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I sexually abused a woman that was legally deemed to be mentally retarded.

I worked at a mental hospital when I was maybe 26 years old and there was a woman that was checked in seasonally because her parents would go out to sea on there boat for the summer. She would always running down the hallway after she soiled herself, so we were more or less able to track her bathroom cycles.

Long story short, the nightspot group would take turns on her around 3 to 4AM, like 4 guys. All the guys would stand watch while one guy would do his stuff on her. The first time I did it I was extremely nervous and was dripping sweat all over her stomach. I was scared out of my mind about DNA stuff that I had to take my shirt off and wipe her (and then me) down. I even wiped the floor for some reason after I was done with her, thinking that my cum would be used as evidence when they found out what we did. I know now that was stupid knowing now how Adna Evidence works, but still. Eventually they put her in an assisted living facility when she turned 38. I remember staying awake all school year fantasizing about the next time I got to work there.

I was even watching porn stuff to discover things/fetishes that I was into sexually, just to try out on her when I was to be rehired next summer (and sumtimes chiristmas time and new years too). I remember spending a bunch of my time with her cleaning her up because no-one else did when they finished with her.

I feel absolutely disgusted with myself and even tried to kill myself at least twice because of what I did, but at the end of the day I keep trying to justify it with the fact that much worse things happen to most people almost every day..

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Also, I tried to get my mom pregnant by cumming inside this thing she used to wash her vag, almost everyday after school. It would be dried up by the time she got home and would use it when she took a shower before bed.