/biz/ - Business & Finance

>be me yesterday
>go to supermarket for a junk food binge after 5 days without binging
>go to gym after 9 pm, high volume lifting goes well
>had to walk past normies enjoying themselves; felt so demoralising
>be me today
>wake up feeling not fat at all
>alarm woke me up at 9 am but I didn't go to the fastfoodcuck job interview
>browse internet, drink coffee, do chores
>go outside to do a chore
>was so embarrassed to go to a bank in a rich area and ask for my statement
>saw so many Staceys and QTs (think I may be starting to see 20 year old girls as young, rather than my peers)
>decided to skip exercise because yesterday's lifting went so well and I have a gym routine
>go for my usual walk while listening to CumTown
>browse library a bit
>walk a lot more
>and more, and I've walked around 8 miles today

I was so embarrassed to go to the bank as a poorfag in London. The printer literally ran out of paper midway through printing my statement because of my endless McDonald's and Starbucks purchases lol. If I had even £5k in savings in the bank, I'd feel safe and happy.

I saw a shop on Oxford Street that had large sale signs but inside there were just two guys preaching to an audience. I thought for a second they were Muslim preachers but I heard the word "democracy" so I think they were just leftists.

Even Oxford Street and a luxury shopping street nearby had vacant shop fronts.

I saw a news story about an old woman with her own house being "over charged" by insurance companies and my faith in humanity was strengthened.

The weather was so mundane this morning. I immediately thought back to my university experience and how I had no female attention or social experiences. Sunny or cold weather reminds me of youthful fantasies. But mundane weather reminds me of my boring and failed reality, and past.

At this point some stupid person will say "the past is the past, bro, it dun matter!" No, you idiot. It matters a fucking lot more than the future.