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Give me one reason not to end it all right now.

I was born into this world with nothing, and I will die the same way

>>12020864
>in work
>we heard you lost $1000 last month on that bitcoin thing, that's what you get for trying to sell fake internet money haha
>you're staying a virgin forever dude

>>12006506

>tfw west coast
>tfw still 5 more hours of work

>woke up at 9.30 am
>browse internet on my phone and read a book
>really hot and sunny day in London
>go out to buy coffee and see multiple 9/10 Staceys which was demoralising as fuck
>feel worried because I saw a girl yesterday who I thought was a 9/10 but I worry that I would've seen her as a 7/10 maybe only 2 years ago- immediately thought of myself as "that 27 year old boomer who thinks all 18-21 year old women are hot"
>drink coffee in flat while browsing the internet and watching tennis
>decide it's too late to go to the gym
>bin the coffee I bought because I should give up coffee
>go to central London to walk around, feel sad about life, and maybe have my last coffee ever
>walk past Trafalgar Square to Leicester Square and see normies and Staceys galore
>now drinking coffee and feeling sad about life

Going outside and seeing happy normies everywhere who see me as an ugly loser feels insulting.

My main hobby is walking around, feeling sad about life, drinking coffee, and browsing the internet on my phone.

I can't bear to sit in my flat all day and learning or doing productive stuff when it makes me feel like a loser. I go outside and hope my 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted. Of course that's stupid but it's the truth.

I've never worked hard on anything under my own initiative. I simply float through life. I look back at myself and wonder whether I had free will. I am due to start a more prestigious job later this year but I know I can't stand 9-5 living. My current full time job requires me to do no work and spend no time at the office. I'm living in a miracle situation but I'm still not happy.

I feel guilty about everything I do, don't do, and how I do things. I'm also blackpilled and know I have life on hard mode due to my ugliness and my youth is wasted (I'm 27).

I feel like binging on junk food tonight For The Last Time and hoping that I'll wake up tomorrow with purpose and willpower.

I STILL HAVE 3 MORE HOURS OF THIS SHIT IM GANNA FUCKING LOSE IT!

>>11929214
>Tfw finally capitulate and download to score 15 yo pussy and the app is dead

I just want to work from home. Why is it so hard. Someone give me a sales job god damnit

I bought. We're going down together, buttcoin.

>sunny day in London
>attractive women everywhere wearing little clothing
>26 years old and never had attention from women ever, only ever had escorts
>have zero friends or social life
>main hobby is sitting in public to feel less alone while drinking coffee, browsing 4chan on my phone, and feeling bad about all the attractive women who have lives on easy mode, 9001 matches on tinder, and consider all non Chads disgusting
>tfw became the loser loner guy after only a few days at my vacuous low effort government job; come in 30 minutes late, take 2 hour lunches, still feel bad
>tfw have nothing to say during small talk
>on Saturday and Friday nights sometimes walk outside and observe the Chad and Stacey hedonistic paradise I'll never experience due to my ugliness and shit social skills and zero friends head on in order to have some sort of catharsis
>tfw too intelligent to swallow self help BS; all advice is trivial
>20 % of men get all the women
>coffee ruins my sleep and therefore my gym lifts but can't bear to stop; similarly with junk food
>like reading but hate being told I have to read long and boring old books; even leisure becomes work
>all culture is a vacuous corporatised dishonest sham or pseudo
>feel guilty for not working on side projects; feel guilty for not enjoying my youth; too ugly to enjoy youth if I tried
>pol is right but we can do nothing; I'm not even white
>for the 700+ day in a row I am heading towards an evening junk food and coffee fueled blackpill epiphany about getting my life on track before delaying it by another day tomorrow
>see normieclones find socialising easier than breathing
>know there's no way to be part of anything unless you already have friends
>only proposed solution for social rejection is to be a pathetic beggar of attention
>find no satisfaction in anything

Chads and women live like royalty. The rest of the normie males sustain the rigged social economy. The subhuman males live alone in a wasteland.

>>11788065
Get the fuck off my lawn grug.

And give me my fucking rock back again or I'll call the cops

I've had enough of the bears lads. I'm taking things into my own hands. I will bring my Glock into Bitcoin HQ, and I will stop this crash myself.

Godspeed anons, this will be my last post, as I plan on going down in a hail of bullets, for you guys.

>>11709850
>we are closer to 2100 than we are to the first star wars

>>11661541
well fuck you, i cant even get 1

>tfw you need a 5x to get back to your initial investment

anyone know this feel ?

I bought at $18 fuck you and fuck JUN I lost my entire family life savings from this fucking SHIT

>>11524561

>THEYRE JUST PIXELS ON A SCREEN HOW DARE YOU CONCLUDE A BRILLIANT LIFE METAPHOR

>>11489544
im unironically about to do this. I am the only person in my job that knows my duties, not even the managers know how to do it. Yet im getting $15 an hour

OK thats it. You've tested my patience far enough.

How do we take out the Bogs, Rothschilds, and Soros in the fastest way possible? I am willing to die for this

>>11349980

it always goes to me wishing i could turn back time and do things over..

>>10704482
shoo shoo chainlink nigger

>>10669450
can you honestly delet this and fuck off, the truth is I havent finished accumulating my bags