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2 weeks neet here
I don't want to this any more...
All the jobs available in my city are macdonnalds server tier.
South Europe so no neetbux/disabilty handouts...
It's so fuckin over.. I'm so young too...

>>50388084
but its like this over and over again
nothing ever works out for me
ive been alone for years

no fun.

>>50227548
i had an extremely abusive childhood
ive spent my entire adult life so far in severe depression completely alienated and unable to make friends and S/O
its a perpetual hell cycle and it goes like this
>get high cause lonely and have nothing else to bring me pleasure in life
>lose confidence cause always high
>become even more lonely
>get high even more to cope with the pain
the cycle never ends
i keep telling myself if i get a gf it might break the cycle but im too depressed to talk to anyone
and im my experience opening up to friedns and coworkers about your phantom pains only leads to them thinking youre a weirdo and then they treat you like crap
i definitely use porn and weed and alcohol to numb the loneliness
i was good friends with a girl when i was a little kid
we reconnected as adults but i was such a broken and depressed man
when we were kids she loved me i even found it written on a notepad on her nintendo DS
as adult her words were "i never thought you would turn out weird"
shit hurts so bad man
i never wanted to be weird
i was physically and mentally abused so bad growing up
she used to like me
drugs are the only thing that fills this hole inside me
that and the online disinhibition of 4chan

>>50118065
why are you such an ass blasted lil nigga?
gives me a chuckle every time
theres this place that loves spacing that like that
its called www.reddit.com

For those of you who don't know, this dude has like 3 doctorates and his only real job ever has been being a professor, so it makes sense that he's a marxist.