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PUT 'EM UP AND TELL ME WHAT THE NEXT AVIATOR IS

>>57517785
what the fuck are you doing here normie. go back.

>>54544116
> FREEZE

After working a social job for 1 year, I still have distorted speech sometimes

I can overwrite my social anxiety now but I think it’s still a symptom of it.
Given this will maybe interfere with every single job interview, talking up a girl
Is it unironically over for me?

I started reading books & investing at age 17 with $10,000 of my grandmas Pension she didn’t spend and gave me
I went through 2 bear markets made several 6figs
Now I am turning 24 in couple of months and have a net worth of $13,000 again
I don’t have a degree or any kind of other job certification. I have nothing
Also in the last 2yrs I became dissociated on top of being crippled depression, no self worth, no (inter)personal development

Time is gripping through my hands, I can’t escape

I have never approached, texted or went on a date with a girl, because I was bullied viciously in middle school. It was the time my personality started to evolve, and I expressed myself more outwardly. I got shut down
And I internalized myself that I like being held back and not taking risks

Until this day I fear in my back of my head to assert myself?
How do I handle this given it already cemented in me for 10years

I have a job, 2-3 good friends, some social skills but still hold back of getting social media because I fear Getting judged

How does autism equate in the real world?

For example my coworkers would pretend they like going on dates with girls, pretending to be interested in their life or go shopping. Spending a lot of time and money eventually end up fucking the girl, maybe a relationship, but then they breakup
How can I be considered autistic if others literally all the same thing but just act out on it differently
I literally appear dissociated and couldn’t care less
How is autism maybe related to anxiety, having a high functionality version of it, thus you end up overthinking and have high alert lessness, try to predict outcomes before they happen
How does it also relate to rather being cynic and only focusing on the negative things

I talked with this girl for the first time in my life briefly and I answered her questions ambiguously. I am still autistic and looked at the floor when answering/ held little eye contact

She giggled and asked where I am going and shit. She would have been disgusted by me realizing I am low maintenance, dull, boring nice guy and so I just walked away

Why are they so cruel and faking interest

I'm turning 24 next year and crypto ruined my life

All I do is either rotting in my parents room and their dysfunctional home or rotting at some 1rm cuck apartment in the next bigger city. Making plans, dropping out, waging shit jobs not amounting to anything
They say it’s ok if you are introverted and have different loner hobbies, eventually you’ll find your place

With the exception that I am just dissociated and nothing makes fun, and I default on doomscolling

Is there a way? Just spare me from normie advice

>>52621249
Beg daddy for mercy.

I am mentally Ill but because of my schizoid lifestyle, bull and bear crypto cycles didn’t effect me much

My normatypical coworkers would have panicsold their bags because they would have feared losing their gfs/financing their life

I am already used to wasting the most precious years of my youth baghodlign and not making experiences. Should I give that up by going to through therapy? This would lead me to finding a gf, and she would probably sabotage my grind