/biz/ - Business & Finance

I used to be comfy and was learning how to day trade, wanted to make 500k ish then fuck off to a beach house in mexico and live out the rest of my days, then i came across some russian film student on instagram and she fucked me up, now i want to become a millionare just to dm her on instagram and take her all over the world and hopefully she falls in love with me, this girl who has no idea who i am is the only reason i get up in the morning and work my ass off everyday. Now that i think about it this is a recurring theme in my life, ill start something like going to the gym, with the motivation of women, and then overtime I just lose that motivation, but its too late because he habits and discipline are already there, why I workout now and have been for 3 years now? I have no idea, but i can tell you i will feel like shit if i dont. Worst case scenerio if i get any money whatsoever its all just spent on cocaine and russian hookers. I dont even fucking speak russian but will start learning soon i guess

Tldr my life depends on a russian girl being single and responding to my dms in 5 years