/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>29887097
yeah maybe it's because im a gigantic spastic autist, but im just really nervous about getting a job since i have no practical skills and I need to get one by the end of the summer somehow in a math related field or my parents will kick me out. (hardcore indian parents who say if im not using my degree im a waste of life) I don't have much fiat just crypto so I can't survive if i don't move out, and my dream is crushed so im pretty tilted

i have been rejected from 80% of the grad schools i applied to, including my dream school (math PhD). Am I actually just a retarded midwit faggot? I have a 3.8 GPA and a publication with some grad classes under my belt, but I still can't fucking believe I'm getting rejected from LITERALLY EVERYWHERE. my self esteem has taken such a fucking beating to the point where im just alcoholposting 24/7 for the past couple of days. I also have no fucking backup plan since I anticipated I'd get into at least ONE school. Oh and im a poorfag and none of my shitcoins are mooning. Thanks for reading my blogpost i guess, should I just kill myself?

>>28967323
apy.vision. Screenshot is a bit old since it was snapped at BAO ATH, but i spent 200$ on this and it's worth more than 8000 now lmao. IL has absolutely destroyed me.