/biz/ - Business & Finance

Not a richfag, but I made more money than I know what to do with. I went on vacations, fucked hot bitches and bought nice things for myself, and yet I feel empty. I was smoking a ciggy and started ruminating about the past, about things I liked to do as a child. Yes I was bound to the rules of my parents and never really "free" but I lived a life much more fulfilling now that I think of it. Playing football with friends or just by myself was so fun. I used to read a lot and absolutely loved reading and writing. I wrote short stories and was always praised by my peers and teachers. I loved drawing, loved experimenting with different styles. I could take a bunch of blank sheets of paper and draw for hours. Was a very talented little boy. Was into music too, loved producing tracks and experimenting. But then as I grew up my creativity faded away and it was all about work work work. And for a long time that was my only motivation, to make money so I can live comfortably. Now that I live comfortable, I feel hollow and depressed. What's the point of making it bros? Just so I can rot comfortably until I die?

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I have no friends please help