/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>51196124
I had all this built up Vril energy coming into the job, so the department went from shit to flourishing since I've been working. But my energy got depleted so fast by the demands of the job, coming in on my days off, irratible low energy coworkers, then I got sick with the flu (possibly covid) and I've just been wiped out ever since. I feel like a husk. And I still have to go back. This sucks.

>>49506701
I miss him so much bros

>>29402638
Sorry to hear anon. Happened to me with two cat frens. Never forget him, I'm sure you'll see him again in one way or another

>>19972746
shut the fuck up, sucker
only snowflake cuckboys say bullshit like you

you probably never dealt with an abusive father in your life...

>>14506635

i saw last week a pic of your mom.

THAT WAS FUCKING DEPRESSING!!

how low will LINK get?

>Live in Ontario, Canada
>Never completed highschool at 24 so now my future is just wagecucking like a subhuman for the rest of my life because everyone has a post-secondary education here

Any options left for me besides sudoku?

>woke up
>ate the junk food left over from yesterday's last binge ever and drank coffee and browsed internet
>feel so fat because of the binges and lack of regular exercise
>check my bank account: NEETbux has arrived although I have wasted more money than I thought
>got email about a job I applied for at a small company; position has lot of responsibility
>emailed saying I couldn't have the interview
>don't have enough money to move to London at short notice and I'd quit the job for my other one after a short time anyway
>made the correct choice, as things stand, but still feel sad (especially because I have wasted over £2000 on junk food in the past 6 months)
>look at LinkedIn profiles and realis people the same age as me are already high up in companies while I'm still waiting to start my first real career job
>go for a walk and listen to dumb podcasts
>Staceys out in full force
>drinking Starboocks, about to have a fast food binge, then maybe gym at night

I need to work full time for 2 months at a retailcuck job to have more money than I need (1 month is enough to move back to London at short notice). But it's so demoralising to work. I waste money on junk food instead.

Seeing people's LinkedIn profiles is demoralising, especially people at startup companies who get promoted multiple times a year. God knows what level of enthusiastic normieclone you have to be for that.

I listened to cumtown podcasts because they're funny but I hate when these things get too chummy. That's when I feel like a loser listening to virtual friends. That's why I prefer BBC stuff despite the bias and Joe Rogan. Bam Margera was on the podcast and I felt pathetic for looking both ways when crossing the road.

I have a bottle of coke at home and I earnestly contemplated about whether I would be cucking myself by drinking it.

People start companies. They're producerbulls and then women join and get promoted at lightning speed while moping consumercuck betas like myself achieve nothing.

>be me yesterday
>go to graduate assessment centre in London for prestigious job
>explore London after getting there in the morning
>walk through University of London area and see people in the primes of their lives
>every young person's genetics seemed better than ever like humanity is evolving in real-time and leaving my already doomed generics behind; even many women were almost as tall as me (Br
>go to British museum to feel sad
>walk through hip Old Street and feel sad at my wasted 20s
>get to assessment centre at 3 pm
>have to sit with other candidates, who are zoomers who talked about how much they travel etc while I'm 28
>all four girls were normiethots and one was an off the charts GIGA-Stacey; being in their presence depressed me
>first task is to write a report
>found it easy (they would never risk eliminating normies through something too hard)
>second task required me to give a presentation and answer easy questions
>probably did badly because I'm not high energy; I'm an ugly beta with a non posh voice
>third task was an interview by two smug roasties who were probably younger than me
>one was in HR, the other was doing the job I was interviewing for
>was asked braindead competency questions that I stumbled through (with appropriate answers but they'll probably fail me due to some dumb shit)
>will get told result on Monday

This is just depressing. I can't pass job interviews to save my life. The only assessment centres I've passed had no interviews and just tested me with tasks.

I'm currently binging on McDonalds.

How do I get into crypto? Real brainlet here whose parents just passed and with enough money to only get through 2019.

>>12299224
We didn't visualize it hard enough.

I feel so subhuman when reading the Twitter feeds of silicon valley types. They're all starting ten companies and are millionaires in their 20s. And the ones in their 40s and 50s say that their teenage kids all became bitcoin millionaires.

It is peak American go-getting mixed with peak American nerd smarts. These people deserve to take over the world

I'm a midwit consumercuck.

