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>>27319386
Focus on yourself. This is just a wild shot in the dark, but based on what you mentioned, you might have C-PTSD. Don't worry, I have(had?? no idea anymore) it, as well. When my therapist told me that was what I had, I kind of scoffed and felt embarrassed. PTSD, to me, was something that soldiers got, not children. But it gnaws at you, anon, it eats up certain parts of you, and one day when you call upon them, they're not there and you're just left feeling emotional and anxious and you don't know why. You are top priority. Not getting mad dosh, not getting rid of little habits here and there. You. Think of it this way: somewhere inside is still the little kid who saw his mom getting beaten. Doesn't he want to say something? Or what about when he got molested? You probably get fucking angry and feel like beating something, right? And rightfully so. But find someone who will guide you through this, and let you let it out. Because it's good to let it out, anyone who says otherwise is a gigantic fag.