/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>11548424
Money and Women.

>>11548424

There’s no escspe

>>11548424
my alcohol addiction

>>11548424

I fucking absolutely and utterly hate my job.

Every single thing my boss tells me to do I just visualise it as him gaining shekels at my expense. I fucking HATE him. I HATE my coworkers who are too NPC to realise they are cogs in a machine and sucking dick for pathetic stipends will get them nowhere.

I FUCKING HATE IT.

>>11548424
I put in 10k and down to 2k :(

>>11548424
My laziness

I lost all the expression in face and speak slow and monotone, before I used to move my eyebrows a lot and speak enthusiastically. I get super paranoid and make clang associations when people speak.
>I'm becoming schizophrenic

>>11548557

What industry

>>11548573

Accounting

>>11548572
Stop the weed.

I am running out of money!

>>11548576
Well theres your problem. I did accounting at college, now im neet.

>>11548424
i dread seeing relatives this christmas...'how's that crypto been since last time i saw you last christmas?!? (sniggering under their breath as they smirk at me)

>>11548578
haven't smoked weed in like a year

I’ve ‘loaned myself’ a significant amount of money from what I had set aside for tax payments next year and put it all into a single microcap.

I’ve told myself I’m not going to put any more in, but since this is tantamount to gambling I’m not sure I’ll stick to that.

>>11548595
Stop any other drugs, and stop being depressed.

It's usually a factor of things, up the exercise and get out and interact more, dont stay inside all the time.

>>11548608
Oh and ruminate and get paranoid about it.

>>11548639
DONT@!*

>>11548424
Nothing, enjoying tequila sunrise looking back at my problems and seeing how relatively small they are

I went on a crypto gambling site and lost 1.7k, I work minimum wage and it took months to save that money - it was supposed to be my way begin legitimately investing in the next 2-3 years

i feel so fucking pathetic man, I lose it all right before bakkt and fidelity come out

>>11548608
I experienced a enormous burst of sadness when I came home and realized my old dog is about to die, ever since then it seems as though my emotions shut off, I feel like a psycho

>>11548650

good that you can handle it that way. I should try the same.

I got big ambitions but don't know how to move towards them. You know when you know a general "sense" of what you wanna do and to be, but not the details? that.
I think it's why I'm attracted to crypto. It gives small hits of that freedom I crave. Making money trading coins, no wagecucking, ability to do it anywhere, and * potentially*, making a good modest income from it.

As a 24 year old retailcuck that fucked up education already(not stupid, just coasted too much all my life), I always knew some kind of entrepreneurship is for me, Just don't know how to make it happen.

I just ran into a former GF that I haven't seen since highschool. She was super excited to see me and I had to feign a similar level of excitement as she was working the front desk at the weed club i was going to and I wanted to buy some weed (though internally I wanted to run away). She told me she wanted to catch up and immediately added me on normiebook and sent me a message which i haven't read yet (this literally all just happened). Tbh she was eye fucking me but I didn't feel the same way about her, she broke up with me originally and was kind of shitty about it so i can't really look at her the same. I haven't had a girlfriend since college (im 26) and I feel like the only thing keeping me from taking advantage of this opportunity is that I'm an autistic fuck that doesn't deserve happiness, but at the same time I feel like this is a self-fulfilling prophecy that's only propelled by me thinking that. Help me anon, what should I do?

>>11548424
Ever since I joined crypto... I realized... That I have a... Certain attraction on men...

>>11548725

Do it bro. Just fuck her hard and dont get emotionally involved. In fact, that's the best wy to be with any chick ever.

jews

>>11548424
mostly the fact that i'm working on the weekend. interviews are going well but if my wife weren't pregnant i'd have quit long ago.

protip: never work for ATT. everything they touch turns to shit. they bought us out and my god it's such a nightmare.

>>11548725
If she left you before, she'll leave you again.
if you hook up, do it once or twice then ghost her.
She doesn't care about you man.

>>11548675

Spend some time with him/her. Make sure he’s comfy

Rip anons companion

>>11548779

This.
Shes chasing his validation again. His best chance if he feels like getting dick wet is to not give her any but make her chase for some again, arouse he curiosity.
"why is he off with me now? he used to be into me, i even had to dump him. Is there other women involved with him now? shit".

don't reveal anything, just get her seeking validation and you can fuck her without emotional involvement and dump whenever you want.

