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>>1842395

A...are lodgers sometimes qt but loose women who offer favors for favors, like week pauses in rent?

>mfw lonely and a virgin through my late teens and early twenties.
>Let several potential girlfriends slip through the cracks, due to lack of investment / interest. Figure it was nerves or just immaturity.
>Long for a girlfriend who I can feel close to, and sex of course.
>Recently start online dating. Meet a nice girl, hard worker, willing to put up with my shit and do a lot of the 'work'.
>We go on a date, it goes well.
>I realize that I actually really love my single lifestyle and financial independence.
>I realize I'm in love with the IDEA of love, romance and sex.
>I ended it before it could really begin.
>Now months later I'm in a strange sort of limbo. I still want sex, but was raised with principles, so no quickies or prostitutes. For so long I thought a relationship was the key to long term happiness and the major puzzle piece to 'making it' as an adult. But I also realize, at least at this point in my life, it's not for me/

I mean, I still don't want to die alone. I reckon I'll just get a mail order bride, so to speak, in my mid-thirties and knock her up. Family is important to me, perhaps the most important thing. Having a few kids would make me happy enough long term, and even if she leaves me after she gets her citizenship, I can make sure she doesn't run off with the kids, and maybe go get another wife if I really liked the situation.