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>>16957512
There was this parlor next door to my old job. 60$ would get u a massage and happy ending. Was all Asian girls. I saw a young one go in for work one morning and she had the biggest brap ive ever seen on an asian. I never went though. I may go in the near future to be quite honest.

>tfw neet since 17 years old
>24 now and my situation is as follow:
>never woke up at the same time in the last 7 years
>sleep around 12 hours daily, stay awake 20
>therefore a day cycle lasts 32 hours
>get anxiety when i have to go to dentist cause i have to wake up at a certain time
>pat myself on shoulders when i brush teeth
>recovering cocaine and alcohol addict
>still struggling with benzos
>sometimes on inpulse pop 30mg zolpidem and 5mg alprazolam and almost suffocate
>still struggling with antibiotic resistant ghonorrhea from fucking 13 thai whores raw
>have ghosted +20 friends
>have told everyone im in military in my homecountry
>get anxiety when im in city because i might see an old friend or ex
>only human contact is my family
>severe depresssion and ocd
>think about suicide on a weekly basis
>never had sober sex
>can only last 2 weeks at most with any social contact before ghosting them
>never had a relationship
>never went on a 3rd date
>suffer from heart palpilations, heartburn, paranoia, insomnia, grande delusions, mania and depressive episodes
>actually good looking and fit which is depressing to be wasting such potential
Im thinking of going cold turkey first on everything and then blasting test as a final solution to all my problems. Then i go back on atleast alcohol but on that zyzz dick skin shredded tier. I have enough money to last me 5 years in SEA. Plan is to be on that jim morrison time until my heart gives out or i somehow get buddha pilled and go to tibet. Thoughts?