>>11548576
FUCK ACCOUNTING. In doing this debit and credit shit. Fuck this work

>>11548779
Dude, quit being a faggot. She already won by making you write that gay post and devoting brain cycles to thinking about her. She doesn't respect you, get over it.

>>11548424
I'm jewish and cant stop watching jewish women get inseminated by big black dicks

>>11548424
Absolutely nothing. Everything is 100% great.

>>11548424
I feel like i'll never own a home, how the fuck am I supposed to buy a house in these times without a mortgage :(

>>11548837
you are betraying us meshuga

>>11548725
She's probably looking at you to be a rebound guy for some other relationship. Don't do it, she'll just leave you again once she finds the next Chad.

>>11548590
Lol is that you, cousin James?

>>11548842

You can talk to us anon, we’re here for you

Just spent a week and a half out of state visiting friends. He has surrounded himself with intellectuals and artists and people with more drive than I’ll ever have. It makes you feel so small, so unimportant.

>tfw you travel and you suddenly realize how insignificant you really are

>>11548424
I procrastinate way too fucking much, and I don't want to be stuck as a wagie for my entire life, so this is ruining me.

>>11548424
I just can't get enough money to invest. I have $500 in and I can't get more. Every month it's some new shit. Next month is GF birthday. December is Christmas. January is kids birthday. February Valentines day. It's some new shit every month and I can't save money to put in and it's both stressing me out and making me resent everyone at the same time.

>>11548424
I need some ass. Prostitution is illegal here and no friends to introduce me to anyone, everyone is in their 30s with wives and kids or gfs and everyones fucking, cheating, or getting get togethers. Im here wasting away because i know i cant fit the fuck in because im fucking woke as fuck about bullshit, and i dont look the part for some unsolicited fuck action to them to even excuse my existence. Plus i bought rvn at 850 so im hoping its an elliot wave pattern before i lose 500 dolleroos.

>>11549082
I don't think getting ass is going to fix your problem, anon. Maybe join a church group. You never know, you might meet a girl

I have a personality disorder and it sucks. It's hard to do more than just minimum to survive.

>>11548992
Elon Musk breaks shit down into 5 minute blocks. Micro manage everything slowly and you'll get better. I'm, trying too.

best of luck anons

Need to make 100,000k in the next 2 months.

>>11548534
what is the deal with this beer?

Jnt has just been going down. Should I sell?

>>11549482
>beer
it's dumpster juice, not beer.

im the next kurt cobain of film directing but im stuck in a dead end job

I have no money and wish I was dead.
Also FUCK I'M SO FUCKING HORNY AND LONELY AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

>>11548424
off-topic threads

>>11549531
You can be the Kurt Cobain of your current job in a much simpler way

>>11549547
doesnt take much to be kurt cobain of moving around boxes

Can't afford a superficial $900 Canada Goose jacket. I lack self confidence so I really need this jacket for my self esteem. Without it society might perceive me to be gay.

>>11549597
that's a very /fa jacket anonbro

Bitcoin still isn't moving
Stock market looks like a huge bear trap and I sold half of my stocks into bonds

Family problems I don't seem to know how to fix or if they're even fixable.
Family life collapsed and I disappeared for a few years and lost a decade with everyone, my father in particular, and I've been temporarily back at his house but am leaving again this week to an apartment I'm renting.
He occasionally says we're like strangers and it bothers him. It bothers me too but I've never been able to talk to him about anything my entire life because he's so standoffish, aggressive, drunk, quick to take things out on those around him and I've developed a hard block on talking to him. He "wants to talk" about life and whatver but I just can't because I have NEVER in my life been able to talk to him and as he's getting older and his health starting to turn south I'm well aware that nothing lasts forever and he is going to die. And it's going to be something I can never fix for real then because he'll be gone forever.
He's very difficult to talk to and I can be as well because I'm always on edge around him because of his explosive personality and our stuff in the past. AND present. Just today he exploded at me again as he did a couple weeks ago, then he's back out with tears in his eyes saying life is short and he doesn't like we're strangers.

