pain became unbearable due to life events to read it.
You will never regret spending time on yourself, to understand yourself and your inner self.

Your problem is that you are using a fake personality which is the combination of everything people expected from you in your life and that you kept up for all your life to be liked.
This is not the real you and you may have cut off your own emotions in the process of becoming who they wanted you to be.

You will have to learn how to be a child free from expectations again and to reconnect with your real emotions.
You can then learn to be your own parent and to allow your inner child to exist and express his desires with no fear of losing your love. This is explained in the book really well.
And remember this:
A parent's love is unconditional. It exists without any expectations.

>>22228137
If you fear reading this book or put off reading it, you can use the following trick:
Read at least 1 page every day.
That should not take you more than 1 minute.

>>22228314
Kikecoin? The jew fears XMR

>>22227509
So just tell her straight up if you guys arent fuxkikg youre not gonna be her emotional tampon. Dont waste time with wome . Be direct and get a yes or no asap.

>>22224693
yr not alone we've all been there. Quit smoking, quit drinking and drugs, get an exercise app and use it, stay away for women for a bit, invest in stuff, make money

>>22227537
I haven't had sex ever and I'm 29.

>>22229128
Bro...

>>22229142
Oh, fuck. It's you again. Stay outta /pmg/ u big fat weenie