/biz/ - Business & Finance

i cant watch this lmao

>lose 20k overnight because i'm a greedy retard with nigger tier impulse control
>back to 5 figure hell
i deserve this

I'm not begging, just trying to find ways to earn free cryptos, like coinbase.
Any help? I have 40 bucks worth of alts and that's all i can invest now.
30% of my nw LOL kill me

>down 900k from my ath
you faggots will never know this pain

I feel like shit. I just want John McCain back.

>tfw deep down you know that this rigged system will collapse one way or the other and your magic internet beans will become the new paradigm of the economy but it is taking so fucking long and you're starting to question your own sanity

>>11806702
>tfw no flatchested qtgf

>>6046103

Why is nothing happening?

I’ve been at the same dollar amount for about a week now.

>182946972143748593816163858372617384726458 Unconfirmed Transactions

How much money do I need invested in cryptos to be never have to work?
>mfw I sold my ethereum supply at $12 because I needed money for rent
>mfw I missed out on NEO at $10 because it was taking forever to confirm and I had to go to work
I have to be due for some luck. Do you think that every coin with a use will be 20x+ in 2 years from now?

>>3295883
>NEO would rise
Mfw NEO has disappointed me time and time again.

It's kind of depressing how much we are forced to bullshit in order to succeed in life. Even saying bullshit instead of lie is an example of this.

Selling stuff, advertising, job interviews, literally everything. I guess it's only depressing because I fell for the honesty spook. The honesty spook is dishonest as fuck.

The job interviews one harms me the most so far. I need to just start lying. When Thu ask you shit like, "Talk about a time you solved a time limited problem in a diverse environment and you used teamwork to succeed" they are forcing you to lie.

>tfw grown out of 4chan but have nowhere else

I hate how the pseuds are so in my head I'm going to finish reading books and that I find boring (manufacturing consent and guns germs and steel and snow crash). I don't even have the balls to live life how I want. I feel the need to go through SICP even though I'm about halfway through and it has stopped feeling as useful. If I lived according to my tastes I would immediately postpone SICP and stop reading those books or other boring books. I simply don't have the balls to live according to my intuitions.

I have no short, easily rememberd, always correct life philosophy that will tell me what to do and I hate myself for it even though I know it could never be created.

People who espouse philosophical beliefs or lifestyle beliefs are all hypocritical snake oil salesmen astrologers. Even the ones who aren't selling you something are like nails on a chalk board when you don't want to be spooked.

I over analyse my life to a stupid degree. Real example: Should I read books on my phone on the train for 20 minute journeys to read more books? Will this type of efficiency simply degrade my life in to an information consumerbot? Is it a sign that I am hard working? What if it's not worth it because I would pick worse books than I'd read at home? Is it worth reading books 3 to 6 pages at a time? What if giving the mind nothing to do is the healthy and smarter option? What if it's not and I bore myself for no reason?

Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly

>interview with big 4 company tomorrow for a kind of cool sounding graduate job (not audit or tax)
>know I'll fail due to ugliness and lack of normieness and social skills