/biz/ - Business & Finance

>people bitching about how they have to wage to save up hundreds of Ks and buy houses and shit so that they can retire and live comfortably for the final weary, demented years of their one and only life

>you can live in luxury for $1500/month in Asia

why are you all doing this to yourselves? you realize that all the years you're pissing away doing something you hate you'll never get back, right? that you're going to die some day soon? that you'll never live again?

why?

anon, listen to me. sell all your shit right now go live your life. you don't have to be miserable anymore.

If I gave you 50k right fucking now, and you had 5 years (21.11.2028) to 10x it - how would you do it /SMG/?

as I get older, I become more and more sensitive to the fact that I'm literally going to fucking die one day, and that life is outrageously brief. how do I profit off of this?

Death is the only relevant question in life and I have been obsessed with it from a young age, passing up many of the temporary pleasures that life has to offer, because there is no solace in them for me.

I cannot take pleasure in relationships or even the love of cute girls . My life is a constant anxiety about the essential doom of the human condition. I'd like to just numb myself out and distract myself with duty, entertainment and family like all the normies, but it's impossible for me. I tried many times and failed. The only solution seems to be to completely abandon all human experience in the Buddhist sense as being absolutely not ownable, but when it came to it, I didn't have the courage to abandon my comfy neet life and tendies to become a Buddhist forest monk.

Having seen, monks, the impermanence, changeability, absence of
lust for and ceasing of matter (feeling, perception, determinations,
consciousness), and that matter (…consciousness) was formerly as it
is now, thus seeing with right understanding as it actually is that all
matter (…consciousness) is impermanent, unpleasurable, of a nature
to change, then whatever is the arising of sorrow, lamentation,
pain, grief, and despair, those are eliminated. These being elimin-
ated, there is no anxiety. Not having anxiety he dwells at ease.
Dwelling at ease, this monk is called ‘extinguished to that extent’.

ADHD is the time thief. I pick up my pen and the day has passed by the time I put it to paper. Six months to go until my appointment with a psychiatrist. Until then, I will continue to watch my life pass away before my very eyes.