It's hard to explain. But I don't know what to do and the hole situation just makes me feel like I want to cry that my family and relationship with my father is the way it is and the way it's been my whole life.
I don't know.

>>11548424
Tomo is going down the shitter. Feels bad.

>>11549755

Onus is on him not you. tell him that. the way you turned out is a result of a child learning the best way to deal with it and it's obviously stuck like that into adulthood

>>11548424
I fell for the golden bull meme. I'm never selling my cryptos, however I did think I would be a hell of a lot wealthier than I am right now. feels kinda bad

>>11548523

The story of all men's lives

>>11550126
>tell him that.
He doesn't seem to think anything is his fault and he likes to scream about how everyone blames him for everything. If blame is attributed to him he gets furious about you "attaching him."
His freak out at me a couple weeks ago was in part him yelling about how he is sick (he stayed home from work for a couple days) because everyone's abusing him. That day I just got back from work and was lying down because I was tired, not even making any noise, but he exploded and starts hurling verbal shit at me about how I'm "abusing and leeching off of" him and it makes him sick. He wants me to stay at his place a while ago, then screams at me for why I'm here and syas i dont belong here and to get the fuck out, then when he finds out I'm moving into an apartment in less than a week he says I'm throwing money away why don't I just live here after yelling at me because he "doesn't deserve this disrespect."

I've been kind of hoping to have a better relationship with him, but I'm 30 fucking years old, make enough money to live on my own, and don't need to out up with this crazy shit. It's hard to talk to him when I need to study and learn more things for work (software developer) and all he does is make noise, watch television, drink, smoke, and blame others for his problems while looking for things to get worked up about with the news on television.

This turned into a much longer post than I initially thought.

>>11548735
I mean how can anybody resist this. This is the ideal male body.

>>11550256

Sounds emotionally fucked. toxic for sure. He want you around but he want to do everything to repair or form a relationship at the same time. sounds like it anyway. Not how it should be. Probably why he does a 180 every time.

I think you can try if you really want it but try once. you probably know the best way to handle it, but moving out again is probably best for everyone involved

>>11548424
I've worked in shitty fast food jobs all my life and I feel like this is the only thing I can do well in. I've tried school, but couldn't study for my classes and I couldn't really figure out what I wanted to do with my life. I want to leave this shit job, but I don't know how. I just turned 25 a few months back and I feel so fucking pathetic working here. I'm like the oldest one here. I hate it when I see old high school/college classmates come in. I always have to lie and tell them that I'm back in school studying accounting and that I'll be done pretty soon, but I'm so far away from being done with my accounting degree. Also I just found out that 4 people are quitting and my day shift manager (the logical one) is leaving, so now the night shift manager is gonna have to run the whole restaurant by himself. He's not very nice and I know he's gonna except me to work more hrs even though I have to study for exams.
I just wish I could figure out what to do with my life. I mean do you all really enjoy what you do for a living?

My old best friend is in a relationship with my first love. What do?

>>11548523
This.

>>11550288
>you probably know the best way to handle it
Lol no. I don't. If I did I would have fixed it already and not sadpost on 4chan. Maybe.
But I am going to move out. I also feel it's best for me and our relationship because this is nuts. I need a space of my own to recover from being around him so much.

When he had tears in his eyes earlier he said he was tired of living alone and still living alone even though his son (me) is here too. That's because we typically only really see each other on the weekend because our work schedules and we hardly talk. He's a sad, angry, and lonely old man who pushed everyone out of his life with a history of being abusive and isn't good with people he's close to. But then he also said he's been through alot and I'm not alone, but I've always felt alone in good part because of his bullshit. I've been able to talk to my mother occasionally, but never him. He's trying to make things better, but he's so bad at it and he doesn't know what to do. And neither do I.

Whatever. I can move out and try occasional visits because living here is just a mess I can't stomach anymore. I just hope he doesn't die too soon.

Thanks for replying. But I know only I can solve this.

>>11548918
>He has surrounded himself with intellectuals and artists and people with more drive than I’ll ever have
Fuck how do you do this. I have a huge drive but am too autistic to be good at meeting people. This is the missing piece of the success puzzle for me–especially artistic types, if I could meet some art people who are actually not totally full of shit it'd give me a real leg up.

