/biz/ - Business & Finance

After years of slacking off at community college I finally get my shit together. Everything's going great, then second semester of taking real classes related to my major I'm struggling to maintain a passing grade in one and I straight up had to drop another because I didn't understand it. I'm feeling like a huge brainlet and if I'm not cut out for this line of work I really have no idea what I'm supposed to do with my life. I still have 4 years left until I get a bachelors degree because I can only balance 3 classes a semester with work.
The part time job I have pays well enough but I'm literally on my phone through the whole work day. I think I browse 4chan more these days than back when I was practically a NEET.
I still live at home and my mom loves it. I feel like a big manchild being suffocated but without me she would have nothing. She cant even drive, I literally drive her everywhere. Most of my paychecks goes towards paying off my old mans creditcard debts that will still take years to pay off completely with both of us.
The only people I'm friendly with are at work and I've realized they dont enjoy my company much because I simply dont know how to into chit chat. My brain just freezes up. I have nothing interesting to share, all I do is go to work, go to school, go home and do homework. No friends or gf is a given, at this point I dont even want either because I have 0 time to put aside for them.
I'm stuck running in this hallway and the door at the end keeps getting farther and farther away. I feel like I'm losing my god damn mind. I'm on the verge of just putting everyone on hold and joining the military in a last ditch effort to stop wasting the best years of my life in this ditch that was made for me.

But yeah otherwise I'm great, thanks for asking OP.

why didnt i listen to all the warning signs
when several big "news" events happen in a row and price doesnt budge a bit, you fucking sell
why didnt i sell

but im under my initial investment