I don't have a PhD and I didn't have the balls to get a 2:2 or third.

I read much more books than the average person but I don't read in depth about any few areas.

I waste so much of my money but not quite enough to have zero in the bank. I waste enough to require a job, but I don't save money. I am the perfect slave

I waste all my time on the internet while telling myself real life starts tomorrow.

I have rarely showed initiative in my life. I have never acted upon entrepreneurial opportunities, apart from when I bought some bitcoins and then got bored and sold them (the price later multiples by 10). I read about ehtereum in mid 2016 but did nothing.

My main displays of balls and free will in the past 6 years have been: putting no effort in to my degree, being late for work, taking extra long breaks at my jobs, not paying for parking stickers, and barely doing any work in that office job I had.

I am an existentially spent force. Reading about Stirner, and then realising the arbitrariness of all philosophical axioms, and then blackpill philosophy (ugly males like me have no hope), all crushed my spirit. I feel cucked non stop because people younger than me are having a great time and earning more.

I was inspired when I saw the social network in cinemas in late 2010 and have procrastinated programming anything since.

My 20s are wasted. I am heading towards boring white collar middle management. I will be one of those guys at that prestigious place who would shock you with how little his bank balance is.

I envy doers. I envy people who learn as they do. My style is to trawl the internet for hours, days, researching the best textbook. I start at page 1, get to page 100, skip nothing or else I feel bad, then procrastinate it forever.

Everyone is fucked up. I'm not even a special fuckup. Famous rich people fuck up harder, are more ignorant about most areas, know much more about some areas and they work harder. I am nothing.

I woke up. I browsed the internet on my phone. I read a fiction book for about 70 pages. I felt like a consumercuck. I still had no motivation in life. I drank some coffee and browsed the internet and read an article about a guy who had lots of money and used it to make more money.

I threw out the coffee in my house but I'm not sure if it was the right choice. I went outside. I had a small amount of junk food and I'm currently drinking a Starbucks coffee. I have no motivation to do anything between now and going to the gym in the evening.

I am a 28 year old ugly autist nofriends beta male with no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, and I've never been to a pub, club, or party, even through university.

I'm jealous that I'm not in some rewarding job with high pay like all the cool people I read about on the internet. I worry that only IQ matters for success, at least by the age of 30. I waste so much money on junk food and coffee and don't do anything in my free time and I worry that this is a symptom of bad genetics. When I read about some accomplished person, it seems like they'd have found it extremely difficult to do nothing.

On the other hand, the majority of people glide through institutions that reward them for their normieness. But that's only a reason to stop worrying about IQ and start worrying about all the other factors, like looks and personality. We live in a services economy where personality, networking, and looks matter more than anything else, whether people apply for McDonalds or to be Prime Minister.

I am so low energy. I wasted my 20s. I've never been to a music festival. I didn't go to my school prom. I will never work in one of those trendy modern workplaces with glass walls and everybody becomes a millionaire or executive after two years. I don't believe in hard work. Other people aren't working hard, they're just lucky enough to enjoy what they do and they pretend to work longer than 9-5.

Another day wasted. I have wasted the past year. Yes, my career is moving forward, but 2016-2018 are lost years. 2016 was the bottom, based on what an outsider would have perceived, but I was 2 years younger.

To be brief: I literally cannot muster the motivation to do anything productive in my free time. I waste all my free time on the internet instead. I also binge on coffee and junk food every single day while telling myself it's the last time. This has gone on for over 3 years.

I am a 28 year old ugly autist nofriends beta male with no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, and I've never been to a pub, club, or party, even through university.

How do I wake up tomorrow and not have no motivation?

I woke up. I drank some coffee while browsing the internet. I went jogging. I did some chores. I had some chocolate and jelly beans. I was planning to binge on McDonalds later but I'm not sure now. I'm currently drinking Starboocks.

I'm 28 and I feel so old. People my age have been building their careers for 7 years and I've barely started. People my age are investment banking Vice Presidents or senior civil servants. I have had interviews for prestigious graduate jobs for years- I am just shit at interviews. I am now at the stage where other candidates are literally zoomers. At least I have the small consolation of younger people having huge tuition fees. I haven't learnt the result for the interview I went to recently but every experience leaves me thinking that next time I must double my lying, extroversion, psychopathy etc.