>>11549038
Buy your kid toys on AliExpress. Just get some flowers at Walmart for v day. And most importantly buy as much link as you can, even $100 will make a huge difference.

I wanted to leave home and study as my wagecuck factory job was slowly turning my brain to mush, I was getting sick of my home area and I didn't find my friends very fun to be around any more.
After a year of studying in Tokyo, my then girlfriend left me shortly before returning to her own country. Not being able to cope properly, I developed an addiction to pachinko as the hyperactive nature of the game helped drown out any negative thoughts (or any thoughts at all for that matter.) Half a year later I've neglected my studies enough for me to not be able to pass that term, and my plentiful savings were down to almost nothing due to gambling. I took a plane home this July, and now I'm back in the exact same rut that I was trying to run away from. I failed, and I haven't been able to shake that feeling since I stepped into the plane home, but it also feels like my time overseas was all a dream that I've been forced to wake up from.
Yesterday I saw a video on Line that my ex had uploaded. It was the first time I had heard her voice in half a year, and it hit me like a ton of bricks. All the people I want to actually be with are on the other side of the globe, and had I not been a weak willed fuck, I would still be in Tokyo drinking salarymen under the table. I cried.
At least I can comfort myself knowing that I'm going back there next year, and if my cryptos turn a good profit, maybe sooner than I've planned to. Who knows if my friends will still be there though.
/blog

>>11548557
make your own job brah

>>11548424
There has to be a way to make $950 a month other than going to my degenerate factory job for 40 hours per week. $950 is my monthly expenses. I also hate restaurant work. Wageslaving at 19 sucks ass and my family hates me for no good reason. This is bullshit

>>11548848
Don't buy a house, buy a cheap caravan / RV. You won't become enslaved until death with a mortgage, you can go anywhere, don't have to pay rent, etc

If you're going to buy a house atleast wait for the housing bubble to burst

>>11549450
start selling coke in your free time

I got really mad because my parents wouldnt let me do an hour long drive to visit my friend. I'm 20. Desperately want to move out so I can never have to explain myself or be interrogated when I want to do something different or visit people they don't know and so that I can tell my dad how I really feel about him and my life. I feel like I hide all my deep, contentious thoughts because I don't want him angry at me, which will threaten my comfortable living. I mean hell he bought me some fancy headphones for my birthday yet I still think about how much I want him to just die already. He's not a raving drunk or anything, but I have fond memories of him screaming at me and my mom in my youth. He hasn't developed much either. I remember a night a few months ago he woke us all up at like 2am screaming at the old family dog because it kept pacing around while he was sleeping on the couch, making noise on the tile floor. I then flipped out back, screaming to shut the fuck up, it's just a fucking dog. I guess it's a trait of shitty fathers to never apologize for acting like a total maniac because we just went on acting like it never happened. Ever since I yelled back at him for the first time (not the dog time, he came in my room mad at me cuz he thought I was calling him a loser by telling him about self help stuff i wanted him to read because i though it helped me) ever after gaining some self esteem from fucking pick up artist subreddits I think he's finally started gaining some self awareness. Didn't yell at me ever again. But now all I see is a fat old man who spends all of his free time watching TV. Can't avoid it either, I have to walk past him every time I go to the kitchen.
I feel like if it wasn't for stuff like reddit/theredpill and some posts here on 4chan I would never have recovered from my suicidal depression in fucking high school. I had to teach myself how to be a man, and my parents still have the audacity to try and teach me anything. Makes me so mad.

>>11552388
sucks man, we all go through shit
keep grinding and hopefully you get a break

That I need to wait at least another year for the crypto fun times to begin again. It's so boring right now

>>11548424
I'm still paying my ISP with paper money. That is what bothers me the most.

we all should work out 5x a week
most of our lives are boring and shitty and we fill the boredom with shit that makes us anxious
exercise cycles your brain chemicals and keeps the system running smooth
you can't watch media and read 4chan everyday without exercise and sleep or else you'll be depressed and inefficient

I got BTFO on another forum I use and haven't been back since

My favorite sports team is cursed

I have a fragile ego at times

I guess my life's pretty good if these are the biggest of my issues

i don't own 1000BTC

GRS I just realized Ive been holding 4000 of these shitcoins for like 6 months. Shill me something to ease to pain.

