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>>14616468
im gay

>>14616468
>autism
>ugly
>skinny
>bullied
Not anymore bucko

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>>14616468
Money. I always had the cheapest ill fitting clothes i was kind of the kenny of the class for a while. Still lost my virginity at 15 to my first tho

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>>14616510
Oh and my dad is an alcoholic and i punched him in the face when we got in an argument again and he would try coming at me again i just reacted. Never really spoken to him since now 10 years ago

Op is right whatever your situation is you can atleast try to make the best of it instead of wasting time regretting past events

>>14616468
I had cancer.

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>>14616571
https://youtu.be/oBi9gDab5n8

>>14616583
Having cancer as a kid makes for a wierd adult...trust me. I treat almost everything as a joke, and I have almost no fear of any social situation.

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>>14616468
Interesting question, anon. Literally nothing. My childhood was pretty great. I’m just a big fucking idiot who couldn’t make a good investment if my life depended on it.

>>14616468
All in all my childhood/teens were pretty good - Sometimes wish i didn't date the same girl from 8th grade till end of high school- all the times i refused advances from other girls still haunt m. all that underage poon really is a once in a lifetime opportunity lol. and beyond that only getting to know one girl and her family really well is not gonna give the same balance as getting to know everyone.

>>14616723
>good childhood

>>14616468
My father and one of my sisters died in a car crash when I was 12
Then my brother killed himself a year later

Not to sound edgy but I'm a pretty fucked up person as a result. I can fake empathy in public but I secretly am happy when I witness other people suffering, being miserable. I kinda think it's funny.

>>14616661
thats pretty cool, why's it bad? not to belittle your struggles anon.
as for me i had
>abusive father
>abusive childhood friends
>isolated for most of teenage years
>an alcohol
>chronic insomnia/digestive problems/fibromyalgia probably idk i didn't go to the dr
i think about suicide often but have undying hope things will improve

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>>14616468
what's missing is i didn't fucking accumulate enough SNTVT before the goddamn moon.

>>14616783

My dad is a bum and my mom is neurotic. Cars got repossessed, people who my dad owed money to came around looking for him, he even stole from my piggy bank. Stopped looking up to my dad at like age 12 and went for a period of 3 years of barely seeing him. No positive male role models during puberty. Hung out with gangs and druggies to cope but I never fit in. Dated a complete psycho who tried to ruin my life. Fucked up high school and barely graduated. Mom bounced back and forth between screaming at me and calling me a worthless piece of shit and sobbing as she apologized. She told me I couldn't ever commit suicide because then she would kill herself too and her blood would be on my hands.

Did okay in college, got a meme degree and now I work a shit job in a completely different field. I'm on okay terms with my parents now but I am actually fucked up for life. Cheated on my college girlfriend like a degenerate and now with Tinder the dating scene is just so fucked up. Crypto is my escape.

>>14616468

Stereotypical immigrant strict parents, social anxiety, probably autism. Health problems like eczema, fibromyalgia, I'm constantly in pain. 30 year old NEET for years now.
At least I have a 6 figure portfolio, but I'm stressed out. I need to find a new apartment and every apartment ad says "you must prove you have a job". Like fuck, why would normies rather rent to some slob who lives paycheck to paycheck instead of a patrician NEET who has time to take care of the apartment and keep it clean?

>>14616846

i kno uve probably heard this already.. but crypto is a bubble, blockchain tech will survive, but tokens won't. it will neve reach mass adoption, normies will never understand how to use crypto

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>>14616895
whats up fibrobro. you ever heard of fecal microbiota transplant? I'm hoping in the future we can be cured

>>14616897
Do you think normies know how the federal reserve works? Or the technology behind credit cards? All the normies need to see is a number on their phone and and a number on a tag and they subtract the difference when they pay for it. They don't need to understand the intricacies of cryptocurrencies.

I'll give you a hint. If you listen to some normie podcasts you'll notices they're advertising the CashApp.

Here's the way they advertise it:
>Easy to transform CashApp balance into bitcoin
>You get the balance immediately rather than waiting days with other exchanges
>We have a cash-card that is like a debit card but is linked to your cashapp balance
>Cash-Card has specific deals that you can use, example is always that you get 10% off any cup of coffee.

CashApp will get normies to look into these deals on the app and will use the cash card to access these deals. They will start getting used to these deals. Eventually they will make the exchange feature bigger and include more currencies and then some deals will involve specific currencies to get more savings. The writing is on the walls.

>>14616897
I'm aware that 95% of these meme coins are scams. I research this shit nonstop and my friend has gotten himself a dev position at a very cool project that I'll be shilling to you guys after I fill my bags. In the mean time feel free to research FOAM and Urbit I already loaded up. Also "blockchain, not crypto" is a meme. You need an underlying native currency to incentivize node validators. Most "Ethereum killers" are absolute vaporware though and most utility tokens are useless. There are some very cool things coming from this space in the next few years. You'll see.

