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>>56875196
>I'd move all my money out of the country with crypto.
that's the thing anon... you have to pay a tax on crypto gains too

I’m 23 yo and about to get fired for underperformance
My manager sensed me not “being there” at times and asked what’s wrong some time ago
The school where I dropped out could sense I’m functionally depressed. If I would go back they would sense it, if I went to tradeschool they would sense it
When I went to the gym they would sense it

I moved out of my parents after NEETing the most pathetic way and have my own place, lift, work. I was told all I would Need to put matters in my own hand and I do it and yet my depression goes everywhere I go
I lied to myself and I’m just thinking to just move to my parents

What can I do, iregardless it sticks with me

>>51371556
I did and now the lack of hugs makes it even worse. Every day is a copy of shallow copy of itself, I spend 90% of my networth on crypto ever month but all I just want is to fall asleep next to a female human being. Thank you for being there bros

How to recover from being schizoid?
I was a NEET nobody grandiose daydreaming all day and now I can hold down a job, can socialize with peers more or less etc

Essentially I have High functioning depression. I actually smile a lot out of insecurity and anxiety while I am actually numb and miserable
Coworkers feel I am viable enough to have a girlfriend I guess because they ask
But I am a KHHV in my early 20s. I was alone so much of my life, I don’t even know it else
Wanted a gf all my teens but never amounted to anything now I am just numb

How do I love myself being a 22 yo KHHV? I actively take matters in my own hand but even my boss told me in the face that I am a loser

Something about ego death, I should be happy someone atleast speaks out the things others think about me?
For 5 and more years I try to turn my life around, yet my problem is I should love myself how I am right? How? And still progress

I am turning 23 and will spend my birthday sitting in my car alone like last year.
Still KHHV, still haven’t atleast fucking texted a girl, still haven’t made it. Still crippling lack of self worth

No friends, no social media, relatives that mattered to me are dead. When I am off work or at the weekends I just drive around in my car, stop at side of a road, take a nap, browse 4chan and drive home
I am so fucking numb for years now