>>11552566
>Shill me something to ease to pain.

USDT

>>11548557
Dont worry, i feel you, in 3 years you will arrive to your work in a brand new lambo, enter his office, light up fat ass joint and tell him “420 fuck you nigga, i fucked your wife yesterday”

>>11550293
I hate my job but at least I make enough money to be able to save 4 figures a month. Good luck!

>>11548424
I am a back end programmer for the new Bakkt exchange launching soon. I overheard one of our managers gearing up for a lack of interest when it goes live. They said that for many it's easy to buy OTC at a 10% discount when it occurs a lot of time through the likes of Otcbtc and is a easy and trustworthy process.

So anyways, yeah. There's going to be a lack interest that starts selling short and it will slowly decrease. Basically everyone is waiting to see who goes first before other funds and companies start dumping.

And oh yeah, Kelly sucked me off after work one day. Anyways, ooooo shit boys I might lose my job...

>>11548424
no good qt prostitutes

>>11548424

not much

developing this crypto app for /biz/ to use for free

merv.tech

looking for some more people to give it feedback


overall, making something is still cool, and people using it is even cooler

>>11548557
Go postal

>>11548424

I have issues with trust.

>>11548424
Want to quit my job, probably handing in my resignation tonight. It's an overnight hotel gig, not terrible but i hate how full time nights are changing me (weight gain, fatigue etc).
Don't have another job but, no debt so i think i'll be fine for a while.

>>11549482

There's like 5 beers worth of alcohol in that one can.

>>11550293

How the fuck can you be 25 still working fast food? Step up and apply for a real restaurant job at the very least. You can easily make 40K a year waiting tables. After a couple years you can move in to bar tending making 60K.

>>11550296

Ignore it until it goes away then pretend like it never happened. Worst case is they actually work out and you lose your friend. Has very little to do with you.

>>11552388

Could be worse. My dad kicked me out the day after I graduated high school and I disowned him for it. He calls me crying once every few years about how sorry he is about it and tries to guilt me in to letting him back in to my life. It's been about 15 years and I still don't want to see or talk to him.

>>11548725
don't even read the message just delete it and ignore the cunt

Having multiple degrees on a fucking shit corrupted country and speaking several languages, where the market is saturated to death. Having 4 entrepreneur businesses failing by economic swings, and neverending pumping meme tax excuses.
I'm quitting this shit gonna pack my stuff and move to the country side offgrid self sustained small house with little money I have left at least I can still sustain a living through fiveering random shit, I had work almost every wagie position and learn the dumbest shit on life due no positions available anywhere . Problem is my hopes are still not totally gone, I still want to run an honest business and contribute, but I have been put to the edge, there is little patience in me now, I know I can outsmart this assholes if I leave morals, . Im more prepared to do most of " office " jobs than 99% of the blood sucking boomers glued down to their positions refusing to retire because of this goddam market fiesta that the U.S started for the rest of the world. Thanks for saving the banks, you doomed us all.

Lawyer, accountant, translator and mechanical engineer that fell for the meme that if you work and study hard you gonna make it.

>>11553058
Damn how many years of study did you do?

>>11553078
12 years wasted

>>11548424
My dick is only 5.2

>>11548557
Same bro, life fucking sucks
t. Farm worker doing 76 hours a week and getting €650 a month before taxes/rent

>>11553058
Damn, which country anon?

>>11552754

This is some good fucking style.

link $1k eoy

It hurts so much seeing guys my age having a girlfriend.

>>11553185
A haiku for you

>>11549597
wtf from the thumbnail I thought this was a rotten roastie but its actually a coat

>>11548595
do an extended fast, 5 days water only

momma keeps stealing money from me because I keep trusting her.

bad decision i guess.

wagecucking at a nightclub on the weekend is slowly killing me, 3 years strong

>>11549597

Second had that shit you idiot

T.non-bourgeois fashion enthusiast

>>11548424
Not enough energy for partying. My current job is cool, though. But, man, I wish I would have enough drive to hit clubs and bars. Do you have any of pic related, btw?