>>14616897

Kek, you are dumb as dirt. Normies don't need to understand crypto. It's in its infancy, do you think people will be squirreling away private keys and paper wallets forever? You have no imagination. Besides, the dream is to sell your crypto and then diversify into real estate and ETFs and shit. And do you even LINK? It'll reach 10k a year when its used to trade derivatives alone, crypto doesn't even need normies.

>>14616468

Was a shy child who grew up to be a socially awkward teenager who grew up to be a lonely, depressed man.

>>14616943
Fibromyalgia is just selenomethionine drficiency you fucking loser cucks. How is it 2019 and anyone one earth still has chronic any problems. All the information is right there you mongrels.

>>14616895
Yo If you've paid any capital gains from your portfolio management in the last years you might be able to show them your income from that. I ran into the same problems before i had sold any of my crypto for years. It felt fucking ridiculous that i couldn't rent the apartment i wanted without a co-signer even though I had enough money saved up in my bank acct to live there forever basically lol.

>>14617128
I have chronic inflammation in my joints and i eat pretty good. I bake my own sourdough bread from whole spelt and all the other memes.

>>14617128
you're saying brazil nuts can end my torture anon?

Dad never told me about his life, he was just a person i lived with. Was bullied, unpopular in school but i was the fastest runner in my school so this was a non issue. Friends were not an issue but they are now. Had bad epilepsy as a child but not bad anymore but am on meds. Shrink says I have aspergers but i dont buy it.
I am a poorfag in a town with little jobs and little room to grow.

>>14617128
anon point me in the right direction for reading please

>>14617234
Just water fast for a couple weeks with snake juice stupid cuck

>>14616468
Grew up with a single mother who was the odd one out in the family. Artistic and creative but regularly experienced manic bipolar episodes She is obsessed with nigger punk music.We were poor while literally everyone else in the family were upperish middle class and stable people. engineers n shit. Dad was involved in my life but was a recluse and a hermit. Was neglected by my second grade teacher and was routinely separated from the other kids. Became antisocial, depressed over time. Moved back to the city and attended a nearly all black school. Became even more isolated and racist. I am thoroughly fucked and don't care about making friendships, even though deep down I really do desire social interaction. I am so grateful for my two buddies though.

>>14616720
Thats the thing ...your Life shouldnt depend on it

What I'm getting from this is.... Biz is a collection of lonely, disenfranchised young men often with fucked up childhoods. Sounds about right. Happy to be one of the gang.

>>14617478
TWOTF

>>14617538
who else would be here? especially on a friday night. it is a little comfy to know we're in this together fren

>>14617021
Exactly this. Also addicted to the internet.

>>14616468
Raised by a BPD single mother that used to abuse me as a kid. We were poor for quite awhile, and ended up having to live out of our camper van for a little bit. I don't think I ever fit in with most of the kids at school but I think I forced myself to interact with others because I didn't want to be seen as some weird loner kid. Ever since I was 15 I started to become terrified of leaving school and entering the real world, and also around this age I started to develop motivation issues that continued to get worse as I grew older.

Crypto is my ticket out of this mess.

>>14616468
>Bullied in middle school
>Mommy and daddy always fighting
>Isolated on mountain away from city centre
>Always lonely and alone
I got over it though. I am pretty happy now.

>>14616468
The curse of sanity.

My mother was an emotional tyrant. Her ideas were not in line with reality at all. She also had regular rage outbreaks. She initiated divorce with my father by cheating on him and afterwards became very depressed and got some weird boyfriends.
Dealing with her was very annoying and definitely did not make my life for the better. But now, fortunately, she is in a relationship with a sane nice guy who has his financial situation well under control. When that happened, I knew I could let her go, she didn't need me anymore to support her. So I could finally take my revenge without to much consequences and hit her in the face multiple times. It felt good, and she knew, deep down, that she deserved it, so she gave me a pass on that incident.

Also got bullied in college when I joined a fraternity and a student golf club, and those experiences made me very resentful. I confess, I was hooked on pot at the time, so I deserved some of it because i was being a complete degenerate.

Nothing. I was a beautiful smart outgoing kid and popular as fuck teenager. Girls were stalking me. People were constantly telling me how great I am and how promising of a future I have ahead of me. Daddy admitted me to one of the toppest unis in the country. But I was just so bored and unsatisfied with my life all this time. I wasn't enjoying shit. So I dropped out and became a shut-in shitposting on 4chan. 10 years later I'm not a NEET anymore but I'm still here with you faggots. All I want in life is to make a lot of money and fuck a lot of whores.

