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fuck my life has derailed

>girlfriend dumped me for being too negative and insistent to change on a dime
>best friend of 20+ years told me to go fuck myself

have hardly any friends left, just acquaintances. The only thing i have going for me is crypto and even that does nothing anymore. sure the gains are cool... but i'm too wary of the actuality of it despite having just broke even.

but between wanting to off myself, finding a new job on the other side of the states and impulsively purchasing a plane ticket. i dunno what the fuck to do. i miss this girl so much but i fucked it up so badly that I doubt she's coming back(before you ask, I sent some mean/cruel texts after she broke up with me as I walking into work, regret the fuck out of it because those 10 minutes defined my entire self in her mind)

what the fuck should i do bros? i bought more smartlands the other day to feel better but currently getting just'd there too. life was REALLY starting to look up until 3 weeks ago when all this exploded before me