>>11550420
You know my parents are also a hassle. Mom a drunk, dad unemployed. I was mad on them when I moved out. Felt like I missed a lot because of them.

Now my opinion has changed, I came to the realization that my mom drinks so much to cope with stress that my whole family depends on her financially and my dad doesn't give her the love she deserves. My dad probably have some form of autism since he can't show any feelings and is always in his own zone.

I just accepted that this is what it is. They have a few years and I try to make the best of it.

My advice move out ASP and try to bond through small activities like a small hike with your dad or fishing.

Accept that you can't change an angry drunk and try to make the best of it.

>>11548735
You like men to dump on you constantly, for an entire year?

>>11552987
If anything happens to him, you will regret it for the rest of your life. Similar situation, talk to your dad anon

I just want to see my friends, I fantasize about winning a big lotta, escaping my fatherly duties and just doing racecar shit with my best buds for a few months. It's all I want really is to go back to going racing and doing reckless shit, I love my baby but I miss my freedom very much and I genuinely feel depressed.

>>11552987

My dad was for the most part a good guy but he drove me out the house with the lifestyle he decided to live. Moved a really disgusting women in and got into doing meth all the time, we moved with the intent to remodel and he would just fucking tweak out all night tearing shit apart. I was just a teenager trying to start my life find a job enroll in college and I literally felt like I did not have a home it was a mess constantly there were many nights I had to stay with friends or family because there was a hole in my bedroom or the floors were taken out or whatever and there was constantly drywall dust all over my shit. I met a girl and she had her own place I began staying there often as you can imagine and soon I just moved in. That was 4 years ago and I'm not sure if he understands why I didn't want to be around that or around him. I don't hate him but, really who decides that, in their early 40's with a good career and many years completely settled down that you want to tweak out all the time with some nasty whore and play home improvement literally all night. I know many have had it worse but it feels really bad knowing that I can't go to my parents for help or advice, they're both down a hole of drugs and bad decisions. Im probably autistic but I don't think I would care much if either one of them was to pass,

>>11548424

I went all-in crypto with the money I borrowed, around 120k. Now the value of my portfolio is 40k (thanks ICX) and I have to return the money in early January. Also I advised a few rich normies to get into crypto, they wired 700k$ back in December now the shit they bought is worth 150k$.

My 120k turned into 380k one day I didn't TP a single cent. Ha!

The only thing that saved me was PAL and LINK. I managed to sell that shitsurance coin on the Bittrex pump and still hold some LINK.

>>11548424
Ive been chasing a business idea for 4 years and will finally have enough money to fund it next year via crypto, problem is I'll also have enough money to fuck off for the rest of my life and have to choose, do I become a public figure and take on the (((World))) knowing I'll lose everything or do I let the world burn and fuck off?

>>11552667
I wanna do this but in a Ferrari

>>11548424
I keep falling for slutty women.
>go to coworkers halloween party last night
>I've already hooked up with her once before
>get really fucked up and she brings me up to her room and takes care of me
>wake up at 6am and then just cuddle all morning while talking about life
She was very caring and sweet. It hurts because I've heard rumours of her being a slut and I know the smart thing to do is not get close.

>>11554881
sounds like she has a lot of love to give

>>11554893
She does, and I haven't felt this good about a girl in a long time. I just know where this road leads and it will end up with her cheating or me getting paranoid about cheating, and then me drunkenly calling her at 3am calling her a whore. It's not a fun situation for anybody involved.

Existential crisis.Ask any dead man what good his life is to him now,it's nothing,Trying to cope with dying one day is making it hard to enjoy anything.Any books for this feeling.

>>11554956
Read the book of Lamentations as well as the Meditations of Marcus Aurelius. You will soon realize that there is nothing new under the sun. Greater men than you and I have pondered these questions for 1000s of years, and most have reached conclusions that it is best to continue living a good life. It will be okay.

>>11548424
I got my first career job 3 months after graduation in my field. Petroleum geology. I'm taking home 8k after taxes per month. It's a good feeling but at same time I get lost in the day to day and feel like I'm not going anywhere. I want to start my own crypto company and I am already 26. I feel like I have only a few years to start a business find a wife and enjoy life. And being stuck in the field means its nearly impossible to find a woman worth marrying. The only hope I have is that I do this job for 2-3 years until next oil crash and then cash out my cryptos and start my business. But I'm worried that it's not going to happen as I hope and I'll be stuck forever as a semi wealthy oil worker yet lonely and forever a wagie.

