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I vomited my breakfast this morning because of nerves. I can't live anymore with OCD. Most of the thime, all this painful memories hurt me like a knife, leaving my heart and soul bleeding. I feel myself weak and worthless, and i can't do anything with that. Last month i went to the dotctor. I tell him about my OCD and he was writing on a pad and then handed some loose pages to me. I looked at the papers and see a lot of drugs in this list. After that he tell me a lot about side effect of this pill and i said that i too afraid and i don't want to take drugs.

If nothing changed untill the winter i kill myself. The hours of sunlight are few in winter, snow may lie on the ground, there are no leaves on the trees, and, even at noon, the sun is low in the sky. Winter days are grey, cold and windy. I'm gonna die before the cold winter wind howled through the naked trees.