>>14616468
>Missing from childhood?
Grew up in a city in the most northren area of canada. Very remote. I realized how alone we were up there. When in grade 1 we were asked to come up with reasons why our city was a great place to live. I basicly got red pilled right there. My city sucked badly and I knew it. watching commercials on TV,I knew what the world was like just a couple hundred kilometers south. I grew up, wanting. Kinda like how some people in truely shit hole countries, look on the internet,random old billboards or tv and see how great life is in first world nations, and realizing, they live in a shit hole.
My family and friends were nice, no problems. But I couldn't enjoy anything.
I left that city over 10 years ago, The only thing that I have that reminds me of that place is 4chan. I started coming here back 2005, when I was still up there

emotionally abusive mother, enabled by my father
no friends in kindergarten, elementary, middle, highschool, or college - parents never seemed to care if I socialized.
Can't connect with people to this day because mother raised me to never open up about feelings - crippling anxiety prevents me from looking at people, start to involuntarily tear up if someone looks at me, thus I'm unable to maintain eye contact without watery eyes.

I feel if I just had a friend that I could overcome there mental barriers. I have a work friend who seems relatively nice enough, but I don't think I could open up to him about it because he's a total masculine dudebro - which I wouldn't feel the best outlet to reveal my weakness. I'm considering therapy but I'm worried how they'll diagnose/treat me.

>>14619844
>crippling anxiety prevents me from looking at people, start to involuntarily tear up if someone looks at me, thus I'm unable to maintain eye contact without watery eyes.
lol you are a bitch lol.

>>14616468
Only trauma I had as a child was I had to play pretend sex with my male cousin (I'm a guy too). He also got his brother involved too in the gay pretend sex session just because he was trying to emulate porn he was watching but had no girls available. In return, I got to play his super nintendo console. That was the gayest sick fuck shit I had to do in my life.

>>14619844
Don't open up to your dudebro friend. He will think you're a weirdo. Therapy is definitely the way to go.

>sperg
>relatively poor
>brown in a 97% white town
basically an outsider. absolutely hated lunch time at school. i used to feel down that i couldn't fit in, but now i think it set me on the right path.
so, in retrospect, nothing of value is missing from my childhood.

>>14616477
Just hold chainlink

>>14616468
Had a great childhood for the most part. Loving family, learned guitar very young which helped me compensate for my introversion. BUT my parents aren’t particularly skeptical people so when my doctor prescribed me penicillin for 3 months straight they never questioned it. I now have autoimmune type 1 diabetes because of that bastard and will probably die before I reach 50.

Lmao nice childhood, you probably missed out on LTO your whole life. It is time to change your miserable life and discover LTO.

>>14616468
My dad was an alcoholic, wouldn't let us have friends over, and would beat the shit out of us if we told anybody anything about our home life. I found it easier to just not talk at all than to regulate what I say to a bunch of kids I can't even hang with outside school. My sister developed an eating disorder, my brother is a videogame addict, and I spend every single day on this website.

Nothing really, now that I look back at it. I'm completely capable of being a shit person all by myself.

Dad was strict and an asshole (wouldn't get me a phone until grade 12 when everyone even had a shitty smartphone or a car when literally everyone in my town drives) so that hampered my chances of getting laid.
Never got bullied, honestly I barely saw any sort of bullying that like in those coming of age movies. Everyone just shit talked people they didn't like behind their backs and nobody said it to people's faces even all the "chads" per say.

I honestly don't know most people's perception of me in HS, I remember being an edgy kid trying hard to be "cool" by doing drugs/slacking off and I only remember the cringy shit I did which makes me die inside whenever my mind brings it up.

Ginger hair and excema. Learned to have a sense of humor to get though alive in a rough school. My siblings treated me like shit. I just want to shove the fact im a millionaire in their face one day.

>>14622165
You sound like an entitled faggit onions boy. Kys.

>>14616468
Bullied
Add
Autism
Struggling with alcohol and food

My dad was unemployed, my mother an alcoholic.

I don't know what to make of the world anymore. I'm trying to be a decent man. But it seems like I'm always failing on one component of my life (family, work, health).

2500 link though.

>>14616468
My childhood was good. I wasn't popular, but I had close friends who I played vidya and sports with. I was bullied on occasion, sometimes severely, but having friends makes it easier. Even had sex on occasion. Went camping frequently, so got to see my campground friends on the weekends. Did a lot of swimming, bbqing, partying and vidya. There's something special about playing SNES, N64, and SEGA games in a darkened trailer or cabin.

Everything went downhill after graduation. The last ten years have been a blur of vidya, Youtube videos, and work and university. I don't have any friends and I can't recall what I did the previous week. I'm an island. I can still form relationships with people, but it's never enough since I only see them on rare occasions.

>>14622288
You can always strive to be better then your parents anon

>>14622239
When even the poorfags had phones and I wasn't allowed a shitty smartphone is not being entitled you fag, you sound just like my jew dad.