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>tfw only holding oil tankers
It’s a new day

>>18705887
>everyone is a stranger nowadays
damn

>Day 0
Pour the booze down the drain, filled with resolve. Going to make this happen.
>Day 1
Feeling pretty steady. Urge to kick back with a drink is still there but you can ignore it.
>Day 2
Shakes and sweats are starting. Can't sleep for shit. Everything is too loud, too bright and too fucking boring.
>Day 3
Rage and restlessness. Bargaining with yourself. "Just one drink to calm the nerves." Have to hide the keys from yourself so you can't drive to the liquor store.
>Day 4
Total, black, roiling despair.
>Day 5
Raw and empty. Can't even get out of bed. Without booze to look forward to, what's the point?
>Day 6
Something's different. Urges have faded into the background. They're there but they can be ignored. Your senses seem sharper, your emotions more present. Noticing smells, textures, details in your surroundings you never appreciated before.
>Day 7
You feel like you're tuning back into a reality you've been absent from for years, bit by bit. You realize you don't even want a drink now. If someone offered, you'd refuse. You don't want to go back in the memory hole any more. You have a new feeling creeping into the gaping hole you used to fill with booze and nihilism. It's hope.

Quitting the sauce is the best investment you can make for yourselves on a financial, physical, mental and spiritual level. All you have to do is stick with it for one week. If you can hold on for a whole week, you'll wake up enough that you won't ever want to go back to the liquid jew again. Once you remember what it's like to feel an emotion organically or to wake up well-rested and un-hung-over, you'll wonder why you ever touched that poison in the first place.

You promise me you'll at least try, right?

> be INFJ
> Having high difficulty with STEM
> living with a toxic family not giving me any Freedom and wanting me to wageslave

Well, the positive side is that, except the career, I live a pretty Comfy Life and I'm psychologically sane.

Better days are ahead, trannie. Be the example for your sister by setting a solid path for yourself, even in the smallest increments. You're young enough that you have every opportunity to right the ship, both for you and your loved ones. Take the hopepill, and keep working towards something better starting right now.

>Right side of chest hurts

>Fever of 39c
>Sore throat

I honestly think a small nuclear bomb accidentally striking a US city of 100,000, then a retaliatory strike against vladivostok followed by a peace treaty would have been better than this shit

Does anyone still "believe" in crypto? It's been years and it's the same trading. It dumped when the stock market dump, so people don't actually want to hedge. Sigh. It's all so tiresome. I don't know if I even want to buy this shit anymore.

>muh buy signal

Sure but let's be honest here, can this actually recover when we now see it's fucking bullshit (as it always seemed to be...but there was a glimmer of hope)? Or are there still going to be blind believers?

>Cramer holding back the tears

>>17627110
>30yo
>never had a job
>no higher education
>never had any social media
>never had a phone
>never had a bank account
>live in small town in a shitty country with no opportunities
>socially retarded
>incel

im exactly on the same situation,
except im 32.

>>17593105
I wish I could take your advice fren but remember everyone's situation is different. I sish I could have the same relationship with my family as you but understand that it's not possible. Or bring myself back to faith but it doesn't matter. This one's for you anon. Don't dwell on it. Live with it and go on with that burden. You at least had a father you could visit or talk to.
Now, go be the son your father would be proud to have even if you didn't get to say your final goodbye.
>t. the bitter cunt from the earlier thread

>>17587607
Hey fren, I've been thinking about you since the first thread. I was too busy and at a dark place to post in the second one. Just came back from my shift and read through the thread on my way home and I hope I'm not too late. I'm completely detached from my family for a couple of years now and haven't spoken to my father for a decade now. I'm also agnostic so I'd feel hypocritical for sending prayers. I don't mean to shit on theists though, I'd take a theist over an atheist any time of the day. Anyways back to you. I was quite saddened to read he's only 58 and you have to deal with this in the way you do. Your posts show a person who seems to be able to go thorugh such dark times and anyone would be proud to have you as a son. As you already have seen in this thread people have been through better or worse, yet this human appendix that is this board can show a modicum of respect and love. We may have called each other names in other threads but now we came here to show you that ther can be a time when we put our bags aside and show genuine support for our fren, each in his own way. this one is for you anon.
PS Your id has GRIT and so do you. If you feel like losing it, your frens are here

>>17580846
play the hardest moments on loop in your head every single day when youre thinking about bettering yourself
use it as fuel for the gym, work, school, whatever it is that you want. replay the moment that hurt the most over and over until youre seconds away from breaking down, and tell yourself the only way to never feel that pain again is to keep trying harder

I used to go food shopping once every 2 weeks. Now I go twice every day

>visiting relative in hospital
>patient 50 metres away on the ward got diagnosed with coronavirus

it’s starting to feel like 2017 again...

Hope he gets better somehow

What are your dreams that you'd love to do if you made it?

Personally I'd like to buy a boat and travel around the whole world with it. Either alone, or with the few good friends I have. Just sail out into the sunset one day, never to return to this shithole of a country. It would be the adventure of a lifetime.

Wholesome thread
I really hope your dad gets better.

>>16926033
i just scrolled through her twitter for a couple minutes
i feel so fucking drained now, i try so hard and theres a whole other reality out there for people born with a pussy

>>16762150
lol this is unironically the last decade

>>16695480
>umm guys, are we about to be millionaires?
you know the answer. 2020 will be a huge year

>>16657525