I also have natural artistic talent and I can feel my creativity and ability to do art fading each year. I'm afraid to lose that as that was always something I found true peace in when young.

>>11554944
tell her this and dont commit? like dont ever assume that the relationship you have is monogamous and you could be fine, i guess
or?

>>11555156
I've done the hooking up thing for years and to be honest it's getting stale. Mindless sex isn't good for the soul. I just want to settle down with a caring girl who doesn't fuck on the first date but I don't have the slightest clue where to find one.

Despite not having any management ability or power I keep having to train new hires at work. It's a physical job that requires you to be in very good shape, and the latest hire was a short, overweight roastie covered in tattooos and cut scars on her wrists. She's clingy and annoying in what should be a very solitary job, and also seems to have OCD which you can't have in this job. She'll probably also come onto me at some point because I seem to attract this type. I have no authority so I can't tell her to fuck off. Then there's the overweight guy who is friendly and shit but doesn't work fast enough and will therefore become a bit of a problem for us.

Basically they've hired a bunch of people who can't do the job properly but I lack the authority to tell them how to do it properly. Eventually they'll either fire them or start rostering them full time and make more work for the rest of us, and that terrifies me.

>>11550464
What was studying in Tokyo going to do for you exactly? I tried to live the weeb dream once myself and it backfired as well, but I wasn't expecting to get much out of it except JLPT certifications (which I didn't get for lots of reasons).

>>11548424
i think i have agp

>>11555183
i got lucky with my gf
loves me to death and seems like she got her shit together, been with her for 5 years
she fucked me on the 3rd date and has cheated on a bf before, so i dont know how true my analysis of her character is, but honestly, i dont let it fuck me over. if she feels like cheating on me some day, and doesnt tell me, it doesnt affect me. if she breaks up, well thats that.
dont you meet women in your life? i mean, if you do stuff that interests you, there are usually other people that are into that stuff, too, and some probbaly happen to be women, right?

if i were to lose her id be devastated but ive never had a problem starting conversations, or getting to know people, and its usually pretty easy to tell if a person is actually interesting

>>11548714
R u me

>>11555316
I'm in the army so I meet very few women at work. My working day usually consists of getting up at 445, driving to work at 530 and then depending on the day getting off between 5pm or 9pm. I only have time to meet girls on weekends so usually its just at parties or bars. I miss living near a college town because at least there were interesting women there. Almost every girl who lives in this town is in the army and/or constantly sleeping with half the base.

>>11548424

My pockets aren't deep enough to do my options based trades.

i ran out of manga to read and now my sense of pathetic is settling back in

>>11555400
alright, so no mom material, that sucks

>>11548424
My studies proceed, but the deeper i go the more it gets clear that mostly my children will profit from my effort to create something more usefull than the average Timemanagement/Selfhelpbook. I hope i will be able to finish the studies in the next few years.
Also it takes way more time to selfimprove than i want it to. I wish I could go back in time to the age of 20 with my current knowledge. Then I could have had so much more by now.

>>11548424

what isnt

>>11548424
I eat well and exercise regularly but still suffer from persistent tiredness and depression. It's like I can feel it physically manifesting in my head and causing brain damage

>>11555407
Literally only need like 130 bucks to do a spy call.

>>11555757
stop masturbating them.

>>11548424
Work does not pay and my folio isn't big enough for passive living

>>11548424
been working feverishly on a kind of hybrid trading/aggressive rebalance bot that is basically the comfiness of hodling while still selling off pumps/buying dips/catching market buy wicks in a methodical fashion. Backtests work great, they show +300% or better over HODL per annum with great consistency.

Every time I turn the fucker on one of my coins instantly blasts off to andromeda, never comes back down and the rest of my coins keep going sideways. Which is like the one situation where rebalancing underperforms HODL. So I've been tinkering with this bot for months just so it can keep tripping over outlier events and losing me money.

