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>>17061835
I spent everything I earned this week, and a little more on crypto. It hurt, but I'm willing to take the risk because this life sucks. Bought some silver too. I feel like I'm teetering on the edges of sudoku, might as well go all in since I have nothing left to lose. Get rich, or literally die trying.
In other news, I'm thinking I should learn code and a new language, possibly move to Europe. I could cash out my crypto there and avoid 'Murican grubberment axing what little I make already. My mom is also suicidal, suffers from PTSD. She went through very traumatic shit in her past, like rape for several years by a family member to her and her brothers. She's always wanted to move to Italy and she's leaning the language sporadically. I've never seen her as productive as she is right now in her life. My dad was an abuser that locked her in the home. She just spent her life watching Netflix otherwise it would lead to broken things if she perused anything else. Seeing her take an interest in other cultures makes me proud of her. Saving up money to take her is the only thing keeping me going.
I'm too prideful, but I've been pondering the idea of being an e-thot. I've been told I'm attractive enough to do it. I'd be able to reach my goal faster than what I am now, but frankly I think the ship has sailed. It's not worth as much since Insta is filled to the brim with this bikini cosplay sewage.