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My gf just broke up with me because of some trivial shit I did with her in bed and I'm going to fucking kill myself if she tells people and it starts spreads around

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That's a beautiful analogy anon

It's only been 3 days and I feel my soul die every time I walk out of the building after work.

Entire days, hours of beautiful sunlight, sunken into spreadsheets.

A bell that rings at the crack of dawn, signifying another round of my desires crumbling to the wave of brain fog accompanying the disgusting cafeteria food

Surrounded by fucking NPCs who laugh at jokes that aren't funny and talk about subjects that don't interest them.

A group of people who have been coming to the same place, for decades, to drown any aspirations they had when they were young but are somehow perfectly fine with this and actually ask for more hours.

A sullen realisation that when the faceless men tell me to "get a wife and kids" in order to make work worth it, they aren't really telling me something that will help me but instead projecting something that placates and assures them that they haven't wasted their golden years.

A growing panic that eventually, I'll give in and become just like them.