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>>56693265
I'm not sure about your comment for losing respect for God, body, and race. I was a very solid individual in the ideal society perceived way. Great grade university student getting a tech degree. Former Reserve military member. I've hid this part of me for 7 months, and up until a few weeks ago did the things I've always done my obligations and been proud of it. From small shit like making my bed when I wake up, or cleaning a bathroom or my room, to studying for exams, or getting a job/internships. That's just how the world works for nearly everyone.

I kept it up for 7 months just because it feels easier than explaining to everyone about the resources I have access to now since my Uncle's gone. The idea's that your talking about 'actually choose what to do with my life', is what I am looking for advice on. I worked listlessly in life because that is the way life is for a vast majority of people and it was for me and now suddenly it's not, and it's an insane plateau to be dealing with because it's a plateau that there are very litte people for me to commiserate about with it.

Thank you about my uncle. This is from the /biz/ thread, but it's how his relationship fucked with me. When I was a kid he was a hero, then suddenly I saw him for what he was. For a long time I resented him for not taking care of himself and always causing my family grief. Near the end I openly told him I can't ever know you when he's fucked up like that, and I cried like I was a little kid. I really never understood adults uncontrollably crying, it's always been easy for me to maintain myself and not get upset in front of people. I don't know why. Even now just thinking about him is making me cry, when there was a point in time not even that long before he died that I thought if he was just dead, I wouldn't have to worry about him all the time.

Does natural gas still have any gas left in it? People are starting to get bored of Ukraine

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