/biz/ - Business & Finance

holding what up im not holding anything up

i've been dead inside for years. numbers going up or down don't mean much to me anymore.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=emb_title&v=wNFMPhKIZXg&time_continue=26

I need meaning in my life.

God is guiding me to a dead end

i dont go outside. its awesome!

>>17992973
>new job that is plague and recession proof
>invested 15k in oil stonks
>going to buy puts on harley davidson
>started dating again
>get to work from home with my doggo
>summer on the way
Things are looking good brehs

>>17993174
I was just brooding to myself over my lack of a sense of direction and purpose.

oh pretty good, i sold near the bottom, shorted, and got liquidated, i have a few small bags left that i'm going to sell and long on 150x leverage when bitcoin hits 2k and kill myself if i get liq'd

>>17993303
same, no matter what i do to better myself and be productive I still end the day dissatisfied feeling like I shouldve done more but i have no idea what I want or why im feeling this way.

I was at the bottom before all this shit started so I'm pretty much the same and couldn't go any lower. But some family members have health problems so I don't know what I'll do if they get it.

>>17993380
Advice on how to be productive? I'm so lazy and unmotivated that I keep lounging around and browsing and thinking about doom-and-gloom.

>>17993424
its easier said than done but when you get the idea to do something do it right there and now dont put it off until later, thats how i get myself to be productive

>>17993594
Hmm.. thanks.
I hope you can feel satisfied too.

>>17992973
Got fined for going out of my house today because of (((Covid-19))). Fuck the police. Fuck the government. Fuck the deep State.