/biz/ - Business & Finance

I will use this as my personal blog. But I basically have no other option than LINK making it. I live with my parents, have no car and work at an extremely humiliating entry level job where I am even humiliated for being nice to people, I don't make enough money to do anything and if it were possible, I'd change my job immediately but I feel like I will fail even sooner anywhere else, plus I have no skills that anybody would want. In the odd event they do, people will just fucking eat me up with their corporate scheming and blatant machiavellian self-interest, the weak retards who don't understand or want to do corporate scheming such as me are the first to be thrown to the wolves. My father has squandered all his wealth and health and the tension inside our house is almost unbearable. Year after year of this shit leaves you psychologically exhausted. I've tried a few projects that have all failed. Of course, I know I am a loser, I can't pick myself up by my bootstraps and I don't deserve anything else because I have either consistently fucked up or simply never had a chance because I am a pussy retard, but I've had enough. If Chainlink fails I'm either drinking myself to death, which is what I'm already doing to cope with stress and psychological exhaustion, accept my lifestyle and just achieve a sort of bland nihilistic emotionally distant reaction to any event, so that the only reaction people will get out of me is a blank stare and perhaps wonder whether I am mentally ill, if I become homeless because of that, so be it, or move to a monastery and hope they don't kick me out for being incompetent. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.