/biz/ - Business & Finance

>being a grown man playing a game about being cool Japanese high schoolers who fight monsters and being sad when it's finished
>browsing internet on phone almost all day while working from home
>seeing a video on Twitter of a girl jokingly asking out a currycel and remembering when I was a loser at school and realising I shouldn't give a fuck about others and not feel guilty about wasting time during work
>waiting for medical news about a close relative and being very worried for them
>summer in Britain this year being a mixture of cloud, rain, and normal weather that unexpectedly appears after the weather forecast said it would rain all day
>going for long walks after work and listening to podcasts
>being paranoid enough to save up lots of holidays so I can carry over 8 days next year and have a mental cushion in case I'm ever fired
>going on long drives during work hours and getting drive thru coffees

Non-work feels:

>that long period of study leave during school exam period when a TV channel was showing Studio Ghibli films almost every day
>wanting to lose 20kg of weight and imagining myself walking around with 2 10kg weights attached to me
>being unemployed in London and walking around every day and not realising I should've been enjoying myself
>that 1.5 years in that part time retail job where I had so much free time but felt sad the entire time
>that pointless 1+ year period in my office job where I learned nothing, did nothing, talked to no one, and saved nothing

>on a video call with some coworkers in a newly formed team
>call just started but we're waiting for a few people to log in to the call
>the woman asking about people's weekends asks everyone but me
>when I'm in the office the female employees are visibly creeped out by me
>never had a gf or had any woman attracted to me ever
>in early 30s

Welp, that's life. I got the "women treat you like dogshit spraying AIDS" card. Work is basically the same as university which is the same as school.

I am immediately at the bottom of all social hierarchies quicker than dense plutonium dropped in the sea.

>on a video call with some coworkers in a newly formed team
>call just started but we're waiting for a few people to log in to the call
>the woman asking about people's weekends asks everyone but me
>when I'm in the office the female employees are visibly creeped out by me
>never had a gf or had any woman attracted to me ever
>in early 30s

Welp, that's life. I got the "women treat you like dogshit spraying AIDS" card. Work is basically the same as university which is the same as school.

I am immediately at the bottom of all social hierarchies quicker than dense plutonium dropped in the sea.

No gf ever. Ugly beta male. Treated like shit at all jobs I've had.

Sitting drinking coffee with my feet up at 9:07 pm on a Monday night. Feeling totally aimless.

>>53691199

>>53642007
Stay triggered faggot

>>53627432
It’s just me when I’m bored

>>53618463
Go save the west chudcel

>>53555816
Kek he looks just like the incel wojack

Does anyone else get treated like disgusting shit in their jobs? It happens to me because I'm not a normie.

I resigned last week and my manager took away some of my projects afterwards. She was giving me shit and claiming I was doing badly for not bringing in some information / perspectives from some sources that would've led to nothing. Then, after I resigned, she presented one of my projects at some formal meeting but in the most fucking shallow way that I never could've got away with, without any if the useless sources.

Another time she asked me to present some stuff at a presentation in one way, which seemed kind of dumb, but I did it anyway. I continue that approach and she upbraids me a few months later for taking that approach and denies her initial request happened.

Another time I attended some sort of status check meeting with many people. It was led by this project manager and talked about technical stuff. It was a really informal meeting where the project manager scrawled random shit on the screen (despite having a formal project plan she didn't really use). Then after the meeting my manager is mad at me for not bringing up some tickbox exercises I had to do for the project, even though I had them in hand and I wasn't dependent on any of the people in the meeting to do anything.

Another time I am asked by some people in my team to get decisions from another team I have to talk to people, the situation is developing, it may not be possible to get the information that day. And then these team members go around me to my manager and complain because I didn't set up a (wasteful multi-person) call with the other team, even though they have full schedules. I get the decisions that day after assembling a lot of information but my manager complained later on.

If you're not part of the normie club, they assume failure until proven otherwise. And then they still say you failed.

I will spend my notice period doing fuck all, fuck them.