I am reading a famous 21st century novel. It's good so far but reading fiction feels like the ultimate in consumercuckoldry, especially when it's not boring.

I will never have gone to a famous public school or Oxbridge. I will never do a degree I liked. I will never be extremely hard working. 99 % of all notable people went to Oxbridge or the Ivy League.

I have lots of free time but I just apply to jobs and waste time like a little cucky slave who can't do anything through his own initiative. For the past few weeks I felt like I was on the verge of working hard and giving up junk food but it was a passing phase.

I went to the V&A museum, which was kino, especially when the weather is bad. I went there once on a boiling sunny day and I remember feeling distinctly pathetic, as the Chads and Staceys frolicked outside in Hyde park or their South Kensington garden parties.

I used some software but then I felt bad for not being the guy who writes the software. I'm the cuck who uses it. 160 IQers writing Facebook, 80 IQers who use it. I'm surrounded by lampposts and coffee cups that I could never have invented on my own. I'm so pathetic.

Guess who's feeling sad as fuck in central London today, alone and with nothing to do?

>saw some GigaStaceys
>wasted the daylight hours

Whenever I read some article about someone who does interesting stuff, they're always "falling in to" things by near accident. Why does this never happen to me? Why is my life so boring and pointless and lacking in all motivation?

Why do I waste all my time? Why do I not have the Producerbull mentality? Am I genetically deficient?

I had a big sugar filled binge last night, which was meant to be the One Last Binge. But I'm about to have more junk good right now. I am stronger than at any time in the past 21 months but I'm now at the point where I can only progress in the gym if I sleep well and stop drinking so much coffee. Of course I don't do that, so I lack the motivation to do any exercise right now.

I finished reading a really short history book today but I rushed through it because it was so boring. The middle ages were boring as fuck. A French king invading England meant fuck all. Geopolitical and cultural history is too hyped up.

I woke up today with absolutely no motivation for doing any productive things in my free time. The best way to put it is that simply deciding to do productive things has completely left my mental vocabulary. I don't feel like I'm fighting procrastination, I feel like I want to want to do something. I think doing a degree I absolutely hated completely Pavloved me out of the ability to sit at a desk and do productive things.

I waste so much time on the internet, it's insane. It's funny how I invented the phrase "Consumercuck / Producerbull dichotomy" yet I haven't managed to put its teachings in to practise. But I guess that's part of the lesson. An advanced Consumercuck (frequently referred to as a critiquer) has no special predisposition for Producerbullness within a certain field. It's negative, if anything.

I feel so pathetic for having no passions and nothing I could lecture about. I'm so vacuous. I am a 28 year old meek, charismaless, ugly beta male. I unironically can't handle the bants. I am going to work in a slightly prestigious but dull organisation, probably on course to languish in middle management forever. I am tiring of 4chan. Zoomer culture is alien to me. I saw an article about how commonplace influencers are and how they make magnitudes more than minimum wage jobs. Social skills, extroversion, having a great network: these are superpowers.

I woke up and wasted pretty much all of today. I had a really sugar filled junk food binge in the evening.

I still can't make myself do anything productive in my free time. I have descended in to such deep consumercuckoldry that even producing 4chan whine topics is being procrastinated. I'm completely out of ideas as to how to just wake up and start "living my real life". Hopefully I'll do it tomorrow

I know most of you, apart from the kike who's always complaining about /pol/ and calling us incels agree.

Can we have a vote on this lads? This board is low traffic so isn't valuable as far as ad revenue goes. I see no reason not to migrate us to 4chan other than hiro being a faggot.

>4 move us to 4chan
>F to pay respects for what we once had and slowly die.

Please include a reason.

>4

I'm dreading.the possibility of hiro turning this into reddit tier trash by the time the next golden bull comes. I've been on 4 chan for over 10 years and can smell many old frens here. I don't wanna loose you guys. Especially since the mass influx.of boomers and shills post Trump on /pol/ has left it a shadow of its former self. There might not be many of us here, but we're all.in the same sinking ship (crypto) right now.

I will miss you frens
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AIlz08fZos

I am finally starting my full contract wagecucking job on Monday /biz/.
It's been a fun ride. Thank you. May the Kek be with you all.

>>3675689
>ywn have an cute autistic memer gf like Brittany

why live

>>1664878
Fuggin autocorrect