The only feeling worse than getting cucked by the markets is the feeling of getting cucked by your alternate universe self who is comfy hodling and doesn't even check his blockfolio but once a week. That lazy fucker is outplaying my industrious ass.

>>11555627
has someone shopped this with sergey's face and a LINK cube yet

>>11548918
Dude, realize you have a bigger start than most other people. This same sentiment you're sharing in this thread, you need to have with your friend. Don't be afraid to get out of your shell, right here, right now, breaking out of the mold might give you the opportunity to spread your wings.

>>11548424
today I visited this old lady that used to take care of me when I was a toddler and my parents were busy wageslaving at work.
kindest person I've ever met, love her more than half my family and now in her 80s she's lying on a bed with brain cancer, as of this week she can barely put a sentence together

>>11549038

I'm gonna be that guy and shill Rich Dad, Poor Dad and CashFLOW. In the books, the author talks about how he went from being broke after losing everything to making it back up to where he is now. The first step is to PAY YOURSELF FIRST. Before you drop the load on your GF's birthday, pay yourself. Before you go looking for Christmas gifts, pay yourself. Etc, etc. The purpose of doing so is that you aren't letting new short term situations interfere with your investments, a long term goal and the new situations will convert to "Here's a new situation, but I only have X budget, how do I make it work?" and will force you to be creative to solve them.

whats troubling me is that I wanted to visit a prostitute yesterday beacuse Im nearly going mad from lack of ANY female in my life, but none of them answered the phone, except one

which had a nasty skank voice that didnt match the angelic pictures online at all

I want to give a qt some cash to put my penis in her vagina

is that really too much? I've already given up on almost everything nic in life, and I cant even have the life of a hood-trash minimum wage, near homeless loner

will try again in 3 days when Im off

>>11552712
I barely make four figures a month.

>>11548579
Rape a g.

>>11552987

You should let your dad get over the guilt of kicking you out.
Sounds like you couldn't give two shits about him.
I'm sure doing something trivial like letting him get over his guilt wouldn't cost you anything.
Unless you enjoy making your father suffer and cry.
If that's the case then you need help.

I didn't sell my Bitcoin in December. I had so much money... It was my only chance in life.

>>11555407
are you in the trades anyway?

im a fat broke virgin with no friends. i'm gonna do it next week. thanks for hearing me out.

>>11554881
wish i had sex just once man. i knew a girl who sometimes held hands with me but she got a rich boyfriend now and no time for me

>>11554319
You motherfucking do it man. You fucking do it or you regret it the rest of your life.

>>11549531
iktf.

>>11557731
How old are you bro? There's always time to start lifting and making crypto gains if you're not attractive.

>>11548424
Can't stop thinking about a girl I've been in love with since high school is married and in a different place now

>>11558819
*who is married

>>11548424
I've got a $2.25M deal hopefully closing next Friday and I cannot for the life of me focus on anything else.

>>11548534
28 year old doomer here, I'm drunk and high right now no joke. My life is a mess, I seriously lost several thousand dollars and friendships over crypto. I use drugs to cope with the lonesomeness and depression. Please kill me.

>>11548424
End of the month, so bills
Gotta find my mom's CC number so I can pay them all with that, I found one iteration of it but it expired in March, I know the new expiry date but I think the code on the back is different now... Pretty sure I have the updated info somewhere on my desk which is piled up with so much stuff.
I'm also out of weed and have very little fiat left, jobless, hoping ei kicks in soon, probably already lost that fiat to an automatic student loan repayment becausr I let my repayment assistance lapse
My fiancee also woke me up with a list of tasks which are doable today but honestly fuck off

>>11552249
I hear RVs cost a shit ton in maintenance. Something always breaking down.

>>11548424
Paranoid I'm going to finally make it with crypto just to have the govt' wait and take away everything I buy over 'muh securities' or just tyrannically in coming social turmoil and get killed in jail

>>11548424
I have to go back to work tomorrow. I'm expecting a shit load of emails from my boss on how I fucked up on these last several huge projects that were thrown on us on short notice and due with very little time to do that I had to stay late to finish

Completely broke. Fell for the Uber meme. Don't ever feel like driving.
The first is Payday boyz.

Nothing. Get me a Dewar's on the rocks.