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I have no desired to do anything at all in life. I cant focus or learn anything. I despise people. Ive ghosted every single person i was close to. Iam only happy when my poorfolio is green but still i dont really need the money. I never really buy much. Iam dead inside.

i have no desire to do anything. Money is no longer a motivation. How to cope?

i have the same thoughts when iam not waging or cooming. Had i have a gun with me i would have killed my self long time ago out of the boredness of life.

Your lonely as fuck and really nobody gives a fuck about u. Am i right? of course iam. Even if u make it things are not going to change.

Iam a gigantic failure because: i cant do math and because i have no social skills whatsoever. I have no control over any of these. Iam never gonna make it.

i have this new black female coworker. she is so gorgeous. i fantasize everyday about going out with her, waking up next to her, vacations together, etc. But the truth is that i am invisible to her eyes. If i were to make any movement i would endup getting fired for sure. Why i dont die in my sleep?